Nayan's POV
I can't move. My body has been trembeling about ten minutes already. My circulation system seems to be stop for now, I can't breathe. The air is like avoiding me on porpose, even the only light from other class become dimmer and dimmer. What exactly happen here?
I turn right and left, I can only see a dark situation. The fear of human heart will be calculated as the end of live till its reach the time. But why do I feel I am going to end my life without even reach the middle calculation. When did it start?
I have always in love with loneliness and quiet place; I even pry to the God to create such a world for me alone. But, isn’t this too much? It is terrifying.
Right now, I keep distance myself from someone in front of me. I'm stuck in the corner of the school building. The gray walls filled with dust change the atmosphere becomes more creepy. I hate this.
Someone please help me........!!!!! I cannot bear with this anymore hu...hu…
"Hey, what is with that gloomy face of yours?" A man voice suddenly breaks the situation, it came from my front. I can't see clearly his face, but isn't he the one?
He speaks? He lives? Oh no….
What mistakes I've made in my previous life to face this. I'm just an ordinary student with more capability than others (well even in situation like this, I can't deny it). Crap, what kind of bullshit I'm thinking right now. My sweat keep dripping down my face, I am afraid. At least I feel like need to eat the last chocolate pudding in my refrigerator or read the last chapter of my favorite manga released by tonight. I hate it; I hate it, I HATE IT.
"HELPPPPPP..." my screaming from the heart. I can't open my mouth at all. It's like I am a mute person now.
Oh My God, Just What did I do wrong in the first place to deserve this?
A week earlier before this situation
As usual, I start my day as the perfect girl in Victoria High School. It's a famous Senior High School at Librina City, known as the place where aristocrats, famous artists and businessmen world assemble their children to learn there.
There is no match for the fasilities there, because it has the newest items. It always happens since the school collaborated with many industries to get the best product, and … actually they are from the children family’s industries their selves. But well yeah, don't think too much because this school also provide scholarship for students with great ability.
Entering the ten meters luxurious blue gate is not really difficult. Even walking around the amazing buildings is actually just a piece a cake. Most of you maybe think I am just making a fairy tale, but you must believe me.
Why? Yeah, Because I'm one of the lucky student accepted and being paid instead of paid. Well, thanks to my ability of course. I am neither from a poor family nor the wealthy one. Just said that I am intermediate and in a position to be said average. The society is indeed cruel to give such a proper education to the heirs of success industries but abandon the poor children who have to fight over a gulp of water. Don’t you agree? But whatever.
This morning, I am walking from my dorm to the school building.
"Sigh, even though it is so near. How come I always feel depress whenever it come to the school time", I said it in a low voice. I wonder why is it? It is like I always drown in my own pool of thinking.
“OH My, It’s Nayan guys”, a screaming voice from my back.
“Well she is, Nayan…. Nayan... Wait for us”, a bunch of girl and boys try to approach me in the peace morning, of course with their annoying screaming. Their stamp of feet sounds like the fans who just seen their idols arrived at the airport. Such a hurricane for other passengers. The idol must feel blessed, though it is a different case for me.
I think this is the real reason why I hate to go to school. Hmm…
“How is your day Nayan? Ah your skin is glowing as always”, one of them start to speak.
“You even look more beautiful than yesterday, what kind of skincare did you use?” the others praise me as well.
“Do you have a boyfriend? Is he from our school?” someone asked me.
“So annoying, annoying, annoying”, I repeat it in my mind. They just don’t stop talking even though I ignore them.
“What? Our queen Nayan has a boyfriend? It can’t be? Is it true?” someone tries to add the non-sense talk.
“Who is he Nayan?” here he is, the type of person who just speak though he didn’t know anything.
OMG…Are they stupid? How come these conversations end up talking about my boyfriend? I don’t even save a boy’s number on my phone. This is so frustrating. I need to end this.
“Okay… okay stop it guys, I’ve been receiving your compliment since a long time, so just stop it….” I don’t even finish my sentence and one of them interrupted me. Is she a fool? Arch, they didn’t know how to respect others or what?
“But is it true Queen, that you have a boyfriend?” with a curious voice but flat face, she asked me directly. It’s like I really want to give her a punch on the face since she just spoke whenever she wants. Who do you think you are, huh?
I smile bitterly to them and say “Just where you think the info come from? How come I have a boyfriend and didn’t tell my lovely fans?” I said it slowly, try to entertain them. Yeah of course I need to be looking professional for whatever the situation to keep my image.
“RINGGGGGG…….RINGGGGG…….RINGGGGG”, the bell ringing.
It’s my chance to flee. I run from the crowded surrounded me before.
Just after some seconds, they start making a fuss.
“Eh, where is the queen? She just stood here just now?
“Yeah, where is she? Queen? Queen” All of them start to call me.
I don’t really hear what are they up to, but thanks to the bell, I can run towards F building, seems the ring of the it really clean all of the stupid fans of me to go as soon as possible. Now I am the only one on the ground.
“Ahhhh….. They are so annoying”, I kick the wall of F building with all my strength.
“Ow...ow… that’s hurt. Even the wall shows reaction to me now. This damn wall and the bunch of useless people really annoying”. I keep blabbering by myself; I don’t realize that actually there is a pair of eye on the other building look at me at the time.
“Well, Nayan, just endure it. You need to go to class. After all you are THE QUEEN admired by all people”, and then I walk toward my class.
The truth is the thing in the morning is not the only one, it always happen whenever I go around the school, oh no I mean whenever I’m still alive. Because some of them even stalk me in the middle of night at my dorm. I keep wondering how waste their times to stalk another person till this extent.
…
The sun still hanging in the sky, it radiates its radiant to the innocent earth. Unfortunately, it has not been able to touch my skin which is protected by anti-radiation windows and the cold air in the international class.
“This school is boring I think”, I just said it while looking at the ground from the fourth floor of F building; it’s the English literature class but now is the lunch time. Most of the student will out for it. And the rest? They will stay for learning or gossiping.
Suddenly two girls are walking beside me, I guess they must be out for lunch time.
“Hey, have you heard the new transfer student? My friend from art club said he is so handsome”, she said it while slapping her own cheek, as if she cannot believe it.
“Owh I’ve heard it too, but He is not a transfer student. He is actually from our school but has been study abroad all these year”, the other one speak with a lovely voice. Though I think it’s disgusting.
C’mon, are they a pervert? How do they know so much about a new student? Ah whatever. I just need my peaceful day again.
But, it is not like I can say it directly to them what I am thinking.
“Better take a nap I guess”, I start my best position to sleep. But the gossip group of my class never learns to stop even in a time like this.
“I heard the teacher say that. So, it cannot be a lie right?” A girl voice starts the gossip time. She is indeed Nunu, the biggest gossiper in the class. Cannot she just silent for a day? Though thanks to her telling all my fans to never approach me when I am having my rest time.
“The student died because of a curse from the witch of our school”, she speaks again.
Well, I know she has a big mouth but, as far as I know this kind of rubbish talk more rubbish than I thought.
“The student is actually the most excellent student; he even got a recommendation and had already accepted to Wimnav University the first time he got admitted here. Isn’t it amazing? Pass the exam of Victory High school and directly recommended to the most famous collage?” another serious voice add Nunu’s story.
I suddenly stand from my chair. All the eyes look at me right now.
“Is there anything you need Nayan?” Nunu asked me with a curious and worry face.
“Ah never mind me, I just suddenly remember something.” That is what I said.
“Well, Okay, if you need anything, feel free to ask us. We are ready to help you”, she is indeed has a big mouth to encourage the others agree easily.
I ignore her and sleep on my desk again, try to keep calm. But deep in my heart, I don’t calm at all. I am wondering about many things. The curiosity of a queen is indeed more than an ordinary student.
“I think the world turns crazy as the time pass. What is with their talks today?”
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Is Nayan interested to know more about the excellent student or just ignore it? Let’s find it out in the next chapter.
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Areej Anwar
a good start indeed....I'm not a novel expert but still ve going 😅
2020-07-21
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Dude Kill You
damn! that why i hate reading novels
2020-07-08
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sweet secret 💜
not having any coins i really want to tip
2020-06-29
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