Taehyung walked lifelessly into the campus. He was physically and emotionally drained from all the crying, and was slowly coming to terms that everything that happened the last two weeks were real.
Every place every corner kept reminding him of a certain male, one who was his everything. The ice cream store he would always stop at with him to order their favorite ice cream flavor stood behind the corner, it's aural dull as if following the latter.
Taehyung found himself walking slowly towards the cafe.
Him, jimin and jungkook always dine here before heading home.
"Welcome Sir. What would you like to order."
The Steward at the cafe asked politely at taehyung.
"Strawberry flavoured ice cream please."
It was his favorite flavor.
Taehyung have always wondered why he liked this particular flavor so much that he would reject any other given to him.
He felt his eyes prickle with tears and felt his heart weight more than it usually does.
If only jimin had been with him, if only jimin had not done it, then maybe taehyung would have been fine.
"Here's your order. Enjoy."
Everything changed after that unfaithful day, a day that completely ruin taehyung, but he swore to remain strong at least for jungkook who was finding it even more hard than he was.
After having a very chilled cream to make him feel alive again, he walked back home the way he came.
He used to love the campus, it was a place where he had so many wonderful memories, but now he can't help but feel the pain, loneliness and sorrow it now caused him.
He pulled off his shoes and walk into his small apartment, one where he had shared with the two people he loved the most.
Jungkook was the first person he layed eyes upon, his lifeless eyes staring longingly at jimin smiling picture as if jimin would pop out of it anytime soon.
"Yah, quite doing that."
Taehyung tried, his voice breaking at the end.
It was as if the attention was all jungkook needed to come to the realization that jimin would never pop out from the picture.
"Hyung it hurts so much. I just want to hold him again, I want him back hyung.
Please do something."
Jungkook was really close with jimin, jimin was the only one who was ready to give jungkook anything he wanted, jimin was jungkook rock and now he was gone.
"I wish I could kook. I want him back too."
He cried as he embraced his boyfriend in his arms, trying to comfort him as best as he could, even if his heart was hurting.
After some few seconds they both calmed down a bit.
"Do you want to take a bath? "
Jungkook asked the stiff taehyung who was laying on his laps Wordlesly.
"No I'm fine."
He answered. He strech out his arms to caress jungkook cheeks.
Even if fate has taken jimin away from him, he was glad he still has jungkook with him.
"I love you."
He whispered to the beautiful man he was glad to call his.
"I love you too hyung."
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Jimin sat at the bench, on the campus ground. He has been stuck in this place for the past two weeks.
He waited patiently for anyone of his friends he would come pick him up, but it seems they wouldn't be coming anytime soon.
He wanted to go back home but he can't remember the way back. He can't remember anything apart from his friends and family. Even memories about them were still a bit blur.
He was confused
No one actually tried to help him out. No one cares if his sitting in the cold morning to night trying to figure out who he was and where his home is.
He sit and watch as bunch of different personality walk their way towards that tall building he assume was a place he once knew since he was stuck here.
"Are you lost? "
Jimin regaled form stiffens at the voice.
No one actually tried to approach him, but the sudden voice of a male, jimin assumed, was calling out to him.
He slowly looked up at the site before him.
They stare momentarily at one another before jimin dimed it enough to stop.
"I think so. I can't seem to remember the way home. I've been in for a while now."
Jimin answered. His voice filled with pain and sadness but yet to unknown reason.
"You can find home. But you will never be a part of it any longer."
The stranger smiled sadly as he took a sit beside the male.
He stared ahead blankly as students from different parts of the world tried to make something of themselves.
"I used to study hard you know, but what use is it when we are all gonna end up like this. By the way I'm Baekhyung."
Jimin was confused. Why did he say "end up this way". Would everyone be lost like he is.
" You are now like me friend. We're no longer a part of this world, and sooner or later we will seize to exist."
Life is tough, we all try our best to become the better version of ourself, but all that end when we seize to breathe like every other normal being.
Jimin felt the first tear since he was sitting here rolled down his chin.
He knew from the start that what baekhyung said was true but he didn't want to believe it. He knew people didn't help him out because they couldn't see or touch him anymore but he waited for someone to prove it wrong but it wasn't the case.
"I can't be dead. I don't want to be like this. I have to go back home, please help me."
Jimin cried as he fake demeanor crumbles in pieces. He can't remember but he knows he had so many things planned for his life.
Baekhyung looks sorrowfully at jimin.
Over the years he watched the young, old and kids beg to go back to how they once use to be, they tried but at the end they disappear like dust, away to the next life or completely out from existence.
"You can never go back jimin. But in order to pass into your next life you must be willing to do what it takes or else even your soul will seize to exist like my is gonna do Sooner or later."
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habiiiii2005
this is interesting,jimin.had to do some task to be born again or something like that...author I only hope that tae and jungkook will be able to see jimin's soul
2020-12-12
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