7:26 am
I woke up with him driving me back home, I didn't realize that I fell asleep while I was laying my head on his shoulders....
"Good morning princess" he said,
"Shit, I'm late for work" as I said in panic,
"Well someone forgot that it was Saturday today" he laughed because of my stupidity
" I'm taking you to breakfast before dropping you off at home" he said to me ".
I sighed with relief thinking that I am so lucky to have him by my side once again, but that doesn't mean that I have already developed feelings for him, it's just like a bond, you know?
"Can I?" he said,
"what?" I replied,
"can I court you once again?" he asked me.
I was shocked by his question, i was not ready to get hurt again, and the same man too. Jeez it was too much. I tried so hard to forget him for months i can't let it be in vain almost dying to the process of forgetting him ...
As words go through my mind he snapped his fingers in front of my face to get back to reality
"You don't have to give me the answer that fast you know, I'm always ready to wait for your response" he said to me softly....
"Thank you for understanding me"
8:45 am
We got inside the breakfast place and the place was so fancy and gorgeous, like billionaire level GORGEOUS it's the most fancy breakfast place I have ever seen
"So this is my mother's business" he said to me,
And I was just shocked because we're dating for four years and I only knew about it till now. Then he took me to a room where his mother was working,,, and she was shocked to the core because she knew about our separation and seeing me there only means one thing.....
After breakfast, he dropped me home.
Little did he know that I was going to my physiatrist....
I didn't tell him while moving on from him, I got diagnosed with clinical depression for 5 months now, and it bought me to seven suicidal attempts and sleepless nights and a lot of self harm.
After my physciatrist session was over, i drove home and had the urge to harm myself, so i did it i did not know why but all i know was i woke up in the hospital due to a loss of blood
When I woke up I saw him outside my hospital room talking to the doctor
I never thought he would be the one who would rush me into the hospital
Turns out he called me for 25 times and went into my house, he searched my whole house then finally found me in the bathroom, he called 911 in shock...
Never thought that my "EX" would find me laying on the ground with blood
A few minutes he came in
"Why didn't you told me?" he said to me,
"Do I have to?" I replied to his question in an annoyed tone,
"Yes, you have to talk about these things to me, I can help you" he said in a calm and worried tone,
The thought of him worrying about me feels like we're still together, trust me it feels very sh*tty
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