Jeff

As i my feeling for Don running wild, though i never experience this in from before it still simce really amazing when thinking of it,

However my past reminds me of someone.. i can't imagine this will be my past now but something more valiable and irreplaceable...

its still feels mesmerizing when thinking over it...

I begin my journal from my pass, i was verly inlove in a boy used to got my heart.. i can say his my first love, and he will always be..

His kind, handsome, sweet but not all the time.. his ultra charming and cute at the same time, but not long after his mood changest like a poop of a bubble

His my childhood friend, i thought he can be my soulmate in the future... my mind simce a tag of a portal running in a fastforward.. i see my future walking in the aisle ..from afar i can see a blurred person waiting for me there, i use to think it was my first love, making me dig deep from my past till now in my present life,

I call him jep* his been my classmate since preschool, then gradeschool.. he used to complete every single day of my life in my elementarydays, we're not that close since grade 1 but at least, we become more close till then...

Sam's POV---

every one calls me Sam, for short in my very unique name

it used me everyday not knowing my feelings really hit me different, sometimes wrong at least and right at the same time,

"Jep*poy*!" i shout he then glance at me in annoyance at the same time in ateast...

"What now?" he answered me in the same mood he always wear.

during ceremony i always look for him, and he always then got my attention to his sweet face, i was stock with him for the rest of the day, its perfect not until break time...

My stepmom brought me with her, she is a grade 6 teacher... i once never adopt but, perhalfs she is the only person that brought to the world for with me, standing her as my mom.. his my aunt, a wife and a good mother, not in her stage facing the world for real, but i guest its still a pleasure to be in my grump diary.

Poy>3* and i was a grade 2 student, his aunt was our teacher at that moment,

Her aunt was that kind to desserve such cute nephew like jep*

We hang out all the time like swag twins,

Althought Jep never saw me as his twin rather than her girl friend, makes me really happy with him around... not long after a whole day... even though his expression never change i can feel his also happy with me at that very moment.

"You wannah play?, i bring so many toys in my bag" He dare to give me soft glance but he can't say no to my charming puppy dog eyes.. well i'm not actually that pretty at that time nor cute, but i can still make him say yes all the time.

"yah. Sam, are'nt you tired yet? he told me with a tired look on his face

"oh. not yet" i answered him in a happy face i'm wearing.. he simce exhausted..but, hell i care.

However, at my age, at home i really don't play, its just that i love playing with him in class all the time

"are you that tired" i said with a grumpy face, i put my hands in my face..looking like i feel boring, because of what he just said..

He then smirk and laugh at me.

"what was that on your face: he simce really happy while looking at my face, even though i dont know what was going on, seeing him laught makes me really happy and making me laugh with him too..

He cried with laughter, he then said.

"Your face was full of paint, where did it came from" he look for the paint that used to cover in my face makes me look like a mess.. he show me my face when he got me his aunt mirror from the restroom.. I look at my face in the mirror realizing i look like a living monster...i look at him in an instant..he then just laugh often..like it was his first time looking at me like that.. my heart begin to crumble i feel ashame however my heart keep beating like it was the happy moment in my life..i then realize the paint came from a pen that i was holding when playing with it..

I then innocently wipe my hands in his cute face...he look stun, and glance at me...i laugh when seeing his face also full of paint, "there was a paint in your face: look you also look like me" i said while laughing hard..i took the mirror and start showing him his face, i can see he simce surprised for what i did..but still i can't hold my breath from lauhting when looking at his face,, he simce annoyed but there was nothing he can do..

He simce horrible and cute at the same time..."what, did you just do?"

i didnt bother answering his question and countinue laughting that hard..he then respond.

"you just...wipe your..dirty hands to my face.."

"you just laugh at me, its my turn to laugh at yours...you look exactly like a horrible monster".

I answer him proudly...then laugh,

well not like a horrible monster exactly he still is cute than ever..he still shook but he just then laugh, seeing his face looking at my face, look exactly the same, we both laugh at it feels very happy around him..."

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my story is based on my personal experienced, but not all of them, simce lil...still...ill countinue making it, plss be consider wrong grammar and wrong spelling..thankyou♡

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