Chapter 5

IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER

*Mrs han: I am Milo wife and when he decided to take such a step I was astonished so I made him my godson and I just can't stand my son getting bullied .

sana: thank you miss

Mrs han: don't call me miss just be Anny and I am only 26 so unnie will be ok.

nayeon: you are so young I thought

milo: well we got married when we were 18 so that's why

all: hoo

suddenly a small kid comes and hugs haruto

?? HARUTO MY BROTHER* hugs haruto* why are you crying

Mrs han: jim where are your manners

jim: hoo sorry hello all I am han jim. and hello omma

sana: me?😕😕

jim: yes you because you are haruto omma so that means you are also mine I can call you that right.

sana: yeah sure

like this they all talked a little and nayeon and mrs Han because good friends because of there same personality and soon they left because Jim and haruto fall asleep while playing

mina: looks like fans will not oppose us after this hundreds of people are supporting us now unnie we and haruto can live peacefully now.

sana: looks he is sleeping so cutely. awww my little squirrel .

Mina: are you even listening what I am saying

all except mina: no

mina signs and looks at haruto again and she also thinks how cute he is

nayeon: Sana let's go

father: here Sana his documents and legal papers .

sana: thank you

like this Sana and all of them left the orphanage while tzuyu carries haruto and Sana carries haruto luggages*.

continued

inside the van

haruto sleeping in tzuyu shoulders

tzuyu: look unnies he is hugging me so tightly I think he thought my shoulders are his pillows .

sana: mine is better *hump*

jeongyeon: someone is jealous

suddenly haruto started to cry because of nightmare and hugged tzuyu tightly.

tzuyu: shhh it's ok we all are here calm down ok . calm down baby shhh.

than haruto calms down and sleeps again.

nayeon: looks like someone has to sleep with haruto for makeing him feel better .

momo: simple he will sleep with me

sana: why I am his omma he will sleep with me

jhiyo: I am the leader and the most responsible he will sleep with me

nayeon: no I am the eldest so and the prettiest he will sleep with me.

tzuyu: all of you calm down he will wake up if you all are like this

all: sorry

by listening to this manager was smiling how happy they were.

after reaching the drom.

manager: girls we are here go take some rest I also have to make report about today's accident.

sana: bye unnie

momo: I will take out the luggage.

like this they went inside the house. and haruto was still sticking to tzuyu

tzuyu: *whispers* baby wake up we are home wake up.

haruto: 10 more minutes imo please

tzuyu: no you have sleep enough now wake up

haruto: ok

sana: ok then it's decided everyone gets to sleep with haruto one each day ok.

all: done

haruto: well omma I want to spend time with you today please.

sana: sure my love come. let's go to the company then

haruto: is it ok for me to go . I mean what if I got lost.

sana: it's ok hold my hand and you will not be lost. come here * carries and kisses haruto*

haruto: please tell me I am still dreaming. I always wanted it my mama carrying me kiss me hugging me . I missed it

sana: now you will not . forget about past let's make good new memories ok

haruto: ok

jhiyo: hmmm Sana unnie we are here can you see us

Sana and haruto: no

jeongyeon: like mother like son

all: hahahaha

haruto: mama how is this place can you tell me .

sana: sure. but I think it would be better if jihyo do it because I am not good at it

haruto: *sad* ok it's fine

jhiyo and others notices it

jhiyo: why whould I do that he is your son you do it.

haruto: it's ok imo you can tell me later .

everyone see haruto was a little sad even Sana noticed it and felt guilty.

sana: sorry haruto if I made you feel bad

haruto: no no it's ok. it's ok.*tears* it's not ok why mama do you still don't accept me. why are you always so rude.

sana: haruto *cuts her*

haruto: no no it's fine I am ok see I am good what can I expect every people are like that . you will throw me again when you are bored.

sana: haruto that's enough stop it .

cheayoung: *whispered* calm down unnie go take him to your room. spend some time ok we will handle pd-nim.

sana: ok. haruto love I know you are still not trusting me but everything will be ok. I will not throw you I am not playing with you.

haruto: then where were you . I know I always told myself no it's not her fault she left me no it was the situation. the why now why mama why now you

tzuyu: calm down haruto

sana: no tzuyu let him say what he want to say.

haruto: why mama I was a baby you left me I always tried not to blame you but I still deep down I always blamed you. I just want to know one thing you took me in because you pity me of how I am or because you love me .

Sana was silent she didn't say anything she was in a shock for how many negative thoughts his son has

haruto: I knew it you never loved me you just took me in because you pity me .

sana: no haruto you are wrong

haruto: am I ?. then let me ask where were you when I needed you the most why you never came to visit me. why

sana: because I didn't know where the orphanage was

haruto: that much is you answer you didn't know. ok then

dhayun: haruto I think you should calm down first

haruto: no imo I want answers I never show it but I am dieing inside every day I want to kill myself . I want answers . I didn't show it at that time because I didn't wanted my mama reputation to get damaged.

haruto: mama answer me truthfully swear on me. did you really did not recognize me at that time when I can to see you at they fan meet. answer me truthfully

Sana : no I didn't

haruto: I said truthfully

Sana sigh and says

sana: yes I knew you were there because I saw the father and raconized him but I was a fool I pretended not to know you because of my currer at that time. but after that I tried to find you but you and the father left.

haruto: hahahahahahaah so you knew then why did you gave birth to me when you already decided to torture me like this first by leave me then pretending to not to know me and suddenly trying to by a ideal mom. why

sana: because I regret leaveing you I regret everything I did and I just want to correct the things.

haruto: that means answer is simple you don't love me as your son for you I am just a regret mistake like others say. I should have killed myself at that time

*slap*

sana: don't say that don't never . who said I didn't love you I cried for 8 years daily for living you I tried to find you daily but I didn't get it

haruto: you love me then prove it mama. prove it. to tell you my truth I am very depressed I have breathing problems when I get too stressed I wanted to kill myself every day *takes of his shirt*

see these

all were stunned

haruto: there were done my the people who tried to foster me everyone who fostered me take me as there punching bag see there cuts after that I declined to get fostered ever again I started drawing after that I was happy but the our orphanage got burned we became homeless I managed everything from what I earned then I became blind I started earning From a age of 5 I lost my childhood my eyes , my mama, everything now I suddenly started getting everything back but what because you or others pity me I don't need pity I need love a motherly love your kisses, your hugs , your scoldings, spending time with you everything.

everyone were shocked from listening to this especially Sana. Sana hugs haruto and kisses the kid everywhere and hugs him tightly

sana: I know you are hurt and I never pity you I bring you back because you are my son ok. you are my love my everything well I didn't understand at that time because I was not mature but now for me you are the my world my life everything everyone has to go through me before they touch you . I will hug you , kiss you, dote you, scold you , love you . give me a chance my baby please if you leave me I can't leave seriously so please .

haruto cried cried for too long everyone tried calm him down after some time he was still hugging Sana and and sitting on her laps

sana: you ok now

then haruto realized what he had done and feels guilty

haruto: I am sorry mama I shouldn't have said that . please don't leave me I am Afriad. for me world is dark . please mama take care of me. don't leave me

sana: I will not now let me help you take a quick bath you stinks and then we will eat something and then I am all yours .

haruto: ok

jeongyeon: water is ready go bath him and be careful floor is slippery ok .

Sana: don't worry I will carry him carefully.

jeongyeon: I am not talking about haruto I am talking about you clumsy squirrel .

Sana: yha I am not clumsy ok it's just I fall down sometimes.

jeongyeon: haruto come I will help you

haruto first hagitated but suddenly

jeongyeon: don't worry I am seen you ***** multiple times it's not a new things and you are my nephew so come

jeongyeon goes and carries haruto and takes him to the bathroom

jeongyeon: let's bath

jeongyeon helps him and he also smile and feels comfortable after the bath