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In my world, Glasses and i are different....

My world full of embarrassment... Words make me really think of pass that neither makes me feel embarrass, reality hit me hard, its awkward to think about somethink i deed, before and after

Throughout the years embarrassing moment in the pass makes me really uncomfortable, makes me sick remembering it..ti'll now i never use talking pathetic in someone as now around my glasses*

But despite of awkward words i never think of..before typing or saying...My Glasses* really is nice..cool and understanding..

Pathetic am'i..I thought...but reading his sweet talk, sweet words makes me really feel comfortable, for the same time self-esteem...his saving me from self embarrassment...to world piece..

I think he was just intertain me out of pity...i always thought of him having someone in his mind...endeed i'am still a stranger passing by..waiting for him to return a favor,

I feel broken inside, but, thinking about his sweet love talk...pitiful bring me hope..considering i still have a lot of chances....

I never know when this story endeed and even when its started...my world is really different ...

He reconned, he want me to stay for him..as my crush,..but he never know how much it cost to help myself from falling for him over and over again...

Because, you may and never will know, but, I love you with all my heart, inside and out.

Glasses know how to cherish a girl like a diamond...and maybe that hit me so hard to fall for him...i don't really know him that much but, my heart keep straggling to find ways, reasons why i love him so much..

He think of me as his friend...and for some how my effort began to wonder...

but, still, somehow, Its so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when everytime you look at that person, all you see is everything you want to have..

God knows what my heart choose...what my heart shouting for..

My heart will choose you my Glasses*

even you won't i can..

and..i can never tell you that i love you because i'am afraid you'll run away...

A love quote i wrote...my story become my reality and suddenly, all the love song's were about you..

Anyway...i'm still fighting alone, even all i have is my half heart seeking for another half.

It takes very long to wait but, i believe its worth a thousand words...

I'll say, you can't stop the feeling you have for someone.

You can't lie to yourself either.

Your heart knows the truth all too well..

I'll fight..i'll wait ti'll i have a part of me in you..

I've love you secretly, i'll accept the possibility that i'll be hurt silently..