...Is it possible to fall in love with a pure evil hearted person...

...Does that make you evil to .........?...

...No.....it makes you worse than evil ....

...It make you insane..........

I looked in the mirror as the long dress reached over the ground ....

I was surrounded with luxury... wealth... beauty.

Somehow......it didn't give me a feeling of happiness...The more I got surrounded with with it, the more lonelier I feel.

I started to crave for something I didn't have....

...Love and affection......

...I had only man in my life ..... and his name is (Mustafa)...

I belong to him.....to the world biggest Mafia boss...A man who ran a billion dollars organization.

He took human life's . and Murder them with any Mercy .He didn't know love and spmpathy

.......*He was pure evil ......

And I sought* love from a man like him.

He was the only one I had .... the only man I was allowed to love , to obey and belong to.

Not that he would ever give me any form of love.

I slowly to touched the mirror,, seeking For my reflection.

No matter how much I try.....I can't see u

I Felt like I was looking in empty mirror ...

like was no hint of my existence

...I didn't know who was I...

......I didn't know my real name ......

...I had no memories at all .....

All I knew was that ..I was Mrs.Mustafa nothing more and nothing less

I looked at the date of calendar .

Today was the day he would finally come home after away for his business trip.

I didn't get to see him much... ..he was way too busy ...

but when ever I saw him.... whenever I got to look into his eyes again I'd loss just a little more of my sanity.

My heart carry for him and I couldn't stop it .

I heard mass of footsteps outside the mansion and...

I rushed myself to the window .

...It must be him....he finally home!...

I started out to the window and Saw the guard surrounding around the Mustafa as he entered the house.

A smile appeared on my face...and my heart beating little faster. ....

The door got open and my maid Alina walked inside.

...Alina: Good evening Ma'am .. your husband has arrived and Will be here soon. pleas get ready to meet him....

???: YES Alina I am really happy he's back

Alina face suddened as she looked at me

Alina: miss...we talked about this....you should not be happy to see him that's not right.

...???: Don't be be like that Alina, it's the only time I can finally feel something ........why would you want to take away from me?...

...Alina laid her hand on my face ........

...Alina : Because I know you're good person....and he is not ... I don't want you to lose that side of you..... which he slowly destroying it....

I looked at her... trying to understand her words ...so I am a good person..so I shouldn't fall for evil ....

I looked up from a gun shots as I knew it was him again I was not surprised ...... He has killed so many times in front of my eyes It didn't scare me anymore.

...Alina looked at me nervously ...

Alina:: Remember do not ever tell him the things we discusse . if he knows.....we will both get killed.

???: I know Alina I would never put your life in danger .

...(she rushed here self out of the room before Mustafa would get here )...

...as soon Mustafa come inside the room...

My eyes windned as when Mustafa walked inside the room...

...(To be continued)...

...when he entered the room my eyes windned as Mustafa walked inside...

...I turned toward him and bowed to him....

??(FL): welcome home Mr Mustafa...........

my heart was racing fast again..

I had to control my feeling...

...He Walked past me and didn't glance me at once......

??(FL): how was your work mr. Mustafa .. I asked carefully .

he turned around and finally looked at me....

Mustafa: you really want to know huh?..I took exactly 150 huma lives and it felt great." Those fu*kers dared to steal my money".

...He walk closer to me...

Mustafa: you see.. if anyone lies, deceivers or betrays me , they will end up undergoing a painful "death".

FL PoV :

...The smile on my face is slowly disappeared.there was a feeling of fear.but it slowly got overpowered by sometime else...the longer I looked in his eyes.....the stronger this...

feeling became.....The more I looked at him ...

the more I longed for him......the more I felt connected to him .

...(End of pov )...

??(FL): I would never lie to you or deceive you Mustafa I said as I called him out by his first name.

He forwned and slightly slide his gun over my face.

...Mustafa: aren't you getting a little too comfortable around me huh?...

my breathing got louder as my heart started to beat insanely fast.......

He suddenly graped me in his grip and put the gun against my head.

Mustafa: Be careful... if you make one little wrong move."I will pull this trigger without any hesitation".

...His words were always about killing...There should be more to him than just a killer .... there should be a good side anywhere...May be he need someone to bring it out for him....

??(FL): Mustafa.....as your wife, all I want to make you happy .. I want to get closer to you... isn't any way I can?

...I said holding back my fear as the gun was still pointing at me......

He chuckled slowly let go of me, Turning around.He looked into my eyes and gave me a dark smile....

Mustafa : you want to get closer? make me happy? well there is one way.

...I looked at him feeling surprised... there is nothing more than I wanted.......

??(FL): plz tell me Mr . Mustafa .

Mustafa : you'll know tomorrow come to the garden and you'll see ..

...'He said those last words and left the room ......... I can't wait for tomorrow ...'...

..."Tomorrow Evening"...

FL Pov :

...it's evening already.... I'm about to meet him ........

I felt nervous but also excited......

...I FINALLY felt glimpse of happiness. It the most beautiful feeling I've felt ....

...He might started to care for me......

I got up from the bed and looked down at my dress .

I wore a white sliky dress tried to look as beautiful as possible......

...DRESS :

...

I never felt this before this way before ... I didn't know what happiness felt like but ..... I think this is it . .may be I'm finally able to see my reflection...

I walked toward the mirror as I smile. i stand till in fornt it . and slowly look at me ............but it is still empty .......

...Door got opened and Alina walked inside ....