Chapter 2 (continue)

The Next morning, I woke up at the same spot i feel down, i went into the bathroom, turned my back around, my head facing the mirror, I saw marks and my body was covered with blood, I took a shower, picking out a cheap casual outfits, I put on healing cream and prepared breakfast for myself, Mother isn’t back, i felt relaxed, I sat outside on the cold ground, sipping hot chamomile tea, My body felt freshed that i remembered the feeling i had back at school, the feeling was unknown and i didn’t bother, being suspended kinda feels good yet afraid that it would affect my school record, but i don’t want to bother now. Mother isn’t home, which felt good. It was just a cold snowy day, I finally hit someone.

After an hour, I stood up from the cold floor and walked back to the house. I stared at the time and it was almost twelve, staring back to the door of the living room, I quickly ran out, running to a supermarket store at the other side. I ran into the supermarket, picking up a cart and running around, people in the store were looking at me. A guy walked up to me and asked me to slow down, I didn't listen nor stopped. I paid the cashier and ran out the door……… Got home and mother wasn’t around, I was glad than the time where she would be at home on weekends, finding out there was no food or the house is not sparkly, She gets annoyed and yells at me then kicks me out forcing me to get food. I locked the door and brought out the groceries, bottle of wine, beef, oats, rice, vegetables, I didn’t know what time mother would be home but that doesn’t make me slack off anyhow because it's easy for her to see through everything……….. Everything was ready, I made fried rice with shrimp as lunch, I packed the lunch into the lunch boxes and put it in the fridge for mother, as for me, I am eating vegetable rice and milk, I went into my room and sat on the mat, turning an old tv. I was sitting eating my food then suddenly a shadow passed through my window, I saw it and was confused, I got up and followed the shadow to my front door, I grabbed a pan and opened the door, the shadow appeared as I raised the hand with the pan and hit a person, at first I didn’t recognize the person, but the person was wearing a black leather jacket and a black top inside with black skinny trousers and white sneakers, I was dropped the pan on the ice and dragged the young man inside. I placed him on the couch………… I sat down on the opposite couch and was staring at the boy biting my nails….. Minutes passed and the guy started moving, I stood up pulling out a cloth and hid at the back of the couch, he opened his eyes and stood up, as he was about to face me, I took the cloth i had and jumped closing the boy eyes, he started struggling with the cloths and grabbed my legs, I fell down hitting my head. As he was about to remove the cloth, I didn't have a choice but took the pan and hit his head, he fell down and I dragged him outside into the bushes and ran back inside the house, locking the door breathing heavily. I went to the bathroom and checked my injuries in the mirror……… At a certain point I stopped applying medications and looked at my reflection, my expression was sad, I had this depression on my face, My mind was trying to cheer me up but i couldn’t bring myself to smile, just staring in a cold hearted yet depressed expression. I put back the medications and closed the bathroom door on my way out feeling sad. It was six o’clock and my mother, no she doesn’t like me calling “MOTHER” isn’t back from her workplace, she is probably enjoying herself and forget about me, I am not even that important. Where was the last time I ever received “LOVE” from someone, I went deeply into thoughts and nodded with my head with two words coming right out of my mouth “NO”.

Such a boring life, I thought clicking my tongue, “When was the first time I had fun, enjoying something I loved,When” I questioned myself in thoughts, as I entered the living room, I heard knocks on the door, I checked the window and it was “mother”, I quickly answered the door because I know that mother doesn’t like waiting. I opened the door and saw mother standing there, her eyes were different and from that I knew she was drunk, my ice blue eyes turned into cold dangerous eyes as if I was inspecting someone or infact showing my enemies that don’t mess with me, she fell into my hands, and suddenly filling her eyes with tears, she was apolzising and cursing something, murmuring her words and slept off, I looked at her and my body wanted to do something that I will regret. What!

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