Shame Pt. 3

...Hiiii, I'm jinnie.. ...

...Anneyoooong.. ...

...I'm a lovely and friendly 'cat' 🐱 (woman) ...

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...This is my story about 📜...

...me 🐱 and my spouse; Park Jihoon Treasure 🐼...

...(😁🙈, I'm sorry..) ...

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...Park Jihoon 💘 Me...

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...Everything is my imagination ...

...I don't mean to discredit anybody...

...They belong to their parents...

...Real them are real them...

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...Happy Reading...

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...One Tittle One Story, Can be Towards or Forwards...

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..."SHAME PT.3"...

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🐼 pov

I couldn't sleep.

But I acted.

Slowly I opened my eyes.

Looked at to my left side.

My life was sleeping.

Even our bedroom was dark.

But I could see her face.

Shining beautifully under moonlight that came in from our glass window.

What a cold night.

I couldn't feel her warm.

I touched her hair that fell down to her face.

Did I bother my life?

Did I make this cute and soft Angel in hard situation?

Did I touch her too much?

What to do?

I couldn't control myself.

Felt like my hands fit on her.

I even couldn't hold when I didn't smell her specific scent.

Supposed to cuddle her along night on my chest, but always ended, by me staying at her chest.

How bad I was.

I rubbed my face hard.

Walked down from our bed.

Went out from our bedroom.

I was afraid I couldn't control myself if I kept staring at my love.

🐱 pov

Jihoon left me alone on our bed.

He never did that. Never.

I couldn't hold my tears.

I woke up.

Sat in front of our window.

I hugged my knees.

It was cold.

Wind blew my shoulders.

This thin and sleeveless pajama never made me cold before.

Did Jihoon hate me?

Suddenly my past trauma came into my brain.

How my parents lied each other.

How they fought in front of me.

How my papa slapped my mama.

I felt so dizzy.

Jihoon, is there someone else now in your heart?

My weakness.

I couldn't cry.

I'm not allowed to cry.

I will loss my energy.

I lied down on our carpet. Tried hard to blink my eyes.

I was so, and truly..

Truly tired.

🐼 pov

Eomma was so angry on the phone.

"I know you're stupid, but I don't know that you're truly idiot..

How could you think like that?

Those bad people just wanted to break you and m/n..

Idiot..

Idiot..

I know m/n well..

She loves your touch..

She loves everything about you, my son..

Now go back to your bedroom..

Go hug her back..

Do everything that you two always do.."

I whipped my tears.

"Yes eomma, thank you.."

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I walked back to our bedroom. Couldn't wait to sniff my life.

But..

I..

Was..

So shock..

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"M/n.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

M/n lied down on carpet.

"Chagi.. Are you ok...????"

She was so weak. But she struggled to push me.

"Gooooo.. Gooooooo.. Awaaaay.."

She looked at me with her wet eyes.

"Baby, are you crying?????"

I touched her cheeks. But she brushed my hands off.

"Whyyyy??? Why are you looking at me like that?"

She cried so much.

I didn't know what to do.

"Whyyy???? Just goooo.. Goooooo.. I don't want to see your face..

Goooooooo.."

She really pushed me as strong as she could.

I felt so sorry.

I didn't understand what's happening. But my heart so broke to see m/n like that.

I stood up.

I walked forward.

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I went out from our bedroom..

Tbc

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