Episode 4

Angel

He made love to me all night, it was special, I had never felt so loved, I have no denying I have had sex for some years with some men and it was good, but they never came to me, they never made me feel what I felt tonight ... now he is asleep, replenishing all the energy he used up and I contemplate him, it seems to me a dream that has come true, however I still want to know what he wanted to say to me in the park before we finished here, I place my hands on his eyebrows and I caress them and I see how he reacts between the dream smiling, I keep doing that until the dream overcomes me and I fall asleep ...

I don't know how long it's been, but what I do know is that once I wake up I'm alone, there's no sign of him anywhere in my room, I get up abruptly from bed and run to the kitchen, absurdly believing that suddenly A romantic start could be in this place making breakfast for me after what we did, but it is not there, and I fall to the floor again crying like a fool when I see that because of my impulse not to think, I probably satisfied the feeling that he would have about me which was to take me to bed and from there he would have lost interest and gone ... He was gone! What a thief in the night would open and grab his things without making a noise at night and he would have left, watching me sleep and I I would not have felt his disappearance ...

I do not know how long it was while my crying stopped, what if I realize is that I felt cold and then I realized that I was lying ***** on the cold floor, there could be something more humiliating ... I got up angrily fromin a totally heartbreaking way ...

I finished my bath and changed today was Sunday and I should not work, so I dedicated myself to entertaining my mind, I took the covers and put them in the washing machine to erase any essence that there was of her in them and while I was

Andrew

I woke up in a dark room, I did not understand what I was doing there, I remembered that I had been with Angel, I slept with him in his bed, I was with him for the first time, my first time! That is not supposed to happen with us, we never mature, we never intimate, our world, the imaginary world we are only reborn to care for and accompany another child, but in my case, in this case it was not like that, I did not want to be reborn, I refused to I did not want to forget her and that is why I had locked myself up for almost 3 years, and they had done it again, I don't know how but they caught me and again I was locked up, without any light to illuminate, and I thought about her, I was not so worried about my I stayed there, I was worried what she would be thinking, what she would be feeling, I would think that I abandoned her after sleeping with her, that I used her like an old cloth and left her there after I had made her mine and that filled me with anger and hit the wall with his fist making a small hole where my hand landed.

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