chapter 4

"W-Why? What's wrong? You c-can't--- I mean--" You choked, pupils shaking ever so slightly as you pictured yourself being separated from one of the two people who meant the most to you, to be separated from the people for whom you sacrificed so much for, and for one or both of them to replace each other in the near future. 

And as expected, you couldn't swallow that fact ever in your whole life. 

"Why the **** would you even think of doing that?!" You were yelling now, your lungs burning as you felt hot tears fall down freely on your face. Every joint in your body lost its energy and you felt like collapsing. Rational thoughts left your mind one by one, leaving behind desperate and foolish reasons. 

Your parents were surprised at your sudden outburst but maintained their composure, their lips pressed in a tight line as you panicked. 

You hated that. You hated how calm they were. You hated how they could take the issue so lightly as if it was a trivial matter. You hated how they took your emotions so lightly. You hated your father. You hated your mother. You hated your sister. 

You loathed all of them.  

"Listen Y/N, these past months all we've done is fight and we don't think a relationship like this should be continued--" Your mother tried to reason out, but you didn't want any explanation. 

"So fucking what?! You've been together for more than 20 fucking years! You've had fights before! But you always solved it! What's the difference now?!" You screamed, wheezing. Your dad opened his mouth to speak but you didn't let him. No, you were the one who'll do all the talking this time. You were gonna tell them every single thing you felt in these torturing months.  

"Yes I did know that these months you were always fighting but it wasn't only you who fucking suffered in those months. Because of your motherfucking fights your attention has been drawn away from all the sacrifices I have done for you, you never appreciated the achievements my sister and I have accomplished because all you were doing was yelling at each other's faces all day! 

"Did you even know that I won a gold medal at swimming?! Did you know that I became the top of our class?! Did you know that when parents were supposed to come to the awarding ceremony and you weren't there, I walked down the stage by myself while my other classmates smiled with their parents beside them?! And you call Hyeri a slut for bringing different men in this house, but did you even acknowledge the fact that she got accepted in the company you wanted her to work in?! She got accepted! But then you were too busy throwing motherfucking plates at each other!" You sobbed uncontrollably, tears endless as you let out everything. You were pretty sure you looked like a wreck right now but you didn't care.  

All that mattered was that you were finally able to tell them. They finally knew your pain. They finally knew your sister, Hyeri's pain whom you have learned to hate as well because of how she dealt with your parents' issues. They finally knew that it wasn't you who brought this pain upon yourself but them. Your own parents. 

"I hate you. I hate you so fucking much" You whispered

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