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Today passed every day of the week. I honestly do not know what I want to say, although I feel that I have lost something that I do not know how to express it. OK.

I admire someone but my inability to trust others makes me retain my admiration. You can say that love is trusting someone else and that trust is an essential part of the relationship .But to be honest with you, I liked him because of a circumstance that was wrong. One day I got to know him and we talked and he wanted to be in a relationship with one of them, so I suggested that if he completed his studies, I would introduce him to one of them. But he did not understand my purpose and understood that I would be with him after his graduation, so because of this misunderstanding I continued this path, I liked him, but one day, I find a girl asking me about him and he told me that she is his girlfriend so I took a shock and my heartbeat rose because of Shock, maybe I made a mistake in trusting him, but I was not bound to hear only one opinion, so I asked him about the truth, but his answer was that he had left it, but at that time he was telling us two of us, So she is his official sweetheart for him, I am just a friend, and events rolled around, and determined the type of our relationship in those days, and someone calls me on my phone every day, someone I do not know but always tells me I know you with the passage of time the day came,I knew who he was and he was a friend of that person he liked, how he got my number and why, this was my second shock, if I had any feeling of admiration, he wouldn’t have done that to me, but I passed this incident and told him any traction.He gives my number and he told me it was just a mistake and that his friend found the number on his phone since he was calling me sometimes from that phone, days passed And weeks and months, and our conversation stopped,Until we talked one day, but as the conversation passed, I used to tell him about what my day was going through, from events and especially when we girls sometimes suffer from boys' harassment, and I used to tell him about it, so one day I was on my way home from university until I spoke With him, we quarreled, and my third shock was that he began calibrating me with everything I was telling him about him So I no longer trust anyone, I don't tell others what you want or have happened to me, He insulted me with all the words because of some words I said to him, so I reminded myself that we have no relationship.

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