Xuan's tears
When I was alone in my blood , thinking , who am I ? Will I end up in the hands of a murderous gang ? What burden do I carry ? Which explosion has occurred ? Which affected people have found ? Am I targeted by another gang ?Will I go into that pain again without crying , without screaming , and without death either ?!!
Why do I feel so calm ? Why do I hear all these things for the first time but I feel it is a normal thing , known , familiar , as if I had known about it before !
Was it just a vision of what will happen in the future ?
I would rather die a thousand times than if events would be like this !!
Xuan Sue broke through this calmness that was filled with the noise of my dispersed thoughts , scattering and randomness that revolves around everything and I don't think of anything !!
She was carrying water and white piece of cloth .
She took blood wiping from my face and neck , then she released my hands and took off my shirt .
She wiped blood from me , that quiet touch of her hands .....She is sad in some way .....
That smile that was on her face at the first meeting was gone , may be it's not so good as it seems , She dressed me in another shirt , and her fingers approached the wounds of my eyes , and the wounds were not as if they were !!
Xuan Sue came out and after a few minutes she came back with food to feed me ,,,,
But I didn't open my mouth , I stared with my closed eyes , her tears suppressed , there is something familiar ...
Well , everything is familiar !
After many attempts to feed me , the owner of the huge hands entered and slapped me ...
big arm
Are you going to eat or not ?
xuan sue
This is none of your business !
xuan sue
Please leave .....!
He approached her with that sly smile he carries , He grabbed her head ,,,,
big arm
It will not be long , the leader will arrive soon !
Then he laughed and left the room .
Xuan grabbed my shirt and her tears began to fall ...
xuan sue
Woe ! , Woe ! , woe!!
xuan sue
Will you remain silent , steadfast ..
xuan sue
Don't move and don't response ,,,
xuan sue
Don't listen and don't answer ,,,
xuan sue
Don't see and don't feel ,,,
xuan sue
Don't you want to live your normal life ?
xuan sue
May be I don't know who you are ....But I think you are a natural person like us who wants to live his life !
Her tears were running down and her voice was too sad !
xuan sue
It's too late and we have become spectra , we have become deadly monsters , all this because it's too late ...
xuan sue
Don't you want to return to that life that you once owned ?
Her tears trolled , She seemed to carry a lot inside , I wish I could answer her unless I could answer it for myself when I asked about everything that has changed in my life __.
I wish I could tell you the answer to everything I hear with these different meanings .
But perhaps the matter is that I hold on to this adventure !
I don't think I have something to fear for ...
Let me guys live inside of that adventure ..
How much I want to stay in this inner calm ?
Calm between the dispersal , Calm despite fear , panic , dismay and tension as if it is external stability and an internal conflict that takes place with all calmness .
I wish my silence would last because I had given enough space for that mind to rest .
Those who don't have the courage , don't understand the meaning of Victory even if you are the loser .
It suffices that this loser with great intelligence got what he wanted through a battle against the enemy who is interested in winning ,,,
narrator
In my mind ( Xuan Sue , if I am a burden to you , I don't apologize , it is my adventure , and I will leave soon !! )
Comments
Blank W.
I like it. a lot! Good job
2020-07-13
3
Little sunshine 💞
I don't know why but I feel like he have met xuan before....... please update soon the book is really nice ... and yes I mean it
2020-07-10
2
🦖 Aniedaa
Good!! this cool .. 🌻Please read my story too .. Idol Friend's : Who Are You?
I'm very grateful and will support each other
2020-07-04
2