05

Abience.

It means, a strong urge to avoid someone or something.

Life is unfair, well that's what I really thought and what other people say's and whoever dare to state that Life is Fair? I wanna talk to them and hear their sides, because for someone like me? I can say the life sucks big time.

For some people with unattracted faces, imperfect bodies and slow minded, in short for some person's who doesn't have any flows outside doesn't have any contributions here in earth. Base on experience.

Outside personalities are now greater than Inside Beauty, that's what I noticed while living in this cruel world together with toxic people. That's the Reality. Reality that I wanna avoid if given a chance.

I don't like this world that we live in today and that's the truth.

I want to leave. Stay away but I just don't know how.

Time pass by like a strong wind. Two days have passed since I was released from the hospital. Doctor Shana said that everything's okay and nothing serious happened into me and yeah that's what I feel too besides hospital's aren't my place. I hate hospitals because like what I said before, it's suffocating and it makes me feel so weak and lifeless.

I don't really wanna see other people suffer. Big time.

"Hey. Come-on Jaddie, talk to ate"

"No. We're not ok ate", my little brother said emphatically without even looking at me. Attitude sya.

"But I already say sorry, isn't that enough?", I uttered pitiful.

"You laughed at my favorite hat ate", he said with sigh and sad eyes before he finally looked at me. Oww, his even pouting. My little brother is really cute.

"That's why I am sorry", I smiled at him sincerely but he pouted even more. His so adorable.

"You are?", he asked as if his making sure about my words.

"I am", I surely answered at him with a nod then there he goes. He finally smiled at me ear to ear.

"Ok your forgiven ate", he happily announced and he himself suddenly hugged me so tight even though we were both sitting here in the back seat and it wasn't that comfortable. I laugh and hug him back of course.

"We're almost there. Sit still please", we suddenly heard daddy's voice while driving in front. I looked at him and I saw how he laugh while looking at us in the mirror.

"Ok", Jaddie said politely before he finally sitted back properly. I also did the same thing.

"Daddy, I want some ice-cream", my little brother suddenly requested and I just shrugged from where I'm sitting. His such an ice cream lover.

"After your class, promise", daddy responded using his serific voice.

"Ok!", my brother answered as fast as he could with a cute nod. I just smiled.

I'm studying as a Grade-12 student in a not so private campus. I never thought of moving out from here even if I experienced so many hardships and so on from this school, we'll actually from the students of this campus, I mean.

Student's life in here are base on beauty and wealth. If you don't have any flows you'll get dump, just like me. If you don't have any or enough wealth in here you'll be treated unfair. They will let you experience what does cynicism really means.

I know exactly how that feels. From first year to Grade-12.

"Jayson! Wait up!", I clearly heard Rian's shirll voice reason for me to look at her from a meters away.

"Take care, ok? I'll be back after your class", daddy said and I just nodded and smiled at him surely.

"Likewise to you dad, thank you for the ride", I even give him a hug after saying those words and I feel him who hugged me back and slightly kissed my head.

"Of course", I heard him utter that makes me smile and feel relax. I have the best father.

I followed daddy's car until it faded from my sight. I sighed deeply, now here I am again. Standing in front of our campus gate and when I walked in, I'll face the reality again.

"You look worried? You ok?", Rian's voice envaded my ear reason for me to look at her that is now standing next to me and looking at me intently.

She's also wearing our school uniform and her face was so light and simple. Tyrian is beautiful and everyone can say and see that, everything that she wear suits her very much that's why almost all of the students here were stratled when they heard that Tyrian and Me are close cousin's and that's also the main reason why some of their redules of me has weakened a bit.

"Yep", I answered unconsciously reason for her brows to meet.

"You sure?", she asked again and I just smiled at her in response.

"Yes. Let's go?"

"Okay. Let's go!", she exclaimed with a bit of excitement before she hung her arms into mine and she's the one who pulled me in.

Each students that we already passed by while walking have there own world's, some are talking, laughing and there are also other students here who prefer to live in their own kinds of world.

I'm still with Rain, walking together with the same speed and she's been talking and talking and talking things for a while now that I can't even follow it anymore so I just nod at her everytime she looks at me.

Rain is a STEM student and we aren't in the same building cause I'm a GAS student but the Stem building was just so near into our building so we're always like this besides she's fully aware about my issues, the way other treats me so she always volunteer to escort me door to door into our classroom.

"Good morning Rian!", a group of boys greated my cousin with a wide smiles at their faces and so Rian just nodded and show them a thrift smile.

"Good morning", she greeted back at them when we pass them by.

"They like you a lot", I whispered but she just frowned.

"I don't like them that much. They are creepy", she answered with pure honesty.

I thrift smile either and nodded in agree. I slowly looked back at the boys who just greated Rain but their smiles vanished and their faces turned into like a predators whose ready to eat their prey.

Indeed a creepy. Jeeeezzz.

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