Secret they shouldn't know

So.... Ayinos liked a guy of our class, Landez. But the guy was how to say he was kind of you know one who plays with girls. I was one of his target. He thought I was "sexy". He tried to kiss me forcefully and succeeded. I couldn't do anything he was way too stronger than me. But at least I didn't let him go over that. I was scared to tell anyone. I was scared that they will hate me and kept thinking that it was my fault for letting my guards down. The next day he suddenly came to my desk with his 2friends and asked me who my first kiss was cause he knew that he took my first kiss. One of his friend Noye was nice to me. He just ignored what Landez was talking and changed the topic. I was so grateful to Noye as he saved me from such bid embarrassment. But the other friend of Landez, Nashir was so nosy. He need to know every gossip of the class. Nashir kept on forcing me to accept that I kissed Landez which I didn't wanted to. I don't know if I was overthinking but man Noye entered the conversation like a hero. He once again saved me. He argued his friend to save me. I was so happy. Just like that days were going on. One day our class teacher rearranged the seats. I ended up sitting beside Noye and infornt of us there were Landez and another girl. I didn't wanted Landez to be around me but it was ok cause Noye was there. Noye argued many times for me and just like that days were going on once again.

As I remember I guess it was in early January 2018. It was time for our school's yearly program. So our teachers were busy preparing for the program which means we got many leisure periods. During one of those periods, we decided to play Truth or Dare. As we were playing it was my turn to choose so I chose truth cause I know my friends will make me to some stupid things if I chose dare. That idiot Landez didn't left the chance and directly asked who my first kiss was. He kissed me like 2months ago why bring that up now??? I just sat there scared, nervous not knowing what to say. I could've just said I haven't kissed anyone but my mind went all numb. I don't know what happened to Noye he just straight came to my face and kissed me and said "I am her first kiss." I was super surprised. I never imagined him doing that. I never said him anything about me and Landez he just did what he felt like.

Everyone was shocked. Obviously they were even I was not expecting that. I didn't knew what to do or say. Thank god Noye was prepared what to say. He just said, " No we are not dating or like each other. I just wanted to taste her lips." Boy that was cheesey. At last Noye didn't liked me or anything. He was just full of lust.

And.... I'm sorry I won't write more on this cause I have finally cured myself and I don't want to remember my last anymore. I was able to save myself from dying because of BTS. My friend Ashalid introduced BTS to me. I am so grateful I love BTS. They really helped me a lot.

But I think I will be writing about my journey through depression with BTS in next episode.

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