1 Boy Crush

    Hey my name is Kelsey and it's summer break where I live in Easton Maryland. I'm so happy not because of summer I hate summer it's so hot! No I'm happy because next year is my last year of middle school! I'm so excited to be a 8th grader but there's something I'm worried about. My friends and my parents think that I've never had a crush and my parents want me to have a boyfriend. I know what most of you are thinking. OMG I get your parents but your friends? Isn't it hard to hide your crushes from your friends or why not tell even your friends you have a crush? Well the thing is I've had crushes but they all have been... Weird like really weird and not like crazy crackhead or weeaboo weird no it's not like that a different kind of weird. Like all of my crushes have never been boy crushes they always been on girls or women. The reason I add women is because in second grade I had a crush on my math teacher Mrs.Carmen. Yeah my second grade math teacher! All the Boys had a crush on this teacher too! She was about 22 and she was super nice and she always had her hair in a new or different style. Mrs.Carmen was the best math teacher ever and I had a crush on her great! That's when I started having girl crushes. What's wrong with me god damn it!.. Sorry I just don't know what's wrong. Why can my brain think girls are pretty, cute, and hot. Then look at a boy and be like eww I'm not gonna date that thing eww!

    There is one more thing that's bothering me. My parents love me with all their hearts. I know that and their so nice. They also always say that their proud of me and I mean I get why. I've always been a straight A student I've never got a F. I play baseball, basketball, volleyball, and I'm even on a bowling league. Also I've always been the vice president of the student government. My BFF Karen in the president so yeah it's so much fun! We have been friends since diapers because our moms are friends but I'm getting off topic sorry. But yeah I know my parents love me but if they found out that I had crushes on girls They would probably be crushed. They would be so disappointed because they have such a weird daughter. An I don't what them to be disappointed. I just want them to be happy. So I never want to tell them because. All I want is for them to be proud of their daughter. They also want me to get to go to duke. I think if they find out they'll be so disappointed they will stop saving money for it with me and burn all of it! That would be super fricking bad. I would never get to go to my dream college. Also my parents would still hate me.

    I can't even imagine what the others in the school government would think of me! When almost all of them hate me because I'm Karen's BFF! They don't like that because they think the only reason I'm the vice president is because I'm her BFF but I promise it's not true. Karen herself said it was because she liked my campaign. My campaign was to help everyone with their homework and to make a tutoring group for every single subject. This was to help out the people that were failing so they didn't have to go through the living hell of summer school. Also what if Karen finds out she would think I'm weird! I would lose my spot on the government and she would never be my friend again. Also I have Two other friends that are my BF's. One is my best friend Parker. She is so funny and runs the comedical club. We met each other in 2nd block in 6th grade during a group project. We've been BF's ever since. Also I have another BF named Bella. Me and Bella were BF's since 4th grade because she sat next to me in class. She is very quiet though she still manages to have a boyfriend. His name is Oliver Benjamin. They make a good couple because they are both some of the most quiet people in our school. They've been together for about 3 mouths! But anyway if they found out they would probably think I'm weird too and not be my friends! AaAAaAaAaAAAAAaaa! They would all probably hate me everyone I know! The whole school would Probably hate me! I would be a goner! So yeah that's why I won't and never will tell anybody and I need to find a boy crush fast.

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