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Unframed Love

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Painfull marriage

Flashback...

"No...I said no...to this fuckin idea and fuckin wedding....!!"Tian growled angrily while glaring at Jiemin.

"You know..where is my heart going on Jiemin...!!"

Jiemin stunned when seeing his prospective husband which is arrangement by his parents.

Jiemin know well who is he,he is Augustian,his childhood friend.

But Jiemin never thought Tian (Augustian nick name) will get mad like this way.And both of them never meet each other around six years already since Tian going to States for studying.

"We have arrange it already,Tian....!!so there is no rebuttal..!!"Tian fathers says angrily in tones

"Forget your girlfreind,and marry Jiemin as soon for our two family big business deal...!"

"Iam not gay...!how comes you asks me to **** this kind of man...??"Tian shouted furious by pointing his index fingers in front of Jiemin.

In that minute,the tears drezzing down from Jiemin eyes.

He was shocked,that Tian will hurt him like this way,by looked him so lowly.

How comes he must hearing this kind of words from someone he is fallin for,someone he called first love..

That is for being gay is sin...???

"Tiannnn....!!!your words is too over...!!"Tian fathers yelled at his son while seeing Jiemin teary eyes.

"It's okay ,uncle Lee...if there is nothing to talk again,i'll leave.."

Jiemin stand up and walks out from Tian fathers office.

Before leaving,Tian cellphone is rang and Tian pick it up quickly.

Jiemin know..it must be Selena...Tian girlfreind.

"Yes,baby...I'll be there in fifteen minutes...."

Tian rushed to the door to go ahead of Jiemin and pushed him aside and Jiemin was blown backwards at the urge.

"Tiann...!!you such a bastrad...!!"Tian fathers yelled at his son again.

"Are you okay Jiemin...??"

Jiemin nods.

"It's fine....but uncle...can we cancel this business deal...??"

"No Jiemin....!!"Tian father exclaimed firmly.

"We have arranged it already...dont spoil it...!!"

"Why...???I dont want Tian blame and looked down me like this way...meanwhile I dont know what the fuckin fabolous thats you and my father agreeing with..!!"Jiemin shouted frustared.

"Hei kid...your father company is collaps...and he is oweeing my money to saved it..and I need your father brilliant brain...so to tied your father...I thought to marry Tian with you is the best way..soon or late this company will be yours and Tian..!"

Jiemin rounded his eyes disbelief.

His father collaps..??

Jiemin walks out from Tian father office,calling his father to make sure about it.

And at laeast Jiemin was shocked that's his father agreeing it with marry him with Tian.

"Just do it,Jiemin arh...appa do it for all the best for you and this family..!!"

"****...!!!this is not the best for me..but the best for your fuckin business..!!"Jiemin yelled angrily with his father.

"Why you hate me that much,appa..??..you know how much pain I must hold because of this...??"

"This is your duty as eldest son...!.you want to see your mother and sister live in suffer...?my company is collaps already...!"

"If like that appa should ask Ji Eun marry him,why must I marry Tian..!!"Jiemin growled angrily

"I am just twenty two years old.,I'll working hard in your company to getting back what you lost..and..I don't want mylife is ruin because of marrying Tian ..!!"

"Your life is ruin already since you were admit yourself as gay..!!you should thanks me to marry you with Tian...you like him right...??"

"Appaaaa.......!!!"Jiemin yelled frustared.

"Shutt uppp ..!!!the wedding date is settled already next month...!!"Jiemin father said angrily in tones.

"I'am sick and nausea to seeing your face...!!i'am so disgraced to having son as gay like you, ...and don't so hypocrital rejecting this wedding...!"

What's the ****...??Why should his parents hurt him like this way...?

"I'am so fuckin sick too to seeing appa like you..!!!"

Jiemin father walks towards him and slapped Jiemin.

"You should keep your manner with your appa...!!how dare you disrespecting your appa...??"

Jiemin sneers bitterly while wiped the blood from the corner of his lips with his thumb.

"All right...I'll fulfill your last wish for the sake of this family...after that I'll leave this fuckin family...!!"Jiemin growled angrily and walks out from his father office.

"Am I such a disgrace to them..??why everybody hates me and Tian included...!because I am a gay..?what have I ever done to them to deserve this...?"

Jiemin was sitting at the park alone..until the snow flakes fallin into his nose..!

Yes,tommorow is Christmas eve already..

Jiemin smirked bitterly

"Should I sent letter for you again,Santa...??why you never reading my letter for you ...??"

The tears is drezzling down from Jiemin eyes.

When the snow started fallin harder,and the skies goin dark,Jiemin back to his home.

He is arrived already in front of his house,pressed the door bell,waited for someone opened the door for him.but there is no one come out to opened the door,and Jiemin begin to get colder and his body quivers to against the cold.

Jiemin walks to the back side of his house.

"Eomma....Ji Eun arh...open the door ..!"Jiemin shouted but no one respone him...so he is jump into the gate and peeked through the window.

All of his member of family is sitting in dinner room and laughing while eating.

His heart is like sliced and bleeding by knifing.its too hurt ..all family dumped him and leave him standing outside in the cold freezing ...are they even considered him as family...??

Never...the answer is never...

Jiemin still tried to knocking the window.his father take alook over him but sneers to him.

"Let him freeze to death outside...so he can felt it is the consequences of rejecting his wedding with Tian...!!"Jiemin father says sarcastically in loudly tones so enough for Jiemin to hearing what just his father says.

"Appa..its not too over to let oppa freeze to death outside..."Ji Eun begin worried now.

Jiemin tears is drezzling again,his lips quivers to against the cold.

"No...this is your oppa punishment .. he is deserves it...!!"Eomma said to cut Jie Eun words.

Jiemin squatting against the wall of window.closed his eyes while against the freeze over his body now.his body quivers.

Jiemin mumbled along with his drezzling tears.

Dear santa ..

"This is my fifteen letter to you,santa..I hope this letter could be my last letter for you...

Give me someone who can lend me his shoulder to lean on...I really tired already..."

Two hours later Jie Eun quitely crept out from the house and walks approuching his oppa.

"Oppa....oppa....open your eyes..."Jie Eun slapped his brother cheek lightly as she chokes a sobs.

"Oppa..can you hear me...??"

Jiemin slowly opened his eyelids,his lips going pale and his body quivers to hold the freeze.

"Jii..jii..Eun arhh.."Jiemin hisses weakly

Jie Eun blanket Jiemin body while hugging his oppa body tightly.

"Open your mouth,oppa...drink this hot milk first..."Jie Eun said while feeding the hot milk from thermos into Jiemin mouth carefully.

"Thank..you..Jie Eun arh..."Jiemin says weakly.

"Oppa....don't be stubborn against appa...I know its unfair for you...but.."

"Don't worry ,Ji Eun arh...oppa will marry Tian for the sake of this family.."Jiemin whispers while cupped his sister jaw,rubbed his nose into Ji Eun's.

"Oppa will not let you live in suffering.."

One month later...

Today is the wedding day of Jiemin and Tian.

"**** ...I cant believe i'am married with Tian...!"

After take his bath and wearing his black tuxedo,Jiemin sitting onn the chair to let make up artist do his face and hairs make up .

"Oppa...you looks pretty...."Jie Eun says excited.

Jiemin smiled to her.

"Your oppa is namja....you should says handsome,baby...!"

Ji Eun gigled while hugging Jiemin shoulder from behind.

"Congrats of your wedding,oppa...I'll treasuring your sacrifice for my whole life time..."Ji Eun whispers as she chokes a sob into Jiemin earlobe.

The tears beaming behind Jiemin eyes.

Jiemins nods sadly while tapping his sisters arms which is still hang on at his shoulder.

"I wish you happiness ever after..."

"Thank you,my pretty dongseang...,oppa will remembering this moment too for my whole lifetime.."

"Okay boy...its time to get ready...!" The wedding planner coming into the room.

"You will gonna walk down that aisle with your appa..don't get any nervous..??"

Jiemin nods and walks out with Ji Eun.

Jiemin and Jie Eun find thier appa is waiting for them already at the aisle which will connecting to the ballroom.

"Good...take an hold on your appa arms and walks along this aisle till the ballroom...your groom is waited you already..."the wedding planner saya while smiled to Jiemin.

"Show your smiles boy...you are looks quite pretty...prettiest than women..!"

Jiemin laughed and hang on his hand on his appa arms eventhough he hates it..but no choices..!

"Ready...3,2,1..go...!".the wedding planner says and the hall door is open.

Jiemin take a deep breaths and walks along the aisle with his appa without saying any words,but still holding his appa arms until reached the hall.

Jiemin tried to smiles but there is still hidden sadness in his smiles ,and all eyes stared him with amazed.

And for the first time,Tian stunned for Jiemin charming,how comes he is changed so much...?pretty as hell..!!

But Tian was aware thats ,Jiemin smiles is fake...both of them spent together thier childhood and he is know well how Jiemin sincere smiles.

"Sorry ,Jiemin arh..for hurting you.."

Jiemin is stand in the altar now with Tian against him.

And thier eyes is meeting each others now.

Tian cant stop his heartbeat now ,but Jiemin looks cool as ice.

"Okay...I'll begin the ceremony...hmm..we are all gathered here as the witness of Augustian Lee hyung sik and Park jie min wedding..."the Priest speak out but Jiemin looks zoned out from his mind.

"I should be happy...if when our first meet he is not looked down me so lowest as gay...its so heartbreaking if..someone who is your first love hurting you like this way .."

"Hmm...Jiemin arh..."Tian cleared his throat and makes Jiemin back to his senses.

Today in the God blessing...Mr Augustian Lee Hyung Sik..do you accept Mr Park jie min as your partner in good or bad time,in healty or sickness..till the death do apart you...?"

"Yes...I do..till the death apart us..."Tian said while encircling his simple diamond ring into Jiemin ring finger.

"And you Mr Park jie min..do you accept Mr Lee Hyung Sik as your partner in good or bad time,in healty or sickness till the death do apart you..?"

Jiemin take a deep breath to repelling his tension.

"Yes..I do..till the death apart us..!"Jiemin said while encircling his simple diamond ring into Tian ring finger.

"In the God blessing,I pronounce you as husband and husband..."the Priest said while smiled to them.

"You can kiss your pretty groom, Tian..."

And before Jiemin back to his sense,Tian is crushing into him and kisses his lips...

Jiemin was surprised..!

His first kiss..!he should be happy right...because his first love kisses him...but why ..Jiemin lost that desire now...??

All the invited guest clapped thier hand as they kissed..!

Tian was wrapped Jiemin waist to get closer to him,trying to slipped his tongue in,but Jiemin pulled it away

No..not him...not him..

"Stop it Tian...if you are not desire to kisses a gay like me..I know where is your heart belong to..."Jiemin hisses sadly in thier kisses.

Tian locked his eyes into Jiemin's... that eyes showing the sadness,and Tian knows he did it to Jiemin before in thier first meet after six years never meet each others.

After that Jiemin parted his body from Tian arms and tried to smiles elegant to all the guests.

Tian was regret it...Jiemin is innocent why should hurt him..all is setting well already by thier parents..and eventhough he is not love Jiemin...he should treat Jiemin well as freind..!

Not long after thier ceremony,Selena is coming all sudden in thier wedding.

"You cant do this to me,Tian...!!i'am pregnant your baby now...!!"Selena shouted and enough to attracted all the guests.

Tian parents shocked and asked the bodyguard to get rid of her from the party hall.

Tian runs to Selena and grabs her hands to avoiding all the cameras.

Jiemin smiled bitterly.its not surprised him.he is ready for this already...!

"Dear...what are you doing here..? I told you already this wedding is just business setting..I have only love you..!!"Tian said frustared while hugging Selena into his arms

"No...you are liar,Tian...!!I see you kissed him...!"Selena shouthed angrily while strunggles in Tian arms.

For a moment Tian was stunned.

Yes...all sudden Jiemin changed so attractive to being ignored ..and he kissed him..

"I'am sorry dear...all is fake...okay..."

"Liar..liar...!!"Selena yelled like crazy and runs out from the buildings.

Tian was chased her till outside the road.

In her anger..without any seeing there is one car runs in high speed as fast as she crossed the way.

In a minute the car hitting her body..and she is bounces on the road.

The blood pooling the road.

Tian screamed loudly.

"Selena.....!!!!!"

At hospital..

The ambulance sirens rang loudly while arrived in front of ER.

Thier car arrived in the front of Hope hospital ER .The Triage already wait for them.

The Triage team looks helped paramedics to moved Selena body into stretcher from car.

Tian run fastly to Selena stretcher.

"She is vaginal massive bleeding with head bleeding,decreased conciousness,cito....!!" the paramedics report to the Triage.

"Check the blood pressurre first....!"

"Its 60/40..!with weak pulse irregular 100...!!"

dr Lee Dong Hun appears and starting to check Selena condition while one nurse inserting an IV needle to Selena hand and put an oxygen mask into Selena nose.

"Call dr Kim nam joon ...she is massive vaginal bleeding...!she must be pregnant...!"dr Lee dong hun inform the nurse to call the obstetrician.

dr Lee dong hun looks busy to check Selena head wound,strilized and hecting it..its not dangreous..the most dangerous one is her vaginal bleeding..!

dr Kim nam joon arrived after ten minutes the nurse called him.

"She is vaginal massive bleeding,docter...the blood pressure is

Its 60/40..!with weak pulse irregular 100...!!"

Dr Kim nam joon nods.

And he is going to check the vaginal area,wearing his hand scone and asking the nurse to widden Selena legs.

He is inserting his finger into the vaginal area.

"Abortus inkompletus...!!"dr Kim nam joon said after examined Selena

"Where is her husband...?he need to sign form informed consern for D&C (dillatation and curretage)surgery...his wife miscarriage pregnancy..!"

Tian is standing worried in front of ER.the nurse is calling him to met dr Kim nam joon .

"Sir...your wife is miscarriage pregnancy during her accident...so we need to removed the tissue of pregnancy which is still remaining in the neck of uterin,to stopped the massive bleeding and another risked for her..."dr Kim nam joon explained to Tian.

"All right...do the best for my wife,docter..."Tian says trembled in voices with teary eyes.

"If like that you can sign the informed consern first,sir..."

dr Kim nam joon back to ER and ordered the paramedics to removed Selena to Gynaecology and Obstetricians surgery room.

After being anesthetic,dr Kim nam joon comes into the surgery room.the nurse is standby already.

dr kim place wearing his hand scone and mask already.

He is sitting in front against the patient and placed the speculum into the vagina,a tenaculum is clampped to the lip of cervix and the canulla is inserted into the uterus.

All the tissue of pregnancy is suctioned through the cannula into jar.

Then dr Kim nam joon scrapped the uterine cavity by using currete to determaine whatever significant amount of tissue remaine.

And around twenty minutes,dr Kim finishing the proceeding.

When he is walks out he is seeing patient husband is fighting with one tiny man in the aisle of surgery room.

"Are you happy now...??"Tian yelled angrily when seeing his parents comes with Jiemin.

"If something happen to Selena..i'll not forgive you..!!"

Jiemin was so hurted until he is speechless to answers it even its not his false at all.

"If like that..you still have chance to canceled marriage...!!"Jiemin said with teary eyes.

"****....!!canceled the marriage..??I will not let you live so easily after causes all this messy...!!"Tian shouted while his hands choking Jiemin neck and roughly pushed him against the wall.

Jiemin gapping as choked by Tian muscles arms,while the tears drezzling down from his eyes.

Jiemin looks limp into the floor after Tian release him.

Tian walks away leaving him alone in the aisle.

Jiemin get coughed.

dr Kim nam joon walks to approuching that tiny man.

He felt so angrily for unfair treatment by the patients husband to this tiny man.

Jiemin stared at the tallest man,muscle builded body,masked with surgery suits who is standing in front of him.

"Are you okay...??"that man asking worried to Jiemin.

"Yes..i'am fine..."Jiemin said and tried to stand up.in a minute that man helped him to stand up by grabbing Jiemin hands into his hands.

"Thank you.."Jiemin said still on teary eyes and parted his hands from that man while walks away from the aisle.

"Pretty...he is quite pretty..."dr Kim nam joon mumbled silently.

And dr Kim nam joon know that tiny man must be hurted so much.