Chapter 2 – Chance to Keep

*I grabbed the script and sit on my bed while resting my back on the bed post.

Scene # 44*

Scenario: Lead and Co – Lead are having a fight in the subway station. Everyone was busy and some were looking at them. Co – Lead was begging for the Lead to stay while the Lead was too confuse and wanting to have time to think things through.

Lead Star – “I have no clue nor interested in finding one – (brushed off your arms and look into your eyes with anger) Stay away! STAY AWAY! (Screech with a trembling voice)

Co – Lead – (Stared at Lead with full of sadness, pain and hopelessness) “I may not be the one who can make you stay right away – (walked closer) But, I promise I will stay… Even if it’s painful, even if it’s breaking me – Because when the time comes, when you remember everything I want to be there…” he looked at the Lead, sad eye but still smiling…

Scene # 58

Scene # 100

I did so much of reading and I didn’t expect that the lines were so heavy. I cried almost in every scenes, god I can’t be attending the audition with a puffy eyes…

I doze off about half passed 2am. But woke up during wee hours because I woke up crying… I was supposed to sleep again but just decided to go out and run so I can condition myself for the audition.

“Wow! Good morning to you Mr. Co – Lead Actor” Minzy was on the other side of the park looking at me full of surprise “This is too early for you Kid, you should be sleeping well” she said while lecturing me.

We pause for a moment and rest on the bench.

“I don’t know, the script that I was reviewing last night was kinda heavy. Yah know how hurtful stuff could just stay all night in your head and you are just –“ I released a heavy sighted and look up the sky…

Minzy looked at me and gave me a hug “You know when you were sooooo little I tend to be really protective of you but your mom will just tell not too. Because you gotta learn things on your own and too much of such might make you feel less loved. (She released me from her arms and look at me with a smiling face) Just don’t stress out nor force yourself, okay?” she asked.

“You think Mom and Dad will be proud of me?” I asked

“What they always wanted for you to do is to grow up following your heart. Which you are doing now – So yes! They are proud of you” she said

I hugged her and thank her for being my second mom and for looking after me even I am already on my early 20s.

We went for few more minutes of run and chitchat. I am not sure… But I feel like I used to do this before with someone…

Oh well, I shook it all off and cleared my mind… Preparing for my audition is way much important today.

Today feels somewhere in the middle of nostalgic and de javu… I put on my white top and casual jeans, took the perfect shoes for the outfit and my fave cap. Well that’s the outfit of the Co – Lead per script description so might as well dress prepared.

I prepared some other options too and put them all in my car, just in case.

Break a leg self, break a leg!

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