Jungkook's plan

“Listen, please get over YN. You do know that she has never shown interest in you right? And, she has a boyfriend now whom I'm pretty sure would propose to her anytime.” stated Namjoon as he leaned back on the sofa. I helplessly looked at Tae, hoping he would at least vouch for me. “Im sorry Jungkook, Namjoon is right here.” My heart sank when the rest of my friends -Jimin, Suga, Jin, and Hobi- nodded, looking down in disappointment. “I know you guys are best friends but she is like a sister to us too and I think it's better that you let her go,” added Hobi.

I realized that they wouldn’t support me in what I was about to ask them, which meant I had to do it alone.

I knew it was insane. But for the worse, I had already arrived at a point of no return. Seven years have past and yet, she became more and more irresistible. I wasn’t a maniac. I just loved her dearly. I was able to have a good life like a normal person in the day, but every night I played her image and our conversations over and over again believing that one day I would only have to open my eyes to see her at night.

Calm and joyful, she always was. I always lost myself in her voice, got carried away by her words into the deep video where it was just the both of us. Her mere presence always made my heart beat faster, even after all those years later. Apart from her vibrant personality, she was the most beautiful person I’ve laid my eyes on.

It was unfair to her, the pain she felt when she fell in love only for it to never last. But I was good enough for her. In fact, better. I could take care of her the best and understand her deeply, she said so herself.

I truly wanted to confess my everlasting feelings for her, but the more we became closer, the more I was hesitant knowing it would never be the same if I did and she didn’t accept it. But that wasn’t the only reason. She never saw me as anything other than the friend who stuck with her throughout. Isn’t that enough for her to fall in love with me?

I tried being with other women, hoping one of them would love me and I love them the same. But none could ever understand me and like me for who I am. In their eyes, I was the lead singer of a popular band. But in hers, I was Jungkook.

The paid actress I hired was part of an underground network who neither knew about me nor did she know who she was dealing with. I figured it was safer this way for me. She would be enough to dissolve YN’s relationship with Jackson. But guilt made its way into me as I found myself on the verge of tears over what I was doing. Questions about my decisions popped up and washed me over. “Is this even right?” “Will I ever be good enough for her after all I’ve put her through?” Nonetheless, I had already gone too far to back out now.

Author's note: What do you think Jungkook would do? Comment down your guesses! And, the next few chapters would be from YN's POV so stay tuned for tomorrow!

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