Episode 1
Rio
[ I am only a voiceless poster]
Rio
[ someone who was always told to stay quite and out of the way ]
Rio
[ to be polite and just look pretty]
Rio
[ and most importantly, not to embarrassing them ]
Rio
[ ever since my mother died 8 years ago ]
Rio
[ my dad became cold and distant, he married the first sl*t that he found .]
Rio
[That sl*t became my new stepmom or shall I say master ]
Rio
[She had a daughter who was the same age as me ]
Rio
[ she and her daughter loved to beat me up and make my life miserable]
Rio
[whenever my dad left for a business trip , I’d be the main amusement]
Rio
[ they would beat me for months and make me clean and cook ]
Rio
[ they were smart , they never hit my face and never left any marks ]
Rio
[ and when my dad returned , they treat me like a slave and my dad turned a blind eye ]
Rio
[ I’m sure that he blamed me for mother’s death ]
Rio
[ I was in the same car , when the accident happened]
Rio
[ it was my birthday and She wanted to make me happy , she took us on the most amazing trip , we were so happy but on our way back there was a storm and the boat flipped , the crew ship and my mom died ,after that I don’t remember what happened and who saved me but , ever since I’ve been claustrophobic and afraid of the sea ]
Rio
[ I learned to deal with my problems, by isolating my real self from others , ]
Rio
[ when ever people where around , I’d put the biggest smile I could show ]
Rio
[ I was always told that I have a Beautiful face and slim body like a girl , and being compare to a girls wasn’t fun ]
Rio
[ after a while I started drowning in my own head , no matter how much I tried I was always pulled down , unable to speak or move my own body ]
Rio
[ I received commands and acted ]
Rio
[ like a little robot ]
Rio
[ I avoided people because being close to people and having them disappointed in me and hate me is what made me drown more ]
Rio
I never show my tears or any hint of sadness in front of others .
Rio
[ I hated this world and I couldn’t wait to leave it ]
Rio
I had 4 escapes \ 1 - sleeping / 2- music / 3 - animals /4 books and writing / 5 collage
Rio
Whenever these 3 where around I could forget everything around me and focus on it
Rio
When I sleep I feel and peace , music helps me drown out the noice and animals , specially cats help me forget and give me a hint of happiness / I love to like to book but it’s my passion to become a novelist
Rio
Collage is the only place where I don’t have to pretend , because no one knows who I am there
Rio
Even though my family treated my like a outsider and a slave , they still had expectations
Rio
My dad expected me to have high grades and learn the piano and be a star in others eyes
Rio
I tried my best to live up to them
Rio
[And I did but I had a passion to write , I always had a book in my hand , and always wrote ]
Rio
[my dad hated that didn’t allow anyone to find out , so I published them under a pen name ]
Rio
[ my books became popular and that made me happy ]
Rio
[ although it was also troublesome because if anyone found out I’d be dead for sure ]
Rio
Anyways I’m a pretty pathetic person for being like this and I hate it but what am I supposed to do ,
Rio
I sometimes feel like it would be better if everyone just left me alone
Rio
Well these are my thought anyways
Comments