Her first love

..."Its better than your filthy love." i mocked. "what did you say?" she seems angry. "What? do you really think no one knows why yo break up with him. and you even expect to date him back tch." i answered back. "hey Stella i may be filthy but i didnt hide that everyone unlike you who hide your FRIENDSHIP with Jaemin from her friend." she mocked. "what do you mean why should I-" "STOP STELLA ITS ENOUGH."abir shouted at me. "but... why?" i asked. "lets talk somewhere else." i cant believe she mad at me. "sigh...fine"...

..."So you and Jaemin where friends?" Abir asked. "well yeah but not anymore as you can see i cant be friends with him now cause there is no bond between us. he broke it." "ow really then why do i see that you two are still close." "what no what do you mean." "Stella he is cold to his own girlfriend never made any kind of joke with me but with you i saw him laughing and smiling during the test." she shouted at me. "Abir what are you talking about i told you he is a jerk no real love exists in his heart. why do you expect so much from him. you are the only one who try so hard to keep this relationship?" "WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM. HE MAY BE DIFFERENT WITH ME" "he treat you the same he only want you because he dont want to be alone. He isnt as great as you think. and who are you to change hi s heart. you didnt even ask him what happend to him to make him this cold. you only nag to me that he is having another girl with him everyday. but have you ever asked him no why because you are afraid of living him. Abir please you have to love yourself first know your before falling for someone." "sob sob you dont sob love him?" she started crying. "yeah so stop crying okay? you have to talk to him straight later okay." "mmhhmm" she agreed. "now lets go grab some juice its on me."...

..."Hey Abir do you really know why you love Jaemin?" i asked. "what do you mean?" "No offence but imagine if he asks you why do you love me?out of no where." i replied. "Well last year i was so depressed my friend committed suicide and i really didnt have any reason to go on living i tried so many things. i tried making friends but really didnt workout for me. i even tried going to a therapist to find who am i? why am i still alive? am i really worth it? but i really didnt get any answers to my questions so i skipped it. that was around the time i saw Jaemin for the first time. i saw him crying infront of a house around the the corner of xx street. i knew the moment i saw him that he needs someone like i needed someone. i think thats the moment i fell for him. the reason i keep on living and i love him and i dont need a reason to love him." she answered. "did you ask him why he was crying?" "Well no he dont open up to me." she sighed. "okay forget it lets go you need to talk to him remember." "Stella do i really have to?" "ofcource you have to ask him straight. Cheerup" i said. "sigh ok....but if i fail you will buy me a lot of snacks deal." she raised her hand. "sure!" i slapped her hand back. "Now call him." "ok....."...

..."Hey Jaemin can we meet now?" she seems nervous. "Now why is something wrong?" she asked. "No its just i wanna talk to you about something" " fine then where are you?" "Am in happy pie right now come here." "okay am around there." "hey Stella i think he is with a friend."she said. "No problem live him to me." "Tanx" "Relax okay nothing will happen."i hugged her. "tanx " she hugged me back. "Hey." its Jaemin. "hey now you are am going to get some groceries come help me." i grabbed his friend's hand. i winked at Abir wishing good luck. she smiled back. "lets go" we left. "Hey what are you doing."he asked. "well cant you see we are going to the market." i answered. "and why am i going with you?" "to help me with the groceries ofcourse." i smiled. "yea cool okay then can you leave my hand now" he seems shy. "aa yea sure." lets go buy some cabbage first." "okay." i wonder how the things are with Abir sigh....

"So what did you wanna talk about." huh he seems calm. "well i wanna ask you....lets order some dishes first shall we?" let me atleast have my last meal with him. "Sure its on me. waiter" he called " i wanna have some sweet and sour fish" i said. "make it 2"he ordered. "right up" the waiter went. "here is your sweet and sour fish dish enjoy." it seems delicious. "so what you wanna say is.." he asked. "well Do you love me Jaemin?"

...Did they finish why isnt Abir calling me.. sigh. "why do you keep sighing." he asked. "well am just a bit tired hehe" i smiled. "its about your friend right? she going to be fine dont worry." he smiled back at me. "yea its going to be al- Wait how did you know." i asked. " you are obvious you cant even hide your worry face." he smirked. "dont tease me." i hit his hand. i cant believe am close to him already. "Hey Stella wanna be to take some carrots too." "No this is enough. lets go to the cafe." but what if they didnt finish?"he asked. "we can rest around there." "okay then let me help you with that." "okay!" i hope Abir is fine....

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