My alarm was ringing. I couldn't sleep last night. I kept thinking about how my crush knows my name.
I believed I was pretty invisible to him. He is my senior. Neither Iam into sports nor popular. Then how.
Does that mean I still have chance. Not that he actually rejected me. He walked away before I could confess. So maybe there is a chance for me. Maybe he noticed me everytime I gawked at him. Maybe he likes me too No that's too much of a wishful thinking. Maybe somebody told him about my crush on him. Maybe he is disgusted with me. Maybe he hates me.
I buried myself more into my blanket.But then remembered about school. I pulled myself from bed and looked at the clock. Iam really late.
I dashed to the bathroom shower. After getting ready I ran to the kitchen to grab something to eat.
But what I saw was Dad making breakfat in the kitchen.
"Noah you are still here. I thought you would have already left for school."
"I woke up late. When did you come dad."
" Sit down and eat first. I came last night. I didn't wanted to wake you up."
"I can't eat Iam getting late. I would miss the bus."
" Don't worry. I will drop you. Just eat your brekfast".
The breakfast was delicious.Its been very long since my dad made something for me. After I ate we walked to his car. It was so silent in the car. When we reached the school I stayed inside the car.
Dad looked at me.
"How long will you be here."
" Till this weekend.Why?"
"Nothing. Bye, Dad"
I was happy that for once he will be in house on my birthday.Iam not sure if he remembers. But his presence is the only thing I need now.
I walked to my first class.
I was grateful that I didn't see Harry for the whole day. I don't know how am I going to look at him. It's not like something big happened yesterday. But still Iam not sure if I can face him.
After the class ended I walked to my house.I thought about Harry the whole way. Maybe I was a little sad to not see him.Oh God Iam whipped for him.
As I entered the my house I heard my Dad's sound from the Kitchen. There is someone else with him. A woman is talking and laughing with him holding a mug.
I haven't seen my Dad laugh like this for a while. I felt a tug at my heart to know that the smile isn't towards me.The fact that he has moved on from my mom hurts. No, I shouldn't be this selfish.He has the right to be happy too. Its been so long since mom passed away.
Since they didn't notice me I went to my room.I quickly changed my clothes and listened to some music on my phone.
Maybe i will get my old happy loving dad back or Iam going to lose even the little bit presence of my dad from my life.
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