IN LOVE WITH MY BANDMATE {JIKOOK + TAEGI + NAMJIN + SOPE}
`•So Many Reasons•`
Jungkook slams his door in the older's face before he sighs and slides himself down against the door, grabbing two fistfuls of his hair and pulls at it quite harshly, he groans in pain and lets go of his locks. He pulls his knees up to his chest as his first tear falls.
He was tired, so damn tired of faking his feelings, but what else could he do.
He doesn't have the guts to tell anyone about his stupid crush on Jimin, he didn't have the guts to tell anyone that he was gay.
For the past year he's been trying so hard to push Jimin away and be super mean hoping that his feelings would go away but they only keep getting stronger
because no matter how many insults or foolish remarks he throws at Jimin the older would always run after him, would always be there for him, because Jimin was way too kind, and he hated it - he doesn't but he wishes he did -
He also doesn't know how much longer he can keep acting like an *** to Jimin, because he gets this ugly and unpleasant feeling anytime he causes Jimin's smile to fade, or when he sees the hurt in his eyes but he smiles anyway.
There were so many reasons why he could never ever tell the members or anyone about his…..secret.
1. They would hate him, probably kick
him off the band.
2. Even if he did tell Jimin, the older
wouldn't feel the same.
3. His parents would hate him
4. Armys would hate him.
He had so many other reasons but those were the main ones holding him back, he didn't know how he would live if he told anyone and they hated him for it, so for now he thinks it's best to continue the way he is.
He sighs and wipes his eyes before he stands up and walks back over to his mirror where he fixes his still messy hair.
Comments
RMJINSOPE MINVKOOK
The way you behaving with Chim, they'll hate you for this not because of your feeling for Jimin.
Chim will feel inferior, he will have low self-esteem. He's already feeling like this.
😩😫😞
2022-06-14
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qυєєи єℓιzαвєтн
I want this to be updateddd
2022-06-12
1