Part:2

Flashback

You met him 5 years ago randomly at a music store. You were looking for a vinyl of one of your fav jazz guitarist -wes montgomery - that you couldn't find online. You hoped this store would have it as you shuffled at the artist names starting from W. you saw a young man looking at the artists starting from M. With the corner of ur eye u kept looking if the vinyl you wanted was there and you spotted it. When he was done looking and moved to the next pile , you got to M section and found the one you wanted , satisfied that you finally were adding it to ur collection until he interrupted ur thoughts.

-" that's a nice one . "

This was the starting of something beautiful as one could say. Months later you began dating. He was wonderful boyfriend , showering you with gifts and affection. Doing everything to keep that wide smile of urs on ur face but after sometime his feeling starting to fade away. For him, it was love but the kind you have for a best friend. He cared for you deeply but it just wasn't exactly it . He was confused himself too. For you , it was different , you thought he was the man you'd marry.

After breakup , you were devastated for a while. Your world collapsed on a cold January morning . Right after you woke up you had a call . He thought he wasn't a good boyfriend and stronger feelings never came from him. He thought you deserved better than that , you were too good for him .

You maintained the friendship even tho u were hurting . But ur heart wouldn't let u stop talking to him. He was ur closet friend , he never hurted you as a friend. You couldn't force him to stay in relation with you anyway. In the end he never cheated or broke up to be with someone else. All of this was happened without anyone knowing on media. He was good at keeping his personal life private ....

One night ,three months after breakup u were feeling a lot better. He was still the same taehyung to you , hugging you out of nowhere and massaging your shoulders whenever u r stressed . You were out of his house,waiting for your taxi app to connect .you didn't really wanted to leave though . You'd be lying if you said you weren't lonely .you might have broken up but whenever you spend time with him you couldn't stop thinking about the things you could have done to him in bed.  And at that night, he was on his sweatpants as usual ,an oversized beige shirt his hair messey . He was looking like he just woke up . This casual look was ur fav and ur biggest weakness. Then you got a text from him .

-"i hope you had fun tonight. Sorry if i was boring :(. "

-"please you are never boring tae."

-"you don't have to go. You should have let me drove you back. I dont like it when u r out this late. You know you can stay here for this night .....

-"I can't "

-"why" he asked

-"...... not when i want things happening...... in ur bed . "

-"i am lonely too y/n ..... i wanted to say this but I didn't because i thought i would be leading you on. "

-"you're not "

-"come up if you still haven't left "

To be continued

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