IN LOVE WITH MY BANDMATE {JIKOOK + TAEGI + NAMJIN + SOPE}
`•He Loves Me Not•`
In Love With My Bandmate~ Jikook
disclaimer~
° in denial
° homophobia
° bullying
° eating disorders
° this is fiction, and is 100% from my
imagination and only for entertainment
purposes.
° side ships
° Canon relationships
° Jikook {BTS} through the years
Jimin had waited for this moment for days now, and he had been so excited for it to begin, he wondered if the feelings the fans had for him would have changed since the last time they saw him, he had hoped not. He had kept his body in good shape to keep them interested, he had hoped it was still enough
It's been atleast 2 months since their last fansite, and they had gain a lot more fans since then, but he didn't think that this many of them would show up to their fansite, it was amazing to know that this many people were there to see them, to talk with them.
And as nervous as he had been, knowing that he had his bandmates near had calmed him a bit, he had tried to remind himself that he had nothing to worry about, like Namjoon always told him.
Jimin had heard Seokjin scream as they had walked onto the stage, a huge smile on his face, showing off he fresh, white teeth.
The crowd screamed and started chanting their names, he raised his hand and tapped the air on beat with the fan's cheers. The energy in the room had been amazing, and Jimin started wondering why he even had any doubts.
All the members line up in the usual order, Taehyung stood next to Yoongi, who stood next to Seokjin, who stood next Jungkook, who stood next to Jimin and lastly their was Hoseok at the left end.
The whole crowd chants yes before Namjoon speaks again.
Namjoon
Are you guys ready to spend the next 2 hours with us?!
The chants were now louder than before, and the fans stood to their feet, jumping up and down.
Seokjin
that's great; but before we begin. why don't we introduce ourselves first?
Taehyung
do you guys remember any of us?
Taehyung stepped out of the line and made his way over to the edge of the stage then he put his ear out to hear ARMY's response.
Everyone had shouted "V" making Taehyung a bit flustered, he covered his mouth as he danced a bit, happy. Jimin smiled at his silly friend, happy the fans loved him so much, he wonders how many of them remembered him too.
Yoongi
and What's my name?!
Yoongi put a hand behind his ear and narrowed his eyes as he turned his head to the left so he could hear ARMY's response.
They shout 'SUGA' loudly, making Yoongi nod his head in approval before he bows at them and blows little hand kisses their way making them scream "I love you's"
Namjoon
What about me; Army?
They all chant "rap mon" as they jump with their plushies in the air, Jimin wondered whether or not he should've gone next but before he gets more time to think, he hears Seokjin speaking.
Everyone shouts 'Jin' with smiles on their faces, as he winks at them and funny to see how just one wink from Seokjin had them going feral.
Everyone chants j-hope over and over again, making Hoseok do some aegyo to thank them.
Jimin guessed he was next, he smiles before he raises his mic to his mouth and placed his other hand over his chest.
Jimin
What about me ARMY? Who Am I?
Everyone shouts 'Jimin', and he can't explain the thrill and adrenaline that runs through him everytime he hears someone chant his name, they were his fuel, they were his power and he loved them so much and it truly hurt him that he'd never be able to repay any of them, the least he could do was always do his best, and sometimes even better than that.
Jimin bowed before he stepped back in line, the only one left was Jungkook, he looked over to the youngster and saw that he was shivering, Namjoon smiled at Jungkook as he rested a hand on the younger's should, urging him to go on but Jungkook was too nervous. Jimin sighed before he turns to the crowd with a smile.
Jimin
Guys, and who is the shy boy, right here?
ARMY's shouted Jungkook's name loudly making the boy smile, Jimin clapped as he smiled too.
He turned to Jungkook and gave the younger a smile, trying to make him less tense than he already was but Jungkook wasn't having it, Jungkook rolled his eyes and moved further away from Jimin as possible. He's not sure what he did to make Jungkook like this but he tries not to think about it.
It's like the members said, he doesn't hate him, he's just going through puberty and it was making him act up, it was a lame excuse but they just wanted Jimin to feel better, because even they didn't know what Jungkook's problem was.
Namjoon
okay guys, we've gotten to the last segment of today.
All the members pout, as Taehyung fake cries.
Taehyung
Why do we have to leave?
Namjoon
because some you guys have school early in the morning.
The crowd laughs and Namjoon smiles down at them.
Namjoon
how many of you guys have school in the morning?
Namjoon asked, and Jimin stares at him impressed, Namjoon always knew how how keep conversations going with ARMY's, he always included them and never made them feel left out. It had always been fun to watch.
Some of the fans shout yes, while others shout no. It was fun to see how the ages differed between each row.
Namjoon
well then, for those who have school and work we should probably hurry up then.
Namjoon
We had asked you guys to leave questions for us in that little bowl over there, so now we'll answer anything in them.
Hoseok tapped the table making dramatic noises as Yoongi went to fetch the bowl quickly.
He got back and took the first question out,
Taehyung
what does it say?
Yoongi
who is the laziest member?
Yoongi dropped the paper onto the table, before he picked his mic up again.
Hoseok
you are lazy, don't deny it.
Taehyung
I wasn't going to, and I'm only lazy because you guys don't let me do anything.
Yoongi
no, you beg us to do everything for you.
Taehyung
but I don't force you to do it, you never had to if you didn't want to so...
Namjoon
okay, enough of them. Jungkook, who do you say?
Jimin
What? how am I the laziest?
Hoseok
You're quite lazy...
Jimin scoffed as he looked between Hoseok and Jungkook
Jungkook
whatever helps you sleep at night.
Jimin
I help you sleep at night, don't I? Jungkookie?
Jimin whispered with a little smirk on his face, as Jungkook glared at him. Namjoon stared at Jimin with a shocked expression, what was he even saying?
Jungkook rolled his eyes making Jimin giggle,
Jimin let out cutely, trying to get on Jungkook's nerve even more than he had been, for some reason he found the younger glaring at him, cute.
Yoongi picks out another paper before he read the questions off it.
Yoongi
Who is the better cook? Jin or SUGA?
Jungkook
it's Jin hyung, but Yoongi hyung cooks nice food too.
Jungkook let out, he had gotten more comfortable and less self aware than before.
Taehyung
Yoongi is the better cook, he cooks everything with love and care..
Hoseok
Yoongi is the better cook, he doesn't make the food too salty..
Hoseok
no,...well I mean...
Seokjin glared at Hoseok, who tried his hardest not to laugh.
Jimin
Jin hyung is the better cook, but I know once Jungkookie starts cooking for me, I'll change my mind.
Taehyung laughed and pushed Jimin's shoulder. He knew exactly what Jimin was doing.
Jungkook just rolled his eyes and never looked at Jimin, he wouldn't give him the time of day.
Yoongi
and I guess I'll say Jin hyung~
Seokjin
hmm~ I am the better cook, aren't I?
Yoongi
yeah, guess that means you should be the only one who cooks now.
Yoongi smiled as Seokjin's smile faded.
Seokjin
what did I get myself into? *sigh*
The crowd laughed and clapped a bit, making it known that they were enjoying themselves and that's all the boys wanted.
Yoongi picked the next question and read it out.
Yoongi
What's Taehyung's favourite food?
Hoseok let out almost immediately and everyone stared at him, making him shrug, so what if he happened to know alot about Taehyung? it wasn't that weird.
Jimin
he also likes any type of meat..
Taehyung smiled, then stared over at Yoongi as he focused on finding the next question, why didn't he answer? did he just not know? he can't help but feel hurt. He sighs and takes a sip of his water before he waits for the next question.
Yoongi
Who is the most annoying member?
Jungkook shouts immediately and the crowd laughs, the members roll their eyes a bit and Jungkook smiles.
Jimin
He doesn't mean that, He loves me~
Jimin said, not only to convince others around him, but also to convince himself.
Jungkook
You're a clown...
Jimin bit his lip a bit hard and decided not to say anything as the crowd laughed at their "banter", that's all it was to everyone else, it was funny and entertaining to watch, Jimin knows but he can't help but feel hurt.
Yoongi
Who takes the longest to get ready?
Taehyung
that's actually true..
Hoseok
yeah, he does take a while
Jimin
I mean, it takes to time to look this good.
Jimin smirked but it fell when he heard Jungkook snicker, it was mocking and it hurt way too much
Jungkook
but you still look horrible even after hours of preparation...
Jungkook let out, and the crowd laughed but Namjoon bumped Jungkook a bit, trying to tell him to stop.
Jimin adjusted himself in his chair, as he faked a smile. He was feeling a bit uncomfortable, he wanted to be away from everyone for a moment, but he had nowhere to go right now.
Yoongi
Can Jimin post a selca later?
Jimin's mood lifts at that and he opens his mouth to speak.
Jimin
sure, I'll post two.
Jungkook
you want to scare people before they go to bed..
it's hit after hit, and you'd think Jimin would be use to it by now.
the members looked at each other then to Jimin and gave him apologetic smiles, and Taehyung held his hand under the table, offering support.
Namjoon
okay, guys it's been over 2 hours so we think this a good time to end.
the fans shout "no" as the members gather to the front of the podium, while jimin stayed in the back hiding from all the fans, their were tears pooling in his eyes as looked down.
Seokjin
it's too late you guys need to get home as soon as possible {pouts}
Yoongi
we'll see you guys over twitter and at the next fansite.
Hoseok
we love you guys so much, please take care of each other.
Taehyung
please stay safe out there, get home safely~
The crowd shouts and cheers, screaming their lungs out as tge member left the stage, Jimin trying his best to hide behind the much taller members.
back stage, they sat at their table, some of them were talking about the interaction with army, while others just tapped away on their phone. Jimin however, was in one of the bathroom cubicle, crying his eyes out, silently.
He felt embarrassed, hundreds of people had just watched him get humiliated and talked down on while he had just sat their like a fool and took it, because what else could he had done?
The more he had wiped his tears the more they came, eventually he just gave up and let them fall as they pleased.
Taehyung
today was so fun, why don't we have fan meetings more often?
Seokjin
yeah, we really should talk to manager sejun about this, I think armys's really loved it.
Namjoon
we should probably get going, or driver must be waiting by now.
Namjoon
and taehyung, you, Jungkook and Jimin need to start sleeping on the bus, you all have school early in the morning and then practice.
Taehyung
but I'm not tired...😔
Namjoon
well, if you don't sleep now, you'll be tired at school tomorrow.
Taehyung
I won't be, I swear.
Namjoon
let's just get to the bus..
Hoseok
wait, where's Jimin?
Yoongi
he was in here a couple minutes ago...
Taehyung
I saw him leave but I didn't ask where he was going.
Namjoon
where are you? we need to leave
Jimin
I'm just using the bathroom, I'll be out soon.
Jungkook
you can stay actually, I'm sure no one really wants you home.
Taehyung
it really isn't. 😐
Jungkook
I'll be in the car..
Taehyung
I'll wait for jimin...
Namjoon
okay, you guys hurry and get back though..
Jimin washed his face for the 12th time, and still it had seemed like he'd cried long and hard, but he hadn't want anyone to see, they'd have thought he was pathetic. wouldn't they had then?
He dries his face quickly, and decides that if anyone asked he'd just tell them he was really sleepy, luckily for him. Taehyung was the only member who was there when he got there.
Comments
Yours Truly :)
see, he's clever~ 😂
2022-06-10
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RMJINSOPE MINVKOOK
Why someone fall for that person who doesn't really care for them!!?! 😫
Kook's words were really harsh😖
2022-06-09
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RMJINSOPE MINVKOOK
If I could just reach you I want to choke you to make you shut up😤🌝
2022-06-09
5