Treat you better

Hey Rob. It's already evening. I must head to my dorm now. My assignment is not finished yet. What !!! Why didn't you tell me earlier? Which point are you stuck in ? Tell me. I'll solve it for you. 😃

It's okay Rob. I've scribbled it already. Just have to copy it in fresh pages. 😄

Oh. Then that won't take long. Phew. 😌

Lemme drop you off at your dorm. Don't say no. Please 😗😗😗

How can I ever say no to you, Rob ?

Sweetie...😉

Hey don't call me that.

Chill bae. 😄😄😄

Robin is very caring. Thinking about my earlier life before coming here. I never had any good friend whom I could talk easily. After I met Rob and others, things started changing. In a better way of course. 😊

Sus, we arrived. I lift up my head and saw through the window. Yeah. You should head to home too Rob. I will. 😉

After bading farewells, I went inside the dorm to my room.

I took a shower. I stood in front of the mirror. Giving close look to myself. Am I really treating myself well? Am I unwell ?

I felt like calling my mom. But within a second, cut the thought out. She won't understand how I feel. It's not like I never tried or hardly did it. It's like I'mma failure to express myself I guess. If I try to talk to her, it ends up me listening to her troubles or getting mad at each other.😩

Whenever I talk to mom about my studies or friends or any other funny stuff, she listens. But when I try to open up or try to tell her about my interests or anything I wanna do, she yells at me saying it would hamper my studies. It really doesn't matter what I want or like to do. 😔

l lied on my bed. Thinking about the past. I was only 11. By that time, I knew about many cruel facts of this world. That made me like this, cold and speechless. I started having problems talking to other people. I had a pretty rough time. But the fact is that I never wanted to give up. I wanted to be strong. I try my best to stay calm and happy.

Now I ask myself, do I treat myself the way I should? I've been neglecting my own thoughts and myself for a long time I see.

Tears filled my eyes. I could see Robin's face all of a sudden. It was blur though. He always keeps telling me to treat myself well.

Sussane listen, you should treat yourself well.

His words are echoing in my ears.

Yes. That's it. I shouldn't be sad. I'll live my life to the fullest. With no regrets. I'm strong enough to handle everything. ☺️

How can I forget what I promised to myself!

I can't let the people close to me and myself down. Oh shit!!!!!

Crap my own thoughts. My assignment is not done yet. I don't wanna be late for tomorrow's class. Also don't wanna hear Robin's lecture.😐😐😐

Better finish it quickly and go to sleep. 😴😴😴

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