kiss

I woke up due to feeling a very heavy stone on my chest.i knew this was morning since I can hear birds chirping softly.i know there is a window since I feel the warmth of the sunrays right at my arm. ane one more thing the weight I was talking about is my kidnappers hands on me.he definitely works out a lot since it's literally like a Stone. I really want to go home . I miss my old apartment.even thought it was not in a very good condition yet it was mine. I rented it for some pretty cheap rate.i work part time job as waitress in a Cafe . Though I don't have any friends I never felt lonely.Friends will simply bring more trouble.It is risk since I don't want to let anyone get any information about my past.i burried it deep within my soul.No one has the access to it.I always got compliment about how pretty I looked but they don't know about the scars on my heart and soul.I rarely talk to anyone.i always nod or either reply in yes or no type.i don't feel like talking.to me it's just waste of my energy.I Never had a boyfriend since I always rejected boys.Boys are simply trouble.i Don't want to fall for anyone.i want to protect my heart which is already in pieces and I'm just trying to put them together.The way he hands are gripping on shoulder I think It will melt. I have never been this close to anyone since 5 years.And before that was due to some really traumatising Reason.I don't want to think about it. I slowly tried to shift from his grip since my hands are tied.

"you want to escape from me" and with this his grip became stronger.and he came close to my ears, I shivered.

"don't try to be smart ,i will go easy on you but if you will try to escape from here,I 'll simply destroy your pride sweetheart"he words were literally full of venom .I don't have idea about these hatred of him for me.

"then kill me" I replied which looked like a whisper. "that's too easy, I want to break you into pieces first ,I want to destroy that pride of yours " he said coldly .

"why me??"I asked shivering

" Don't worry,that you will know soon" he replied . I can feel him smirking in his voice.he looked so arrogant. ... then I felt his grip losing.i relieved. I felt his footsteps drifting away. then I quickly said to him but didn't wanted to offend him so I asked in a very low tone

"then why are you being caring towards me !!!why did you put me into this bed and slept with me".... I was really shocked what came into me when I asked this.

" don't think too highly of yourself,it was all just my pity for you,since you don't have any idea how I'm going to destroy you.... wait till I make you crawl, begging for your death".......with that I was shocked.i couldn't bring myself to reply him.i was on the verge of crying.why all this is happening to me .since my childhood I have been used by everybody.everyone always wanted to destroy me even I did nothing to nobody.i felt the tears from my eyes. my blindfold was wet.then I felt footsteps approaching me. I shivered.i didn't wanted to show my weaknesses yet I couldn't even use my hands to wipe those tears. I instantly felt sparks on my body , when I felt his lips on my lips.it was so warm .it was my first kiss.i never thought ,I will be losing my first kiss to my kidnapper who literally wanted to abuse and toucher me to death. his lips was so soft that I was melting.i didn't wanted to weaken so I didn't kissed him back.after some seconds I felt the emptiness on my lips.the warmth was gone.i wanted to ask him about this behaviour but I guess he left since I was so deep in my thoughts I didn't noticed him walking away. what is in the world wrong with him !!!!!!! WHY DID HE KISSED ME!!!WHAT IS WITH THIS HOT AND COLD BEHAVIOUR!!! I was shocked by my reaction since I didn't hate the kiss.maybe it's all my adrenaline issues.maybe the kidnapped kissed me to take advantage of me...I shouldn't think so much about this kiss.... .let's forget this ever happened.

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