DON'T FEEL MYSELF

...Is it possible to fall in love with a pure evil hearted person...

...Does that make you evil to .........?...

...No.....it makes you worse than evil ....

...It make you insane..........

I looked in the mirror as the long dress reached over the ground ....

I was surrounded with luxury... wealth... beauty.

Somehow......it didn't give me a feeling of happiness...The more I got surrounded with with it, the more lonelier I feel.

I started to crave for something I didn't have....

...Love and affection......

...I had only man in my life ..... and his name is (Mustafa)...

I belong to him.....to the world biggest Mafia boss...A man who ran a billion dollars organization.

He took human life's . and Murder them with any Mercy .He didn't know love and spmpathy

.......*He was pure evil ......

And I sought* love from a man like him.

He was the only one I had .... the only man I was allowed to love , to obey and belong to.

Not that he would ever give me any form of love.

I slowly to touched the mirror,, seeking For my reflection.

No matter how much I try.....I can't see u

I Felt like I was looking in empty mirror ...

like was no hint of my existence

...I didn't know who was I...

......I didn't know my real name ......

...I had no memories at all .....

All I knew was that ..I was Mrs.Mustafa nothing more and nothing less

I looked at the date of calendar .

Today was the day he would finally come home after away for his business trip.

I didn't get to see him much... ..he was way too busy ...

but when ever I saw him.... whenever I got to look into his eyes again I'd loss just a little more of my sanity.

My heart carry for him and I couldn't stop it .

I heard mass of footsteps outside the mansion and...

I rushed myself to the window .

...It must be him....he finally home!...

I started out to the window and Saw the guard surrounding around the Mustafa as he entered the house.

A smile appeared on my face...and my heart beating little faster. ....

The door got open and my maid Alina walked inside.

...Alina: Good evening Ma'am .. your husband has arrived and Will be here soon. pleas get ready to meet him....

???: YES Alina I am really happy he's back

Alina face suddened as she looked at me

Alina: miss...we talked about this....you should not be happy to see him that's not right.

...???: Don't be be like that Alina, it's the only time I can finally feel something ........why would you want to take away from me?...

...Alina laid her hand on my face ........

...Alina : Because I know you're good person....and he is not ... I don't want you to lose that side of you..... which he slowly destroying it....

I looked at her... trying to understand her words ...so I am a good person..so I shouldn't fall for evil ....

I looked up from a gun shots as I knew it was him again I was not surprised ...... He has killed so many times in front of my eyes It didn't scare me anymore.

...Alina looked at me nervously ...

Alina:: Remember do not ever tell him the things we discusse . if he knows.....we will both get killed.

???: I know Alina I would never put your life in danger .

...(she rushed here self out of the room before Mustafa would get here )...

...as soon Mustafa come inside the room...

My eyes windned as when Mustafa walked inside the room...

...(To be continued)...

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