Chapter 4

I was 16 when I felt my heart break for the first time.

It was the day Jungkook and Lisa announced that they were dating.

That was a shock to me as Jungkook didn't tell anything about it to me. I am his bestfriend he should have told me something. Me being sad was an understatement.

But it's all my fault if I had told Jungkook how I felt for him already, he wouldn't have been dating Lisa.

I felt my eyes burning with tears.So I ran to the nearest bathroom. In the evening I went home without Jungkook. I think he didn't care.But in the evening he texted me asking me why I didn't wait for him, I didn't answer his texts.So after a few minutes I heard knocking on my window and I got a heart attack for a second. I know who it is.I was sure he wasn't gonna leave until I opened the window so I opened it .He pulled himself inside my room. I went and sat in my bed.

"why don't you answer my texts yoongiah.."

"Why do you care?"

"Why do I care?, What happened to you?Why are you so sulky suddenly?"

yeah iam sulky because the person I fell in love with likes someone else. But I didn't say that to Jungkook because I'm still a coward.So instead I said..

"Iam angry with you because you didn't find it important to tell me, your bestfriend that you like somebody.Maybe It isn't important to tell me but still you never even mentioned about liking her."

"Oh that, It isn't that you are not important yoonie. I just didn't think my feelings for her was serious. And asking her out was not even planned."

"Huh , so you are saying that you are not serious about her."

"I didn't mean that, I think we could be a good couple."

"Hmm, whatever"

"Are you done sulking now."

"Yeah maybe."

"Are you sure that you are not just jealous. Maybe you are secretly in love with me and that's why you were angry"

He lifted his eyebrows suggestively. He really is stupid.

"Huh , me in love with you, in your dreams Jeon. You are not my type."

"Oh really, then what is your type? "

"None of your business "

"Oh I will make you tell me then"

then he started tickling me furiously. It's not unfair that he is using his muscle power against my fragile form.Maybe I am not purely against it still it's not fair.

After what felt like hours he stopped tickling me. I was content that I could breath again. Jungkook layed against me and pulled me towards him until he was bigspooning me. He didn't let me go when I tried to move away. So I just relaxed in his hold. Times like this, I think that Jungkook also likes me the way I like him. But I know that's not true especially when he is dating Lisa now. I don't know when I fell asleep.

I woke up about 2 or 3 hours after I fell asleep. Jungkook was still beside me. He was awake but still was holding me. I blushed a little.

I tild him that I was hungry so we went out and ate from a nearby restaurant. The food were really delicious. After that we went to his house, he forced me to study a little and then fell asleep cuddling.

My Most saddest day was also my most happiest day.

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