Episode 4 - Feelings for my future partner

Within these few days, Sherin came to know more about Zayn. Initially whenever she sees him, she tries to hide from him remembering that he is a lion beast. But by spending more time with him she realises that he is more gentle and always cares for her.

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...Sherin's pov...

I always earn for love and care from childhood in my previous life, but I never received it. Even my happiest days with my so-called lover seems to be an utter failure. After that I lost all my hope for this love and care. The thought of falling in love again... I don't want it. But after entering this world my thoughts about relationships changed. It is because of Zayn, I changed myself and now tries to develop my feelings with him. Him seeing as a beast makes me afraid initially even in my dreams. But as days passed his caring won over my fear. I like his gentleness in taking care of me, his patients in explaining the details related to this world and mainly he respects my opinion in the mating process.

One day we went for a walk around the nearby forest. That day I have spoken my opinion that I want some time to adapt to this world and develop our feelings step by step and then we will build our own future. He accepted this and made a promise that he will do his best in this relationship and also protects me from all the way till our life ends. Sometimes my mind will think of some naughty things with him. Ahem.. ahem... Sorry but as a modern girl how can I not drool over when I see his half ***** perfect body. His face, broad shoulders, eight pack body etc. etc....

Coming to the main thing, I have to say that I have been really impressed by the way he respects me and accepts my opinion. After that day he will try his best to spend time with me. We will go for a walk, speak about our likes and dislikes, and he will show me the beautiful places near our tribe. Sometimes he will arrive later than our decided time but when he comes he brings me flowers as I said to him before that I love flowers. Most importantly he avoids me in his beast form as he knows that I was afraid of him in beast form. I feel secure with him as time passes.These few days he is busy himself because of his tribe work. Now I really miss him very much.

Regarding this I'm also soon going to be this tribe leader's mate. As a leader's mate, I have also try to help them when they needed. From Jane's perspective I concluded that as a leader soon to be mate my only responsibility is to produce offspring for them like this world females. So before our mating process I have to complete some rituals and show my sincerity in this relation to them by promising before their elders. In this world, as far as I know the female responsibility will be to produce offspring, but I have decided to contribute something useful to their tribe using my previous life experience and I will do my best.