Part One

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It was Saturday evening and I was watching some Kdrama on TV. It is really hard to explain how lonely I feel right now. Jungkook is at the gym working out with his friends. I used to go with him but he doesn't want me to go anymore. It's been like that since the last week he keeps going to the gym everyday. I just don't understand why.

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the main door opening. I saw him enter the living room with his gym bag hanging on one of his shoulders. He was wearing a black short with a black armhole tank top. He looked so hot with his curly wet hair which was sticking on his forehead.

Can someone look this handsome after going to gym. It feels hot over here.

I stood up walking my way towards him to greet him. I siqiuzed his cheeks and said: " Is my baby tiered?"

Jk: "hmm" he replayed without even making an eye contact with me.

Y/N: " Are you hungry?" I asked still caressing his cheeks.

Jk: " Oh god why are you so clingy. Just let me go up stairs to take a shower. And no I am not hungry."

Y/N: " Cause I missed you babe! " I said in a high pitched voice ignoring whatever he said to me and placing a fake smile on my face.

Jk: " Why are you yelling!"

Y/N: "I am not"

Jk: "just stop it Y/N, I am really tired. The sweat is dripping of my face and in top of that you are clinging your self on me. I don't like it."

Y/N: " O-ok,I -I'm sorry."

Jk: " Whatever, just let go of me already. You know what? If Lisa was my girlfriend she wouldn't be like this at all she would have understood me"

Y/N: " W-who??" Am I hearing things wrong did he just say Lisa??

Jk:" Lisa, my friend did you become deaf now." He replayed with a harsh tone.

I didn't say anything else, I just let go of his cheeks, left the living room and went straight to our shared bedroom. I understand now he wasn't with the boys he was with her. It's been more than a week since Jungkook met Lisa. they first met in the gym when she was working out near us. And guess what?! she approached him and asked for his number as if I was invisible and he gave it to her without any hesitation. God I feel so disappointed. I guess this is why he changed. All because of her.

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It's been a month and Jungkook keeps telling me that I am clingy and comparing me to Lisa. If I eat he says that the way she eats is better than mine. If I wear something he would say that if Lisa wears that it would look better on her. I just don't understand how did they become this close. What did she do to him to make him interested in her this much. I am not the type of being jealous. I didn't even think of being jealous over him in my whole life. And if I become jealous I would convince myself that he is my boyfriend and that he is only mine. But this Lisa girl just gives me bad feelings about her relationship with Jungkook I am tired already I think if he compares me once more to her I will burst out.

I went straight to the shower after I took some of my clothes so I could wear them in the bathroom instead of coming out with a towel. I bet that Jungkook will call me a slut when I come out like that.

When I come out of the shower Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the bed. And as I moved away from the bathroom door I saw him enter quickly inside so that he could take a shower as well.

I laid down on the bed thinking about our relationship. I was thinking that it's not working out anymore, when Jungkook suddenly came out of the bathroom and laid down on the bed after drying his wet hair. I pretended to be asleep cause I didn't want to see him in front of me, I feel so hurt. My thoughts were cut of when I heard him say

Jk: "Y/N??" I didn't reply

Jk:" Y/N goodnight"

I still didn't respond to him. Believe me I want to but nothing is coming out of my mouth.

Jk:"Why aren't you talking to me like before?!"

Y/N: " What do you mean ? I am still the way I used to be with you" I said as I moved my body so that I am facing him.

Jk:" no you are not. You are not greeting me anymore and you are not talking to me you are not even being clingy to me like before."

Y/N:" I just got tired you know"

Jk:" WOW just like that"

Y/N:" Why do you even care? You were the one who told me to stop being clingy and all touchy touchy."

Jk: " I just-I just wanted some space."

Y/N: " that's good and I am giving you space right now." I said while going back to my previous position with my back facing him.

I felt his arms caressing my waist and then slowly moving to me belly. His face went deep into my neck sniffing my sent. I froze in my place. My mind blocked. I missed him. I missed his touches. I came back to reality when. He hovered over me sucking on my neck. I tried to push him but he was strong. He didn't even move an inch.

Y/N: "Jungkook"

Jk: " Hmmm" he hummed in respond.

Y/N: " please s-stop"

Jk: "Why?"

Y/N: " I am not in the mood" I lied to him I was in the mood but thinking of how he is been acting towards me makes me feel that he is doing this just for fun and for his horny ***. Not because he missed me and not because he wants me.

Jk: " No I am not going to move" he said

Y/N: "Just move. I don't want it" I said pushing him with both of my hands.

Jk: " Ok, ok - fine. I am gonna move." He said laying down on the bed. The silence took over us, but not for too long because he broke it with his words. Not only the silence he broke my heart with them as well.

Jk: "If Lisa was my girlfriend she would of have let me do her right now." My head turned towards him so fast that it felt like it broke. My eyes widened. I was on the verge of crying but I don't want him to see me all broken.

Jk: "I bet she would feel better in my arms. she is experienced a lot more than you." He said with a smirk on his face

Y/N: "That's it!!! I am done with this bullshit. If you want her that much why do you keep coming home everyday. Just break up with me. I am not forcing you to stay with me. You want someone experienced?! Fine go to her and I will go do that thing with every single guy I meet so that I will be more 'experienced' Mr. Jeon. And I am going to do it right now. I am gonna go to clubs and **** whomever I meet." I fired back at him. I am not gonna stay calm this time I am not an idiot that he can play with.

I stood up quickly making my way to my closet to collect my clothes and search for something to wear tonight because I am really serious this time.

I was about to grab the door handle when I heard him say: "What did you just say?" He get of the bed, walking strait towards me.

Y/N: "I said I will sleep with other guys so that I will become experienced in those thin-" my words were cut by him grabbing my wrist. He slammed my body hard to the wall and punched the area beside my head.

Jk: "If you ever talk about these stuff again I am gonna make you regret the day you were born. You can't sleep with anyone other than me. You are mine. Every inch of you is mine. Do you hear that?" He said in a high pitched voice. He seemed so mad. But why?? he doesn't have the right to be mad. He is the one who said that I am not experienced and yet he doesn't want me to sleep with anyone.

Y/N: "I am not yours anymore. And I will never be. If you keep comparing me to other girls and keep telling me that they might feel even better, that means that I will find someone better than you. Someone who will make me feel every single feeling of pleasure. I can do that as well."

I yelled as tears streamed down my face from my eyes to my flushed cheeks. Jk: " No fucking way I will let somebody touch you. Even lay a finger on you." Jungkook said as he closed the gap between us even more. Our foreheads were touching. His breath was gaming on my lips. I didn't look at him. My gaze was on the ground. Jk: " I will break their hands if they touch you. I will take of their eye balls if they even look at you. I am gonna cut their noses if they even try to smell your sent. Everything in you is mine. It is not even yours to decide what to do with it. If it's about making you feel pleasure I am gonna make sure that you won't leave your bed for ages just to show you how good I can make you feel." He said caressing my cheeks with his hand.

Jk: " Don't say that ever again. You don't know how terrible it makes me feel."

Y/N: "Will I am sure it wouldn't feel the same as I have been feeling for the whole month. I feel like I want to end everything with you. I don't want anything to do with you anymore." I said harshly moving his hand off my face.

Jk: " In your dreams I will never leave."

Y/N: " Like hell you will." I said as I moved away from him almost running towards my closet. He grabbed my wrist and slammed my body to the wall once more but this time even harsher.

Jk: "You see those lips "

he said as he caressed his thumb on my lower lip.

Jk: "These are mine to kiss mine to taste mine to tear."

My breath hitches. It felt like there is something blocking my throat.

Jk: " Those eyes are mine to look at. mine to be lost in. Mine to admire."

He said looking at my eyes. It felt like he was looking into my soul not my eyes. He nuzzled his face deep into my neck.

Jk: "This scent is mine to sniff. Your skin is Mine to suck. Mine to lick. Mine to mark. No ones mark can be on it other than mine."

He said every single word as he does the action of it afterwords. My legs felt so numb that I couldn't stand anymore. His hands were touching all around my body I couldn't push him a way.

Y/N: "Jungkook sto- Ah" a whimper escape my mouth when he suddenly grabbed my lower part.

Jk: " This is mine too...... Do you think I will let anybody see this expression of your after I touched you. Do you think I will let a bastard touch you here." He said as he tightened his grip on my region

Jk: "Never. No one is allowed to hear those moans of yours. Literally no one can touch you. You are mine."

I don't know why but I felt the urge to cry. My tears slowly fall off my eyes. Why am I this pathetic why can't I say something? Why am I letting him touch me?

Y/N: "I can't stay with somebody who always thinks about other girls while he is with me. That doesn't makes things equal. You keep talking about Lisa so please just leave. Go to her" I said as I looked at his eyes. He moved his hand away from my lower part. A small smile was placed on his face. He is not taking me serious.

Jk: " I am sorry, I did wrong. I really didn't mean anything of it. It was just a test." He said dropping his head on my shoulders.

Y/N: "W-what test?"I asked confused.

Jk: " I wanted to make sure that you really love me. You are not the type of becoming jealous. Whenever a girl talks to me, whenever they touch me. You won't even bother. I thought that you don't really love me that's why. When I first met with Lisa I saw that look on your face for the first time. I wanted you to be jealous over me. All of my hyungs keep telling me stories about there wife's being jealous. They told that women are very jealous, so I wanted to see if you will be jealous. I know you are thinking that I am weird and all of that. But I really wanted to make you jealous I really wanted to feel how much do you consider me as yours. I did all of this just to make you jealous for once. I really wanted to see if you could become as crazy as me when I am jealous. I am sorry. I really am. She really doesn't mean anything to me. I haven't even met her since then." He was crying his heart out. I felt his tears wetting my shirt and seeking down through it. Hitting my shoulders. It really itched my heart. I don't like seeing him cry.

Jk: "Please don't leave me. I will never do something like that again." He said lifting his head of my shoulders and looking straight to my eyes.

Y/N: "....... Stupid. You are really stupid. If I don't do anything it doesn't mean that I am happy with it or that I am not jealous. It is just that I know you are mine and no one can take you from me." I said as I hold both of his cheeks between my palms.

Y/N: " I love you, I really do. But please don't do that ever again. You really broke my heart. I will leave you for real the next time." I continue hugging him tightly. He was shaking. I knew that he is honest. I just believed him. He is my everything.

Jk: "That means that you won't leave me. Wait! You will not even think of leaving. I won't let you go. You're mine. Forever and ever."

Y/N: "Hmmmm" I hummed in respond

Jk: "Then that means that I can do what ever I want to you. I am forgiven " He said as he carried me on his shoulders and dropped me on the bed.

Jk: "I am gonna make you regret even thinking about sleeping with other guys. It turned out that I am not making you feel pleasure." He hovered over me and brought his face near mine as he whispered.

Jk: "I am gonna make you mine once more." And he devoured my lips in a kiss as if there is no tomorrow.

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