CAPTIVE

The rest of the day I was given food properly. it was odd for a captive to get the normal food.by the way my hands are still tied and I was being feed the food.All my life I have never been feed by someone else. I would say getting proper meal was a dream for me let alone being feed. Some time I would not be even able to eat it without puking.i wouldn't be able to digest it since there were many unbelievable bruises on my stomach. I'm not getting into my past now.it was horrible like a nightmare.i can't share my past with anyone bcoz the moment they will know , they will hate me. every one will be disgusted by me .it's better to live alone than to go through all that again.

I don't know from how many days I had been here for . I really wish this blindfold was removed. At least it won't feel lonely. if only I could get to see the moon and stars. I really love darkness but this only feels like empty. It makes me remind of my past . That was the same darkness like this blindfold one.I like the darkness where it feels like comfort.The DARKNESS where everything is hidden so I can be myself.where nobody can see my scars. I should at least try to ask the" Mr kidnapper" about removing this blindfold. Maybe if he is in a good mood he will agree. I would like to stay here for a I bit after all I want to go back to my apartment.I don't know the reason for my captivity but at least it's better than my past one.

"Here,take this" he said in a cold voice.

"Umm, what's this ,it feels like a box or something" I replied touching the object.

"This is a radio, it can company you in your boredom since I don't want my captive to die with boredom" he replied the latter in a whisper.

"But why? Are you worried about me"?? I asked smirking.i really wanted to revenge him for locking me up here.

Though I can't see ,I am suddenly feeling chills .I guess he is definitely shooting daggers at me

" astra, keep your mouth close until you want me to punish you" he replied atmost in a deadly voice

"H-how do y-you know my name"? I tried but I was sluttering under his cold demeanor and how did he know my name...so guess this kidnapping is very well planned. Previously I thought maybe he wanted just money and will leave me once he know how broke I'm but I was wrong he is not here for money but something else!!!!!!!what could it be !!I was thinking so hard that my head hurts .

"I know everything,you don't have a idea who you are messing with,so don't try to fucking test me!!" He was holding my arms so tight I thought I will bleed any second.

"P-Please stoppp it's hurting"I asked him to stop .I was on the verge of crying.The pain was clearly visible in my voice

I felt his grip losing and I don't know why I started sobbing so hard. I can't stop myself. It felt like a deja vu . please I don't want that life again .I have ran away with my past burried but it's wound are still fresh .... suddenly It started to feel dizzy,like the world was going round and round. My heart was pounding so hard it felt like it would blast. I started hyperventilating.and know it was clear that I am having the panic attack.it felt like I will die .I didn't have enough oxygen.and then he wrapped his arms around me.he hugged me so tight that felt like I would melt or I will wither away into a breeze . although I had panic attack before , nobody has ever treated me this way. I would lock myself on my room if it felt like it would happen. Every time I hugged myself to sleep . I didn't wanted anyone's help.but now it feels like I'm safe.his hands are so warm that it feels comforting.so I simply wrapped my hands around his back. Hugging him felt so good. And with that slowly I found my sobbing turning into wisper until it fade away into the silence .I knew I should hate myself for hugging him since he was the result for my panic attack yet I couldn't find myself to do that. It was the kindest act I have ever got from anybody my whole life . I wanted to thank him but I couldn't open up my mouth." I'm sorry" he whispered and I couldn't hold myself back so I did what I wanted and could do .I can't see so I touched his face and when my fingers founds it's way upto his lips .I reached upto the spot and put my lips onto him.i kissed him.i deepened the kiss by devouring every inch of his mouth.it was so sweet . Better from any desserts I have ever had .His lips was so soft and warm ,it was melting mine.i knew any sane person on my spot wouldn't do this but I was never the sane one anyway.i wanted to devour his mouth completely till I can lock his sweetness into my heart. I don't know the consequence after kissing him.maybe he will beat me to death. His gentleness was maybe simply a act so that he can save his captive from dying.but what can I even do when I simply melted in his arms .I was so deep into thinking but suddenly I was shocked. He was kissing me back.oh my gosh I just realized how much of a good kisser he is .I was kissing him like a fish!!!I didn't know how to kiss so maybe he is simply teaching me! He is devouring every corner of my mouth and all I can do is melt away . He is sharing the sweetness into me .never thought kissing can simply make you so lost that you don't wanna come back ever.he removed his lips from me once we both were out of breath.i needed the air to breadth but it felt like it was his lips not this stupid air.

Then I realized what the heck I just did!!!!!!!!oh hell no ,I'm embarrassed to death right now.what will he think of me now.what if he hated my kiss! Oh shoot!!

Then I felt his grip losing and with that he walked away until it was only me and the darkness. though I didn't get to see him yet I must say I didn't regret kissing him.

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