Who am i?

I am Li Jing Wa ; a senior highschool student and today ;it's my first day at this new school .

I am pretty shy and quiet ....well knowned as the ugly nerd at school.

My stepfather wasn't happy with my presence at his house with mum neither near his daughter ,my stepsister .She hated me because i was brillant at school and closer to her brothers . So mum made me go and live with my grandmother and aunt in the Wang city at the age of 12.

My aunt was a slut she always bring different men to the house at night and get drunk in the morning .

On the other hand grandma was sweet and caring but weak so i had to help with the chores . I didn't have time to play with kids my age and have fun while making friends.And instead i read books on my grandfather's study room .And from what grandma said: he was obsessed with books and spending time alone like i do .

I spended 4 years in the house living in a normal life happy with grandma til the day that she fell asleep and never woke up again .

She had a heart attack after arguing with Aunty that started smoking and she fainted .

When i notice that i lost my only familly left i was depressed so i locked myself in grandpa's office for the whole holidays drinking water and eating snacks .

After i got out i found out that my aunt is sick so i tried to treat her by things i read from books....And in a week she got better ....She was so thankful and promised me to not smoke ;drink and sleep with men ever again .

She found a job in a news company and i started having better life with her ;she helped me to forget my sadness and get out of a my dark zone .

She was so playful and funny that she decided to by a clown as a part time job and made me join her .I was happy to have such an aunt and better if it's was earlier ..cuz still a voice deep inside me blame her for my grandma death.

Seeing kids having fun and happy was the biggest pleasure to have but still i got jealous from some that lives with them parents happily and celebrate them birthdays cuz at the end i am still a kid .

One day while we vonlanteer to preform in a orphanage i realised that maybe my life is better than many other kids cuz some was gived up cuz of a kind of deasease or disability .So i am thankful to god that i still got a person who cares for me .

Two years pasted;my aunt and i had to move on to Xiao city ;there where i have to start a new life .Due to her low salary we lived in a poor street far from school .My life can't get worst than this?!Right

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