The slide
I didn't realize the number of the hours that I bid farewell to the world while I was in my darkness , which was prolonged ...
But what happened after that doesn't rejoice in heart , doesn't remove anxiety , and doesn't relieve pain , but it is it which makes them ,,, and increases them my weakness .
A strong slap , or may be it's light but strong for the sick me from the owner of the huge hands .
I supposed to wake up , but I don't open my eyes when I am ...
I found a slight light of red color , I was amazed at what was happening , I couldn't stop thinking , and this increases me in dismay and tense ...
A groan came against my will , I was very terrified , Then someone pulled the eye cover out of my eyes , it was that same girl who carried me on her shoulder .
And as for the owner of the huge gands he was completely behind me .
I was bound on a wooden chair ...
Closed door , no window in that room , and there are only some strange equipment ...
A big hug from the owner of the huge hands from behind me ..And,,,,
Xuan sue tried to open my eyes .
First she grapped the iron scalpel and tried to open my closed eyes , but alot of blood and a lot pent_up screaming inside and no use ..
After many attempts , after my shirt was filled with blood , my heart was filled with the imminent screaming that didn't come .
Xuan said in Exclamation :
xuan sue
It seems that our theory is wrong , the slide is not in the left eye , Perhaps it is in the other eye ...
Then she managed to open my other eye ...
She started again , and I almost died , but it is almost impossible when I wish it ...
After suffering and fatigue on both sides , from the side that stands steadfast on the brink of death , and the side that tries to push the other side to die , but not before benefiting from it ...
They didn't find that damned slide in my other eye , so the owner of huge hands rose and slapped my face ....
big arm
You have to talk and tell us where is it .....(angrily)
xuan sue
He can't even hear you !!
In fact , when she started wounding my eyes using a scalpel , I bagan to feel like there was something waking up inside me ,,,,
Their words had another translation inside my mind , ......
May be that slide they were really looking for inside me , but I don't know where it is Exactly ....(I was confused)
May be this is in my favor now , I'll try to communicate with those voices and whispers inside me .(these were my thoughts at that time)
In about five minutes of Silence .
I failed despite my attempts to contact these Internal whispers , no more attempts , I hardly bleed as if I had a sea inside , but an ocean of blood !
Xuan sue was sitting right in front of me , holding the scalpel full of my blood ,,, and the owner of huge hands was watching me while he was sitting on the chair .
Minutes of tension , silence , and successive sighs of the severity of fatigue that I felt ...
The owner of the huge hands broke this silence and stood up ...
big arm
I will go out to fulfill my need .
After he got out completely , Xuan Sue looked at me and apologized !
I understood what she was saying even though I was not hearing her ,,,
There were sighs , whispers ,and words I understand from a special perspective ...
xuan sue
I apologize for this bleeding and this blood ...
xuan sue
I apologize because our meeting was so bloody ...
xuan sue
You carry a burden that prevents you from your life ...
xuan sue
There is nothing wrong if you saw us in this hideous image ...
xuan sue
You will be grateful when you return to your nature and your life that was before ...
She was looking at the scalpel and the blood that was on her hands , her eyes were filled with tears but she didn't cry .
That silence in the recent period allowed me to take a break , to stop thinking completely about the life , and drown in that calm ...
"Deafness is in grace , Blindness is in grace , Dumb is in grace ,All of them ... they don't hear what we hear , they don't see what we see , and don't say what is in their hearts but leave it in that closed room inside them , and live a quiet life despite the turmoil and struggles ,,, they looked with compassion for their loss what others have from graces , But they are in a big Grace !"
My memory is faulty , I can't remember anything from the past , I know those faces ,those , those , and those , I see them , I see their smiles , but I don't see their features , I don't hear their voices , I don't know their names , or should I say *I can't remember!!* , Any loss I am in or not I care ?!
Sorrow floats inside me and I don't have a drop of tears ! (my thoughts were so negatively)
I no longer have feelings , I am completely empty , Do I have to run away or Do I have to get rid of my burden to return to my life ...
big arm
Come on , it's lunchtime .
big arm
Wash your hands well and come on .
big arm
Don't mind , he is definitely healthy and doesn't need to eat .
xuan sue
Are you kidding me !
xuan sue
He ia still a human !!
big arm
He won't eat from our food .
big arm
I have asked for food for only two persons !
big arm
Just as the leader is looking forward to seeing him soon , I have just told him that the slice is not in his eyes ...
xuan sue
Do you think he is not the one carrying thr slice ?
xuan sue
Only from the "affected"
xuan sue
Those with the remaining powers and may be someone else or an animal might carry it ?
big arm
Naaaahhhhh , don't think too much , So let's go and eat .
xuan sue
I will get you something to repair your bones .
And the pain still exists , even if I no longer feel that I have words to say ,,,,
Comments
Little sunshine 💞
I know he's just a character but gosh this suffering is so much 💔💔💔
I wonder if the girl is an enemy or a friend though... she seems guilty for what she's doing
I wonder which kind of creature he is too? so many mystery to uncover
2020-07-10
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Blank W.
well done m8
2020-06-14
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