Part4

He was your best friend.whatever troubled you or made you happy , any saucy gossip or news you had he was the first person you would spoke to . His gifts and affection never stopped. Was it the chemistry that faded ? You didn't know. It was mostly both of you needing some  sexually release at this point , but some deep part of you still hoped it would get back to what it was before , a relationship . Intellectually you matched 100% . Values- check- , some taste in the morning- check- , he still made you laugh effortlessly . He can never say no to you for whatever it was.

Whenever he was stressed he would show up on ur door or call you then your moans filled the room . Before or after coming from the tour , he would spend the nights with you . Making you scream his name with ur legs wide open and his cock filling you . Then he would lay down and cuddle with you placing soft kisses on your neck.

Other times you would just hangout and sleep together without having sex. You felt safe with him like he did with you . On these nights you would just caresses his hair and sleep cuddled up.

At some point , you were going through a lot of shit and stoped talking to him for a whole day. You just didn't wanted to talk to anyone and be alone with ur thoughts. He must have left tons of messages and call but you ignored them . It wasn't something he would do. It was one of the day you questioned your whole in life......

As you left work that day , you forgot your phone in the centre , when returned to the centre for your phone , the centre was already closed . You didn't want to sleep alone that night, as much as you wanted to be alone you wanted him to cuddle you.

You knew he was still at work so you drove to his place and took a shower and got in the bed . He was going crazy thinking about the worst could have happened to you despise  the members trying to calm him down . He begged you to call him back because he was worried but there was no response. Your mental health wasn't always the best and there were times he felt frightened. He came by your house and asked the neighbours if you came back that night but the answer was negative.

He came to his house and saw ur shoes , his heart was finally back in its place . A surge of relief went through his body , he felt like crying while running to the bedroom to find you peacefully sleeping. He couldn't help but tear up as stress was releasing his body .

He got out of his clothes and climbed on the bed carefully not to wake you up. You shifted as you felt his hands around you , having you as the little spoon. He got a whiff of your washed , still damp hair.

A silent sob and his chest shaking made you turn around and look at him.

-" tae"you asked and he smiled weakly , sniffing

"i am sorry i just wanted some time alone ........ but then I didn't wanted to sleep alone. " you said and wiped his tear.

-" i am just glad that you are here. " he said and kissed your forehead softly.

Maybe you both loved each other more than you even realised.

End of Flashback

^^^To be continued^^^

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