Locked memories.

A small crowd of annoying students had already formed around us enjoying our little drama.

I seriously had the urge to distribute popcorn among them and say,

" Hope you enjoy this little fucķinģ drama of ours. And do check out the previous episodes so we have more views and likes."

But poor me was already fighting back tears, how could I change from a weepy kid to a savage Suga.

Damn I feel like I have let down my idols.

Still I stood there like a fool, head down ,really not knowing if it was in fright or shame. And to be honest I was literally quivering under all that peer pressure.

It was hard to describe what I was feeling.

A lot of emotions were running through me.

"Aren't you a little too scared to be called a murderer. I mean killers shouldn't be afraid of their deeds right lynn? " Damien said quite loudly, blank eyes with no emotion except loathe reflecting in his words.

And as soon as those painful words escaped his lips, I flinched and slowly my surroundings stopped.

Yes.Murderer. I'm a murderer.

It's funny and also amazing at the same time that how only one word can crumble your whole world.

I was miserable after hearing all his accusations. I didn't know what to say. All I could remember was that night 3 years ago.

"Now aren't you a little short for words." He said sarcastically while closing the distance between us and leaned in a bit so that his head was at the same level as mine.

His words were a mere whisper but I could feel his intense gaze on me.

As I stood there frozen on the spot, lost in my own thoughts, he continued.

Although this time before he went ahead, he shot a deadly glare to all the spectators.

Sure enough just one signal from him and all the students began to disperse, minding their own businesses.

Just me and him alone for now.

He began, saying more coldly and harshly then.

"Do you still remember her painful expression, her cries and her pleas? Didn't she deserve a second chance Lynn? Why did you have to be a fųcking coward and not save her. If it wasn't for you, she would be here with us right now. Do you know that?"

He was literally screaming.

The bitterness and displeasure was clear in his voice and eyes.

I winced at the disgust in his voice and jerked my head up. Back to reality

Drip drop.

Tears were freely flowing and running down my cheeks rapidly

Without my awareness I was already crying.

"N-no, Damien....it's no-not my fault. I was helpless at tha-t time..." I managed to blurt out, trying to defend myself but too no avail.

I myself knew I was lying. I could have done something. Anything.

His skeptical eyes bore into mine and his words pierced  through my heart.

I can't take this anymore.

Why? Why even you blame me? Why did the only two people who gave me hope and a reason to smile leave me.

One is dead and the other hates me too the core.

Just why?

What did I do to deserve this?.

What took me two and a half years to forget, recovered its place back into my mind.

What sucked me into the darkness and threw me into the abyss wasn't alone the work of that accident but instead because everyone refused to believe me.

I still stared at Damien helplessly. Trying to find some answers.

But then my head started spinning and  I....I was just too tired. I needed to take a break. I need to have some rest. I can't anymore, I just can't put up with this.

Slowly my vicinity began to blur and before I knew it, I got engulfed into the darkness once again and collapsed on the ground.

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yo guys author here.

sowwy for making short chapters but since I got school I cant update.

Anyways that's it imma vanish now -.-

bye bye

~shy gurl

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