Why??

"*Are you fine?" he asked ,I replied by a faint nod .I tried my best to avoid his eyes because I didn't want him to find out that I'm actually lying.

"Mark"

I looked at him not understanding what he's trying to say

"My name is Mark"I nod again still avoiding the eye contact, he suddenly grabbed my chin with one of his hand and gestured me to look at him

"I want you to look at me when I talk" I look straight at his eyes and that's when I felt it*.....

A strong - unknown electric feeling ,a weird sensation all over my body ,a feeling of warmth , like he's controlling my body ,like he's staring at my soul ,like he's reading every inch of me ,like I'm his prey........

I don't know why I'm feeling like this.... it's so new to me.....

"**Amenda.....I'm Amenda "

if you're wondering what happened....let's go back

FLASHBACK🔙🔙**

This morning I woke up a bit early because I don't want the same things to repeat again,I have been ignoring the voices inside me especially Chloe ,I know they helped me alot when I was alone but they still want me to be alone , whenever I want to talk to someone they take over me ,talk and have fun but when it's time for humiliation I'm always alone but that's how everyone is right? everyone's greedy.As much as I want to be back in my body they won't let me because they are powerful. Do you know how this started?

The first time my father used me....that night I saw a dream ,I was a child back then ,I had lost my way in the woods and was running all around, crying and screaming,there was someone who kept following me ,I kept running,I tripped and fell but kept running and eventually I got tired ,I got tired of running so I stopped , that's when it took over, the next day I woke up with a headache .I heard voices inside me and that is how I got this disorder.

even now.... sometimes when I close my eyes I see him staring at me .....My dad

I got inside the university and now we're back to it, everybody giving me those stares ,so...they found out

I was actually used to it tho but I felt hurt this time ,I thought things were going to change ,I thought it could be a new life for me but who was I kidding.I got inside the class and decided to sat near Andrea...she is not bad right

But as I was going to sit,she pulled the chair and I fell down,I looked at her but she just laughed along with everyone inside the class,I felt so vurnable,so weak ,I can't even get up ...why?? why me?? why can't those personalities come up now? why is everyone like this? my eyes started getting watery ...I told my myself not to cry to stay strong....

I felt a hand before me .....so I looked up to see the person.....Hazel eyes....

He helped me stand up and pulled me with me outside the university....

**END OF FLASHBACK😘😘😘😘**

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