Hi! I'm shaine your fangirl~

[Note] This is 100% fanfiction only, don't take it serious! Just an imaginary of being a fangirl:)

Halo there I am shaine and yep as you can see to the title, I am a fangirl! I am a fan of txt since there predebut, I've been stanning them from the beginning 'till forever (not end lol, I don't believe my love for them has an ending)So, I am also an asian same as them, but I am not Korean and we were not living in the same country so I am calling myself a 'poor fangirl' I can't afford to meet them even in their concerts here in my country,and I can't also buy their albums/merchs coz I'm poor:

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I was currently using my phone right now, as I open my fb acc and after that there was one notification I got from my twitter.

As I was curious, I opened my Twitter and see what I got, and I saw that it was from TXT.

it say's;

"Confirmed, TXT's first Showcase tour in the US is happening."

And I am not even surprised at all, I was like "I don't care, I can't even see them in person, South Korea is even far from my country and how about that US? lol yeah, I'm poor no matter what happen, I can't relate to rich af moas."

-------------few days later------------

Days passed, and the news was true, they were having their first showcase tour in some places in the US today, and I am broke watching rich moas shouting txt's names in the crowd:<

I was a little bit down that time, I think about;

"why'd I have to be so poor?"

"Why can't I even be like them?"

"They're so lucky"

"I wish I was there."

Then my eyes started to teared up, and I wipe it out immediately, I don't want ppl to worry about me just because I am crying.

As of now, I am only watching the fancams of lucky MOAS who's there fanchanting their names in the crowd singing cat & dog, crown and my favorite song 'nap of a star' with txt, all I can do is to be happy to those who are there.

I didn't really expect that I would get to meet txt in person (coz I'm really poor u know) but it seems like my wish is slowly getting come true?

The phone's rang, when I'm currently watching the fancams of them in the showcase tour.

I was annoyed at first, like "who the hell would call me at exactly 3 am huh!?" But I have no choice,so I picked up the phone and answered it.

Gladly I answered it.

It was my aunt who call me at exactly 3 am.

she said;

"hey shaine! Gladly you answer! I've called your mom for almost 10 times now but I guess she's still sleepingㅋㅋ"

"Yeah, aunt it's exactly 3 am here, why did u call?"

"I have some important thing to tell you, I was supposed to tell your mom about this but she's still sleeping so I called you instead coz this is really important!"

"Woah, aunt what is it? Why is it so important? I'm nervous tell me now"

"Shaine...I need someone who can help me here in America, but I can't find someone then I think about you, i think you can help me, don't worry I'll tell your mom about this and of course I'll give you salaries!"

----------ok...first of all, I was about to say no about my aunt's offer to me, I don't know what would my life looks like in America if I'd say 'yes' I am not friendly, if I was there maybe I'll became more lonely especially I'm asian and I can't relate with them.

"Aunt..I don't know if I'd say yes or no, can I think about it first?"

"Of course! But please say yes! I really need your help here."

"Ok, I'll tell you sooner 'bout what will be my decision"

"Good! Go sleep now."

And then our conversation end, She hung up the phone.

And I was being crazy 'bout what will be my decision is, I don't know!

"It's okay self, don't think and be stress about it anymore just continue watching the fancams~kang taehyun my babie~~"

*Was about to watch the fancams*

When.....

So, after I clicked the video I was watching earlier, it later on says "The ***blah— have been deleted the video"

Argghhhh!!! I was pissed off! It was the best fancams among others but why they've deleted it!!?? Nevermind i just gonna go sleep now hmpp:

"God!! I can't sleep."

*Ding!* <-- (phone's notification)

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