Agreement?

I opened up to you about, what if we got to different schools and try not to dependent of each other. You never talked back but instead you just listened to my explanations and finally you agreed to my proposal, but you know my heart on that moment I want you to say, that you would not allowed me to be alone but no, it never happened.

You studied at private school and I studied at public school, and we never see each other again but you always find a way to call me or visit me in my school. You always story about everything happened on your daily life and the girl you adore the most. You confessed on me that you love me but you adore someone. I always smile and laugh with you even though I felt something painful on my heart listening your story about that girl. You never saw the pain I felt, because I think you slowly Falling in love with her. Maybe it's my fault, because I propose this kind of situation. I never blamed you for adoring her.

July 2013, you let me meet her. I saw your eyes dazzled and proud of introducing her to me. You called me by our endearment "hub, she's the girl I always told you? Remembered? I smile and said, yes. Shes pretty and lovely. And you said, yeah I know hub. She talked and introduce her self, hi by the way I am Charise, a classmate of your best friend. I laugh and said, best friend? And she's said, yes? He told me everything about you and he's right you are beautiful and I think you are pretender. I accidentally raise my voice and says, WHAT? PRETENDER? HOW DO YOU SAY SO? you never fought me but you stopped me of protecting myself toward her accusations. What is that accusation? Because I think she's right I pretend that I am happy meeting her and talking her.

After that day, you came into my house and asked for my forgiveness, as always I tolerated you again. Maybe if there's something to reward the foolished person in this world, I think it would be me.

You slowly losing your time with me, because of her. I remain silent, because I don't want to expressed my emotions and observation, because I know it would end up a conflict and end the end I would always the bad person.

I meet a man, who give his time when you are busy spending your time with her. He is Jake, my schoolmate and he admitted that he has a crush on me but he is scared to approached me because how I always express my attitude when you are there. Jake is a good listener to, and a good companion, he never stopped saying he adore, until you finally found out I have a new man who always there with me.