I know the feelings

So guys what happening here.

So the boy is jeon Jungkook. 22 years bubbly boy. He can literally make anyone smile by his appearance. 2nd year uni student. He have huge crush on his senior heartthrob. Everyone have but in his case his heart skip some beat . But his crush doesn't even know about his existence. Maybe know bcz he is uni's sweetheart. Everyone is crazy for his beauty. He got lot of letter from many students but one letter caught his eyes and those soothing word become his life. He admire the letter a lot. While admiring those letters he got curious for the person and those curiosity make a new feelings in his heart. He start to fall for his admire and eventually forget everything. But just last night his father said his grandma already fixed his marriage and he have to do it. He can't say no bcz it's his grandma's last wish. He is feeling miserable from that time. He is not crying not even smiling too. But last night those painful tears and his heart give him answer. His is in deep love with his admire. How badly he wanna decline this fact but this muc badly his heart made him feel how much he fall for a stranger. 2 years and now he can't back away nor he can't decline this marriage. He is broken too much broken . He can't do anything. He Badly wanna see his admirer and claimed his love infront of everyone. But he can't. Those sparkle eyes now all blank and don't have any sparkle. Just in some hour he is feeling miserable . He is feeling like nothing. He is all broken from inside now.

Next morning

Jk come to the uni with red puffy eyes and his best friend Jimin saw his eyes.

Jm; what happened kook? Are you ok

Jk; I am ok (emotionless voice and face)

Jk start taking books from his locker but jm stop him and made him turn around.

Jk; what happened chimmy?

Jm; what happened to you. You are not ok and I know it. (Hug jk and jk let his tears fall . Jm can feel his friends is crying and now he need comfort. He rud jk's back and in no time jk calm down.

Jm; now tell me what happened?

Jk ; chimmy eomma APPA arrange my marriage. (Said while crying)

Jm; what but you I mean what is the reason.

Jk ; told everything to JM who just loom at jk with hurt eyes. He know how much his friend love his secret admirer. How much he become happy while talking about him. Jm can feel the sadness in jk's eyes . Jk look at jm and sigh heavily.

Jk; let's go.

Jm; everything will be fine baby. But tell me one thing (in the meantime a boy come inside and directly goes to his locker taking out his things but seeing him it's looking like he wanna listen what jikook are saying. No one saw his face but they know him . Not name also just know he come this time to take out his things that's it. ) Are you ok in this marriage. You know na you can back off also.

Jk; no Chim I have to and I am ok with this marriage.

He said and walk out but little did he know someone was looking at his disappearing figure with glossy eyes. Maybe he could turn around and saw the moment he left someone fall on his knees holding his chest area.

??: It's paining too much pain. My bunny is getting married. He is ok with this marriage. He doesn't love me. He don't love me. Why I saw those dream why I expected this much from my fate? Why I saw some dreams with you bunny. You don't love me. You can't be mine.

He look at his hand and saw the red rose he brought. He wanna propose jk but now he can't. He was afraid of rejection but now never can told about his feeling was killing him up. He left throwing the red roses on the dustbin . Wiping his tears he start to walk without listening anything from anyone. He keep walking and come to the terrace . He thrown his mask and sit hiding his face in his knees crying his heart out. His sobs are enough to make anyone's heart weak. He cried until he feel a little bit less pain. He open his phone just to see the time. A sweet smile appears on his face seeing his wallpaper. The bunny looking bit indeed can take away his heart in just one smile. He was smiling looking at the mesmerizing feature. He forget his pain. His broken heart. His every broken dreams. He forget everything and was just smiling looking at the feature. His doe eyes. It's indeed the most precious and beautiful black diamond. Everyone can fall for this eyes. His smile is enough to make everything good. He surely have some positive aura. His presence can make anyone happy. Everything in him is like an angle. Not only positive aura but he have a divine aura. Which can make your life also can ruin your life.

The boy closed his eyes let some more tears. He chuckled and again look at the phn just to see it's already time to uni end. With a sigh he took out his notebook and start writing something. After writing the boy look at the letter And smile with teary eyes.

??: This is my last letter . Hope you will be fine with your love.

He come downstairs and keep the letter in jk's locker later leave from there. Jk come and saw the letter. Unknownly a smile appear on his face. He admire this letter a lot. He need this letter the most. He took it with a smile and later left from there. This one small letter and those heart warming msg always bring a beautiful smile on his face. He directly come to his room and change his dress later open the letter. He always read the letter at night but today he didn't feel like wasting any time. He open the letter and the letter is slightly wet . Tears marks are filled on the whole letter and some are dry . His heart cleanse and with a aching heart he start reading.

In letter

Today I saw you after 3 days. As usual too much pretty that my eyes never leave you. Do you know I wanna say something but guess what it's not complete. My words can't be out of my throat now bcz you will belong to someone else. (jk widen his eyes and tears are flawing from his eyes). It's ok fault is mine. You never said you love me . You never told me you love me. Fault is Mine that's why pain is also mine. Leave all this love yes love . I said many time and I guess this is the last time I am saying you love. Will you listen my song?

Last time. For the last time I wrote for you. Guess what i can't write any song for you. It's ok na but it's hurting. Don't feel pity on me ok live your life happily. This is what I want your happiness. Your happiness can bring me millions of reasons to smile. Hear this song for the last time.

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i couldn't you

to keep

i couldn't you

To make it mine again

You don't understand, I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you

I sang all

You don't understand, I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you