my player 2 Kenma kozume x reader

"See told you I'll beat your *** up!"

"Not fair, You always win."

"I will win if I want to kenma, well you lost so bye bye." You said as you packed your things up.

Kenma grabbed your wrist making you face him "Com'mon y/n its friday."

"So what?" you looked at him with a serious face.

"There's no class tomorrow, let's play please y/n."

"Hmm..? And what'll I get in exchange?" You asked.

"What about the latest video game you wanted?"

"I already have it, guess this is goodbye." You chuckled.

"What about that comic you wanted?"

"Too late it's sold out" You sadly said.

"Nope I bought one before it's sold out." He evily laughed.

"Okay!! Okay!! I'm staying, but only for that comic."

"It's a deal then." He smiled

"Now give it to me you kitty"

"Nope, not yet you'll get it in the morning, your tricks won't work"

"Yeah yeah, now let me take a bath, I still have alot of spare clothes here scince you always beg me to stay"

"Ohh, its inside my closet just grab it."

"Ok."

"Hurry up cause i'm gonna beat your ***"

"If you can." You laughed.

you remembered as you and kenma are close friends scince your grade school. kenma and you would always play video games together, you would prank each other often, and get in trouble together. kenma is known by the others as sweet, silent, and nice, but his not like that when he's with you, he's nice and sweet to you too but in a different way and he is different when his with you. You once asked him why?, and he just looked at you and said"I just wanna be differently real when i'm with you." and from that you became lovers. You ware crying as you remembered these moments, words, sentences, and smiles you gave each other.

"I'm sorry y/n but you need to move on." kuroo said hugging you tightly.

"No, he's not dead. kenma is still here." you said looking up to the lad. "He wont leave me"

kuroo sighed "He won't, but he already did."

"But it's not what he wanted." You said braking the hug.

"look y/n, sometimes unexpected things happen while we're unprepared, but it doesn't mean we can't move on and continue living."

"Kenma died because of me, if it wasn't because of me, h-he should've been still alive!! F*ck that truck, the company, th- everyone in that company. They took him away from me, he was the only one I have, I wanna die!!"

"listen y/n!! calm down!! nobody wanted this to happen, yes you're angry because kenma died, kenma died because of you!! he died because he sacrificed himself for you, because he wanted you to live, an-and now you're saying you wanna die?"

"you don't understand"

"I do y/n, he's my best friend"

You sat on the ground with kuroo looking at kenma's grave, telling yourself to move on from kenma but you just can't. "You should go now kuroo, you still have alot of patients waiting for you at the hospital."

"What about you?"

"I'll be fine alone."

"Alright" You looked at kuroo as his figure disappeared, you looked at the sakura tree behind you and smiled sadly as one of it's flower fell at kenma's grave.

"look kenma it's so beautiful."

"But not as beautiful as you" you heard a familiar voice coming from your back, you turned around shocked of what you saw.

"k-kenma" You ran towards him and hugged him tight crying as he hugged back."You came back, I knew you'd come back"

"I didn't come back y/n, but im here to say goodbye" He smiled sadly, tears falling from his eyes.

"Goodbye? don't say goodbye to me kenma. please stay here." you begged.

"I wish I could but I couldn't do that."

" Then I'll come with you."

"I won't let you come."

"why not?"

" Cause your still need to live"

"what's the purpose of living when i'm without you?"

"look y/n, i'm dead but it doesn't mean you

should be too, I want you to live happily. If you can't do it for yourself, then do it for me."

"Live happily? I could live without you, but I couldn't live happily without you."

"Move on y/n, move on from me. you don't need to love me forever."

"why do you sound like you're pushing me away?"

"I'm not pushing you away, i'm helping you to get away"

"what if I don't wanna let go?"

"nothing last forever y/n"

"but love does."

"no y/n, love could."

" you're right love could, then why not stay?"

"Even if I stay, I still need to say goodbye."

"remember that scary game we played where the girl almost died?"

"then we tried to saved her."

"but we failed."

"no matter how hard we tried."

"and the boy just cried."

"just like our love for each other, no matter how hard we try we can't save it."

"But we could in another life." you smiled as you sat beside his grave once again tapping the space next to you telling kenma to sit beside you. you rested your head to his shoulder as he rest his to your head. "Promise me that you will still love me till our next life"

"I won't promise, but I will love you till our next life and until our next, next life. just like the game we played where the boy was reincarnated and we needed to correct his failures and turn it into success.

"and in that life he saved his mom before she was killed, I will do that too. I will save us."

"I love you my player two." tears dripping from both your eyes filled the grass as he kissed you.

"I love you too my player one."

"you should move on from me and be happy, set yourself free. Cause i'm already setting you free, I can't be your player one anymore but you'll always be my player two. From now on don't cry because of me, I don't wanna see you crying up there, if you cry because of me it makes me feel bad. Don't say I died because of you, cause I died for you. dont say, you should have died instead of me, cause I died for you to live. Be happy, smile, live. If you can't do it for yourself do it for me y/n. I love you my player one"

"I will live for you, I will smile, be happy. I will do those for you. But I will never let you go, you're the only one I love nor loved. And your the only one that'll make me smile the brightest, laugh the loudest. you will always be my player one. I love you too kenma."

"and I love you more, more than anything. And no one could love you more than how I love you. It may be hard to say but goodbye y/n." he kissed you once again but for the last time.

"I love you too my player two" you answered as he fades away, leaving you behind but before he left you he pushed something to your hand, you looked at it and saw it was a ring with an infinity sign.

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