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The Days

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~Chapter 5~

(Thursday)

I was at school with Tyler.

Sonia left since the morning.

I said goodbye to her and went back to school.

I hope she's okay and she's having a good time.

"She'll be fine, you know she always is" Tyler told me.

"I know, it's just that I'm going to miss her, a lot"

"Don't be sad, everything will be fine"

"Yes I know, I shouldn't think about that, just enjoy what I have now, I have you"

"And I hope to make you enjoy"

"That's gay"

"**** your mother"

"Bad play friend"

"Not to be nosy, but why do you always avoid talking about your parents?" he asked.

"It's complicated, I don't like to talk about it, why ask the question?"

"Curiosity, you've never wanted anyone to know about your parents and I thought you could tell me, but okay, it's your secret"

"Thanks, the truth is not that it bothers me to talk about them with another person but it is difficult for me to say it"

"No problem, really, you don't have to say it, do you have time after school today?"

"Sure, I don't have to go to training today"

"Great, wait for me at the exit, I'll let my parents know I'll be late today"

"Sure, take your time"

An outing with him, another date.

(Hours later)

I was at the exit waiting for Tyler.

"Done, let's go" he said.

"Well, how night can you get?"

"Why? do you want to go to a specific place?"

"I have an idea where to go, but I'll let you guide me, I don't want to ruin your day."

"It's okay, where do you want to go?"

"Colton Hill"

"Do you want to go there? I didn't think you wanted to go back there"

"I always want to go, but I'm always busy"

"Let's go then"

"Let's eat something first, I don't want to go on an empty stomach"

"Okay, we have plenty of time"

We started walking down the street and he let me go ahead.

"Why am I going ahead?" I asked for

"It bothers you?"

"I thought you would lead somewhere, where were you going to take me then?"

"Visiting places, I never had a chance to fully explore the city"

"Did you want a tour?"

"Yes, but yours is better"

"Let's do the tour, we have plenty of time to go to Colton Hill later."

"Good, but we're still going to eat right?"

"Sure, I'm hungry"

I kept walking and Tyler started humming a song.

"You're happy today huh?" I said.

"More than normal, yes" he replied.

"What do you like so much about dating me? I even hate myself as I do"

"I don't know, I like your company"

"Are you sure you don't like something else?"

"Like what?"

"Do not know"

"You're trying to know if I like you as a couple right?"

"No" I answered smiling

"Josh, is it true?"

"No" I said looking away.

"If it serves as an answer I think you are a good man, and very sexy by the way"

"Don't **** around, I'm very skinny"

"You look very sexy like that, I guess I like skinny people"

"No shit"

"And you? What kind of women do you like?"

"I guess the ones that can beat me in any way, like Sonia"

"Sonia beat you?"

"Of course, anyway imaginable"

"I never thought she would come to that"

"I was surprised too, but that woman plays with me as if i were her favorite rag doll"

"Now I know who the pasive is"

"**** you"

We came to an old cafeteria that I frequented in my first year of high school.

"Did you know this place?" I asked for

"No, it's totally new to me" he replied.

"Then let's go in and make yourself at home, here they know me very well, and if we play our cards well, they may let us eat for free"

"I wonder what the hell you were doing here before"

"Nothing illegal, believe me, do we go in?"

"Of course"

We walked in and I saw Robert sitting at a table.

"Robert, good to see you old friend?" I greeted him.

"Josh, my boy, I haven't seen you in a long time" he said getting up.

Robert is a bear in his 30s.

He has been a good man to me since I met him.

He taught me to defend myself.

"Yes, I know, school runs out of me all the time."

"And him? Fresh meat to play with?"

"Him? NO, he's totally out of it, he's a friend of mine, treat him with respect"

"You already growled boy, and what brings you here?"

"What else? We come to hang out, you don't have anything to do now do you?"

"No, I'm free, feel free to do whatever you want, only if you want privacy let me know"

"We don't come to that"

"Well, anyway, make yourself at home"

He went to the back of the building and we sat at one of the tables.

Don't let Robert's rough character fool you, he keeps the cafeteria as clean as possible, you could eat on the fucking floor.

It is also very elegant, it has that air of the Victorian age.

"Who was he?" Tyler asked me sitting down.

"He is an old friend, don't worry, he is docile, if you don't piss him off"

"For some reason he doesn't inspire me trust, but if you trust him it is enough for me"

"Relax, I can tell you in confidence, he is a good guy, I have been with him for a long time, he is a good leisure companion"

"And what did he mean by 'fresh meat'?"

"It's just stupid that he says with new people, he also told Sonia when i brought her here, you have nothing to worry about, trust me"

"I do, but it's my fault, I don't like being in new places."

"You have me, you know that I always take care of you, everything is fine"

"I put my life in your hands"

"It is not necessary, I already told you, he is trustworthy"

Robert came back with an old cap of mine in his hand.

"Child, the last time you were here you forgot this, I kept it for you in case you came back for it"

"It's incredible that you kept it all this time, thank you"

"It aint nothing kid, just be careful this time, put it in your backpack"

"Sure, I will, thanks again"

He smiled and he left again.

"It's incredible that he had it all this time, and I thought i had lost it forever"

"A cap?"

"It is much more than that, it is a gift from my mother"

"Oh I'm sorry"

"It's okay, you didn't know"

Robert came back with two plates in his hands.

"Here you have guys, enjoy yourself"

"Thanks Robert, I owe you one"

"You owe me several"

"And I will continue to owe them"

He laughed and went away again.

"See? He's a nice guy."

Tyler under his ears.

"You are well?" I asked for

He didn't say anything and took my hand on the table.

What does he do?

"I trust you, but I hate him" he said.

"I understand, there is no problem with that, you know that you can tell me everything without problem, with confidence"

I put my other hand on top of his and he raised his eyes and ears.

He's so cute.

"Thanks"

Sometimes I would give everything to have these moments every day.

(30 minutes later)

We had finished eating in silence.

It was not necessary to speak, his happy boy look was enough.

I got up from the table and kicked my foot on the floor.

"Child, did you call me?" asked Robert poking his head around the door.

"Yes, how much do I owe you?"

"Nothing, being the first time you come with someone new, is on my own"

"Thanks Robert, come on Ty, we have a tour to do"

I shook my hand and he took it and got up.

"See you Robert, I'll come more often" I said goodbye.

"I will be waiting"

We left the cafeteria and I looked at Tyler.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked for

"You are the one who knows this city, guide me" he replied.

"I have no idea where you want to go, you've already seen the gym and maybe you've already gone to the beach."

"I haven't been to the beach, would you like to go with me now?"

"Well, as long as you don't make a date out of this, I'm with Sonia"

"Wait, are you Sonia's boyfriend already?"

"It happened yesterday, it was a bit strange considering that 30 minutes before, she had hit me with a ball"

"Congratulations, why didn't you tell me before?"

"Would you believe me if I told you that I forgot?"

"Don't **** around, did you forget you had a girlfriend?"

"No, I forgot to tell you, although the truth is I never thought you would care if that happened"

"Please, my two best friends being dating? It's something that of course I care about"

"And you? Do you already have a woman you want to woo?"

"It's complicated"

As he said it, he lowered his ears and hid in his shirt.

"What is wrong? It is not bad not to have anyone"

"It's not that, but who I love is difficult to say"

"Why?"

He poked his head out of his shirt and looked at me in shame.

"I think I can tell you" he said.

"Come tell me"

"I'm gay"

Gay? gay ?! my best friend is gay ?!

"You? Well, you didn't leave much to imagine with" I said smiling.

"**** you, after I tell you in a good way?"

"I'm sorry but gay? I never really thought you were gay to be honest, despite everything you said and did."

"I do not want anyone to know, and much less those in the classroom, they already bring me by the neck because of my way of being"

"I'll keep it a secret, but it really is a surprise to me, like I said, I never imagined you were like this"

"Don't make this more embarrassing than it is please"

"Embarrassing? Why? It's not bad to be who you are, you don't have to be ashamed"

"I would like to say the same"

"Come on mate, come on, let's leave this behind and have fun, we came to enjoy the day right?"

"Take me then"

I took him by the hand and began to carry him through the streets of the city.

He looked at me from behind with his eyes full of joy.

"You wanted to go to the beach, didn't you? Here it is."

We turned the corner and the beach lay in front of us.

The afternoon sun hitting the ground directly.

People playing with sand and water.

"Is it what you expected?" I asked for

"It's better than I thought" he answered gawking.

"Do you want to walk in the sand?"

"With you? Of course"

We started walking across the sand and Tyler wouldn't stop smiling.

"And how did you realize about that? If the question doesn't bother you" I said.

"Well, that is also difficult to say, a lot, but I think I can explain it to you"

"If you don't want to tell me it's okay, I'm not going to force you"

"No, I want to tell you, but like I said, it's complicated"

"How much?"

"Much, it is the weirdest thing you will ever hear"

"I was already curious"

"Well, summing it all up, I realized i was gay when I had sex with my brother."

"What / I didn't think it was like that"

"That's why I said it was complicated"

"Your brother? Really?"

"Let me explain it to you"

"It better be a good one"

"Well it happened a year ago, I was in Boston and I was attracted to another partner of mine, only that I refused to accept that I was gay, besides, I did not like you know, sex between men"

"Aha yeah, and the only way to know if you liked that was to **** your brother?"

"Well if you put it like that it looks bad, but let me explain further"

"Good"

"I was thinking about it for a long time and it was affecting me with my family.

One night, there was a celebration for my father's birthday, it was the whole family that we have in the city, they brought beer, obviously.

Me and my brother got drunk, I by accident, I drank a can thinking it was soda, in the end, we both ended up in bed ***** and almost without remembering anything from last night, only that I remembered the feeling of having it inside me, that's when I discovered that I liked cock "

"I'm surprised how calmly you tell me about it considering that it was ******, gay and sacrilege at the same time that night"

"I know, it was not good, but what happened, happened, and that helped me in a way, to realize who I am"

"And it's not just an impulse? I mean, I have been struck by the feeling of a cock inside me but it doesn't go beyond that"

"No, really, I like the ****"

When he said that, a couple of women crossed by our side and looked at us a little funny.

"I think you should stop saying that" I said.

"You were the one who started"

"But anyway, did you really do that?"

"Yes, it's wrong, I know"

"As long as no one but us finds out" I answered smiling

"Thanks"

"There is no reason, only that I am going to look strange to your brother every time I see him"

"It would serve me to annoy him a little"

"Well, don't you want ice cream?"

"Please, I'm burning inside"

"That is sexual and weird"

"Shut"

"As you wish, come on, let's go for an ice cream"

"Thanks"

That he's gay explains a lot, especially that line from his diary.

Will he see me as someone more than a friend?

We bought an ice cream and we left the beach.

"Do you want to go somewhere else?" I asked for

"Let's go to Colton Hill, I want to stop thinking about what I did with my brother" he replied

"Well, on the way then"

"Will you watch Sonia's game the day after tomorrow?" asked him

"Sure, it's at night so I'll have to stay up until then"

"Are you free tomorrow?"

"Sure, I thought you weren't free on the weekends"

"This weekend I was able to buy myself some time and I am free both days, I made a plan with some classmates and I wanted to know if you would like to go"

"I don't like having to be with them, but for you, I do whatever it takes."

"I don't want to force you or anything"

"No, it's okay, I'll go, just tell me where and at what time and I'll be there"

"Thanks Josh, I'm sure you will like it"

"I will trust you"

We got to the park and I started up the hill.

"Come give me your hand, I know you don't like getting dirty" I said.

I stretched out my hand and he took it.

We started climbing and made it to the top.

"I missed this view" I said looking at the city.

"Me too" Tyler said sitting down on the bench.

"I should bring Sonia here, she has never come" I said sitting next to him.

"Never? Maybe when she comes back you will greet her with this sight"

"It's a good idea, maybe I will"

Tyler licked the ice cream from him in a very strange way.

He looked like he was giving someone a blowjob.

"You have a very strange way of eating ice cream" I said smiling

"What? I have something wrong?" he replied.

"No, just that ..."

He smudged his cheek a bit.

I approached him and he was surprised and tried to keep quiet.

I licked his cheek and smiled.

"You got stained there" I said.

"Thank you" he said nervously.

"Don't blush please, you will make me blush too darling"

He looked at me in surprise and amazement.

"But /" he stuttered

"Shhhh, don't say anything, that look says it all"

"But what about Sonia? Aren't you with her?"

"Who says we need to be in a relationship you and me? I can call you honey without being gay, like now"

"And then you ask me why I don't understand you sometimes"

"I love you Tyler, more than I should"

"I love you too Josh, more than I should"

"I know, your diary doesn't lie"

"Let's finish this and go to our houses, it's already getting dark"

"Sure, whatever you want"

"I hope you don't do anything like that when we are with them tomorrow" he said.

"I promise, I won't let anyone find out about your sexuality"

"I owe you so much, and I give you so little back"

"Are you kidding me? You give me everything, I'm the one who owes you"

"No, you have saved me countless things and have done too much for me"

"Without you, I would never have been Sonia's boyfriend, I owe you all that and more"

"You saved me that day they were giving me a beating, otherwise I would be in a hospital"

My cell phone started ringing.

It was Sonia.

"I have to answer"

I got up from the bench and took the call.

"Sonia?"

"Josh, this city is amazing, it's a shame you didn't come with us" she said enthusiastically.

"Did you get there okay?"

"Yes, we are in the hotel right now, you can see the whole city from here, I am on the balcony of the room, it is an impressive view, I will take a photo and I will send you by message"

"And how are you doing over there? Everything okay?"

"Yes, so far so good, we are all excited about the game, Sarah is with Katherine helping the coach with something"

"Well, good for you, do well, my little kitty"

"Are you with Tyler?"

"Yes, I give your regards?"

"Please, we'll talk later Josh, the others are making a mess in the room"

"Okay, luck"

I hung up the call and went back to Tyler.

"Who was it?" he asked

"It was Sonia, she called me to tell me that she's fine, she also sent you greetings"

"That woman, I love it"

"Me too, are we going?"