Just give me some inspiration

Well, I don't know what to write, and it's been too long since I did so too. I am kind of blank here and taking minutes to think of a sentence. I know I want to improve my writing, but I am really lazy to do so. When I have school to go, I have lots of homework and assignment to complete which I find hard to even start (due to my laziness). Then comes vacation and holidays in which I don't get free time out of reading stories and comics. What do you know, having a little hobby to bring your thoughts into words and indolent -good for nothing- at the same time is hard. Really, really hard.

You know what I just changed my school. And as a teenager It's a (f**king) headache to do it. Foremost make new friends (which I didn't want to but still had to forcefully). And the worst thing possible is to have a relative you know well as one of the teachers (not the one who teaches in my class). That relative of mine (Uncle) knows everyone (only school's staff though). Don't know how anyone can be so socialized?? Yeah! I don't have any problem with him, but I do have with my teachers complaining him when It's not even been 1 month since I started studying there. And moreover my parents expect me to socialize and good at studies to keep their nose in my school. Don't they know how hard it is to go and talk to someone you don't know, like you know them for ages?? I find it hard even if they don't. Can't they just think of me too?? I am still their child right??

Whatever it is let's forget about present for now and talk of my previous school. I would rarely get any complains then (but now......). Don't know what I have made out of my life?? I was lot more creative than I am now and used to write pretty well too (I still want to cry when I think of my notebook full of poems which I forgot in my hostel). I was also active student and was favored by my teachers too. No matter what that was my school and I had a sense of belonging there too. Staying there were the best part of my life (expect the year when I went there as a newcomer). No matter what that was the place who let me discover my love for books and all that. That is the place which had encouraged me. I miss my friends and my editor (another person crazy as me) and my notebook too (it must be shading for me just as I am).

Well, my lovely readers if you can please inspire me to write because I cant do it by myself. Believe me I can come up with a good story which i have been thinking of writing but is too idle to.

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