When you say your last goodbye to him- Kim Taehyung

Warning:- Mention of suicide and self harm. Do not continue if you're uncomfortable with those topics

"Baby? What happened"

Taehyung said,shaking you.

You and taehyung have been a couple for almost 1 year. You both were in college,in the same class too. Taehyung actually liked you since college first year but he was afraid to tell you .

After a while,He finally gathered up courage and asked you out. You said yes as you liked him too. Right now,you both were on a date at his favourite cafe.

Shaking ur head,you woke up as you felt someone shaking you and calling your name.

"Huh?wha-"

"Y/n are you okay? Is it because of the food?do you not like it?"

"No no taehyung I love it ,I was just thinking something"

"What happened y/n?you've been daydreaming very often nowadays,do u not feel well?you know you can tell me anything you want right"

He said,holding your hands in his and looking at you with concern in his eyes.

"Yeah yeah, im okay taetae,dont worry about me"

"Okay then"

He smiled his boxy smile at you ,making you instantly smile too. But you felt bad for lying to him about you being okay.

"Taetae?"

"Hmm?"

He looked at you,sipping his drink.

"Can you stay with me today night?"

You were living in an apartment. You had to take part time jobs to pay the rent but Taehyung helped you to pay them too.

"Ofc yes baby,anything my princess wants"

After paying the bill,you both walked out of the cafe,hand in hand.

It was autumn and the trees were looking beautiful.

The weather was windy and leaves were falling on the road.Looking at the sky,you saw dark clouds indicating that it would start raining soon.

Taehyung noticed that too and called a taxi to go to your home

Upon reaching your house,you unlocked the door and let him in. Locking the door behind you,you both took off your coats, hanging it by the door.

"What should we do baby?"

"Lets watch a movie ,ill make some popcorn"

"Yayyy,can I pick the movie"

"Ofc you can"

He giggled amd started searching for movies as you walked to the kitchen to make popcorn.

T̲i̲m̲e̲s̲k̲i̲p̲-̲a̲f̲t̲e̲r̲ t̲h̲e̲ m̲o̲v̲i̲e̲

̲The movie was finally finished. You both watched 'Five feet apart' since he had wanted to watch it for a long time.

You looked at Taehyung who's head was laying on your lap to see tears streaming down his cheeks. Your heart started paining at the sight.

You slowly turned his face towards you and wiped away his tears

"Hey,its okay,don't cry,maybe they will meet after a while somewhere"

"Really? You think so?"

"Yes tae,I do"

"Then its good"

He said,smiling a little.

"Lets go to bed shall we?"

"Okay y/nie"

You both entered your bedroom after which you went to change in the bathroom and he took off his shirt,slipping into comfy pants.

After you finished changing into your pajamas,you went to your bed and laid down beside him.

He scooted closer to you and placed his big veiny hand around your waist ,snuggling his face unto the crook of your neck. You felt butterflies errupt in your stomach .

You kept your hand on top of his and kissed his forehead,tears brimming in the corner of your eyes.

"I love you taehyung"

You whispered.

"I love you too y/n"

He whispered back,giggling.

"Goodnight babygirl,sleep well"

"Good night taetae"

You closed your eyes,as you both drifted off to your dream world.

T̲i̲m̲e̲ s̲k̲i̲p̲-̲ m̲o̲r̲n̲i̲n̲g̲

̲ Sunlight sneaked in through the curtains,waking you up. Opening your eyes,you saw your boyfriend standing in front of the mirror,looking handsome in his work clothes. He was trying to tie his tie but failed.

Giggling at his cuteness,you got up from the bed and walked to him without making any sound. Fortunately, he was too busy with his tie to notice you in the mirror.

Reaching him,you sneaked your small hands around his torso ,pressing your face onto his muscular back. He got surprised and turned around. Seeing you,he smiled widely.

"How was your sleep baby"

"Good because you were near me"

He giggled,blushing and hugged you.

"Im so sorry I cant stay with you longer. I got a call from the company about an important client,so I need to go to work today. "

He pouted,making you smile at his cuteness.

"Its okay baby. You should go soon,your company needs you."

"Hmph,i'll come back as soon as I can baby"

"Okay"

You said,not looking at him

"Can you please help me tie my tie baby?"

"Yes tae"

After seeing that his clothes are perfect, he took his bag and walked to the door.

He opened the door after which he turned around and hugged you tightly saying,

"Bye baby, I love you and i'll miss you"

"I love you more and il miss you too tae. Bye"

You saw him off as he walked out and drove away in his car.

You sigh as you walk into your house,tears falling down ur face. Entering your room,you opened your drawer,taking out a bottle . It read:-

'Poison'

You had decided to suicide. Why? There were several reasons. Your grades were falling,you had stress and insomnia.

You had to take pills to sleep,except when you were with Taehyung. His cuddles always helped you sleep.

But the main reason was because you felt like being a burden to everyone. Your parents started arguing when you were 15 years old and now you're 20.

They finally got divorce after a big fight they had almost a year ago. Your parents were always strict on you and never allowed you to do anything else other than studying.

They always said mean things to you but you never took them seriously, saying to yourself that they loved you no matter what.

Their divorce had a huge impact on you which led to depression.

You had struggled a lot but when you met taehyung, you started feeling a bit happy again.

He always made you smile. He knew about your parents and depression and comforted you whenever you were sad.

Your life was getting better and one day,you decided to meet your mother. She was living in a house which she had inherited from your grandmother.

F̲l̲a̲s̲h̲b̲a̲c̲k̲-̲5 d̲a̲y̲s̲ a̲g̲o̲

̲ Standing in front of the door of your moms house,you rang the door bell. After a few seconds,it was opened and a middle aged lady stood there looking at you.

"Hi mom"

"Y/n?!what are you doing here?"

You and your mom parted on bad terms when she divorced your father. Sometimes you even wondered if she really loved you.

"I came to see you mom. Aren't you happy to see your daughter?"

"Happy?" She scoffed

"I dont even love you ,you were the biggest mistake I made in my life. You are such an annoying daughter whom no one wants. I have my own family now, with a good husband and a 2 year old son. Go away and dont let me see you ever again"

It broke my heart to hear all those things. I cant say to myself that she loves me anymore. I ran away from there,tears spilling from my eyes.

"Wasn't that a bit mean honey?"

Your moms new husband asked her.

"She deserved that"

Entering your room,you sobbed your heart out.

F̲l̲a̲s̲h̲b̲a̲c̲k̲ e̲n̲d̲s̲

̲"maybe what she said was indeed true "

You said to yourself as you looked in the mirror.

The only thing that you were going to regret was your decision to leave taehyung. He was a gentle and kind boyfriend. He was the best thing that you've ever got in your entire life.

"But he deserves someone better than me,who's beautiful and is not a failure. I'm not worth his love. "

You opened the bottle and took out a pill.

"Good bye taehyung, I love you"

You said,before swallowing the pill along with water.

.You felt it going down your throat.

But suddenly,the door burst open as someone rushed in. You turned around to see who it was.

But your vision gor blurry and your head started spinning while your knees got weak.

Your eyes closed as your knees gave up and you fell on the floor while the person rushed to your body,shaking you and calling your name.

"Y/n!!!!!what did you do,wake up please"

T̲a̲e̲h̲y̲u̲n̲g̲ p̲o̲v̲:̲

I entered my car after waving goodbye to y/n.

‘aish,i miss her already, maybe i should send her a message’

I started searching for my phone but i didnt find it.

‘Maybe i forgot it at her house’

I got out and walked back to y/n’s apartment. I knocked at the door but no one answered.

‘y/n must be showering’

I thought and opened the door before getting in. I walked to her room. As i got near it, i heard y/n saying something

“Good bye Taehyung,i love you”

‘Why would she say goodbye to me?’

I thought. Suddenly i realised what she was gonna do in slammed the door open.

I saw her gulping something and looked at her hands to see her holding a glass of water.Looking at the bed, i saw a bottle lying open,

“Poison”

It read. I gasped and my eyes found hers. Suddenly,she collapsed on the floor. Rushing to her, i took her head in my arms ,shaking her and shouting

"Y/n!!!!!!!! What did you do, wake up please”

My eyes were tearing up as i carried her in my arms, rushing to my car.

A̲u̲t̲h̲o̲r̲ p̲o̲v̲:̲

He placed you in the backseat and drove to the hospital. Reaching there,he carried you out of the car and started shouting,

“HELP! SOMEONE PLEASE!”

Nurses came rushing towards him with a stretcher. As soon as he placed you on the stretcher, the nurses rushed you to the emergency room.

“Sir,please stay outside”

A nurse said to Taehyung,who was a crying mess.

“Please save her! I beg you”

“We ll see what we can do sir”

Saying that,she went inside the room as Taehyung sat on a seat, burying his head in his hands.

T̲i̲m̲e̲s̲k̲i̲p̲-̲3h̲o̲u̲r̲s̲(̲idk how much time it'll actually take)

The door of the icu opened and a doctor walked out.As soon as Taehyung heard the voice of the door opening,his head shot up and he rushed to the doctor.

“Doctor! Is my y/n okay?please tell me that she is”

He sobbed.

“Are you her relative?”

“Yes doctor, i am her boyfriend. Kim Taehyung”

“Mr.Kim, she is okay now. If you were even a minute late, i wouldn't have been able to save her. She was lucky that the poison that she took takes a bit time to react. So we were able to remove the poison fully.”

“Thank you so much doctor,thank you for saving my y/n”

“Its my job”

“Can i see her”

“Yes you can"

He opened the room y/n was laying in. his eyes instantly fell on the girl lying there,with her eyes closed.

Wiping his tears, he walked to your bed and sat down beside you.he took your hands in his and kissed it.

Feeling someone near you, you opened your eyes and saw Taehyung beside you, his eyes closed and head on your hands.

“ why would you try to leave me y/n. What would i have done without you. You are my whole world, my everything. I cant bear to lose you. Whatever problems you have, i will solve it and make you the happiest woman in the world. I love you Park y/n.”

“I love you too kim Taehyung”

Hearing you,he looked up. His face lit up and his eyes gleamed as he smiled at you

He engulfed you in a hug and cried into your neck.

“You scared me y/n “

“Im sorry Taehyung, i thought it was the right decision. But i cant bear seeing you like this, i promise you that i wont do it again. “

“Okayy”

You hugged him back, patting his back. He broke the hug and attached his forehead to yours.

“Can i kiss you?”

“ yes “

You felt his plump lip on yours as he kissed you. His lips perfectly moulded with yours as the kiss turned passionate.

Not caring that you both were in a hospital.

Suddenly, the door opened and a nurse came in.