Our lost past pt.1

The first time I met Otis in person. It was at a party, more like a drug deal disguised as party. And my stepdad and step brother were making their big pitch with there new drug.

"Mr.Gold if you take a little time to look over the deal, you'll see it's a goldmine waiting to be discovered." My stepdad said and added "you'll never regret your decision and you'll even thank yourself for taking the deal." My step brother concluded.

"and that's the only thing you have to convince me to take the deal, Mr.Zeal? I need facts not promises, if you can't provide that then we'll have to stop here." Otis replied, voice as cold as the north pole.

"Mr.gold, if the drug we are proposing is a success, then you'll have endless profit. For those who want to have a drug apart from the drug we are proposing. They'll pay more, meaning you'll make more money and have no competition. Because no one can make a better drug." I stated because they were going to lose the deal if I didn't. Now my stepdad and step brother were looking at me as if they always loved and valued what I say. I already was physicality and mentality ready for what they would do when we get home. But nothing prepared for what happened next.

"Well in that case, then yeah let's do it it. But I'd like to request something on behalf of my team. The white hair boy, who convinced us to take the deal. We want him." Mr.Gold said with a mysterious and kinda scary grin on his face, looking me dead in the eye while saying that strange request. Was it for business or personal entertainment. Doesn't matter lots of people have tried to do this before and my Stepdad and step brother always charged outrageous prices until they gave up. But to my horror, they agreed in an instant. "We'll pick up his belongings later. Oh and, Milky make sure you dress to impress. You need too, baby" Mr.Gold said staring me dead in the eye when he said the last part.

More importantly how the fuck does he know my childhood nickname!? And why did he call me "baby"? But no time to think about that as the money was traded for the drugs. The paper work was signed, I was being dragged by the waist by him to a into car. Before I was able to sit down, he grabbed me by the waist on sat me on his lap. His hands were going PLACES they didn't belong. I kept grabbing at his hands to pull them away from PLACES but he kept putting them back in PLACES. I guess he got tried of me fighting him off. Because he grabbed my hands putting on my lap.

He whispered in my ear. "no one is watching, this is not a test. So stop fighting agent nine, or shall I call you Milky. That's the name your beloved mother gave you." He said taking my hair out of my ponytail and stroking my hair behind my ear. He bit the tip of my ear, licking it right after. God he was good at being romantic over the phone and in person. (I've been with Otis for eight years. This was when we finally met in person) He was still whispering in my ear. "Now drop the act please? You have no idea how long i've thought about you. When will you realize that i'm madly in love with you?" He said putting my hair in a sexy style. (Half up, half down) Before he gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek.

"ha, you tell me not to break character. But what are you doing now Otis? Hm? Tell me, how much you love me and what you would do for me. Who you would kill for me, and how much money you would spend for me. Go on tell me." I said rotating my body so as I could see his face. He must have been waiting for me, waiting for the day he could mark me. "You can mark me when we get to your house," I whispered on his lips.

As I kissed him, not regretting a single thing I did for the past seventeen minutes. I could feel his hands on my body. The way they were silently checking my physical condition. The way they went around my waist, on and around my legs, and even up my shirt. Though I had already been through this before it still felt weird. Like he was focusing more on how I was doing physically then emotionally. But who cares? He wasn't stopping the kiss so I had no complaints. I wiggled my ass on his lap, earning a few grunts from him. He pinched my ass in retaliation. It hurt but it was still a good sign, A sign that he still loved me. As much as I wanted to continue our passionate moment together, reality had other plans, and the god damn car stopped at the best part. In seconds Otis was out of the car, and I was in Otis's arms as he was carrying (princess style) me into his house. His face was as cold as ice. But the very few times (two times) that I would catch him looking at me. His eyes were as sweet and warm as my mom's apple pie.

I couldn't remember anything about the outside of the house. But the inside was beautiful and huge. There was a trail of roses leading somewhere to the house. He placed me on my feet now leading me by hand, placing a protective arm around my waist. Everything looked so similar to how I remember it. Their were so many photos of everyone. Paradise, Otis, Owen, and Kai together. And others with them too. Everyone but me, but there were a few photos of me. Photos from four years ago, and longer.

Unlike everyone else, I've had to do undercover missions. One of them was figure out some information about the Zahra family. I had to be a adopted child for that family for ten years. While gathering information about them. They never told me why. Somewhere along that time line I got in contact with a member of the Gold family. Otis gold my first and only husband, because Otis threatened to kill alpha who tried to get close to me. It was sweet and kinda a turn on but I tell him that in a million years. No sooner then what I'd say was about two hours later, Otis a party set up for my return.

That's when I saw him, tall and lean. Standing in a corner of the room. Kissing someone, the boy looked like Paradise. Owen I could recognize despite him having a mask on. But I swear I saw him wink at me. After a few shots and drinks, I wandered over to him. I was fighting every nerve in my body, not to kiss him in this public place. But lust won over loyalty, and I kissed him. And even though I loved Otis, (he swore he wouldn't take his eyes off me the whole night since I was scared to death to be here) I couldn't find the strength to push him off. And Owen wasn't going to push me off anytime soon. His hands wrapped around my waist. Pulling me closer and keeping me close to him. Owen was so charming, it took me around three minutes to realize what I was doing. When I did, I pushed him with my weak arms. As soon as I did he was gone...? He just disappeared, just vanished completely. Well there's no time to think about that.

I have to find Otis before he losing full control of his hormones and emotions. If he lost control he would kill one of these people here. I finally found him surrounded by a group of people. Giving a toast I guess. When he finally looked at me, I knew at that moment that he was wasted as fuck. And his bros were supporting this foolish behavior, but wait... This wasn't Otis, this was his older cousin Oral. The one who drinks all the time, but has never laid a hand on me. So I wasn't afraid of him, I probably should have.

After helping Oral get to bed, and against my better judgement I laid on the bed with him. Talked to him to help him calm down, when he put his hand on my waist. Pulling me closer, trying to kiss me!? Wait no trying to rape me!? He had already gotten on top of me and placed a hand on my mouth. This was it? All alone while everyone was unaware of the things this man who I thought was family was doing to me? He was about to unbutton my shirt when the door opened, and a shot was fired. It hit Oral in the head and his lifeless body fell off the bed and on to the floor. Just as quickly a pair of protective hands wrapped around me and picked me up. Taking me out of the room and to somewhere else. Laying me on a bed and then disappearing somewhere else.

It took me a few minutes of silent panicking to stable myself enough to call Otis. I didn't tell him because he would be pissed to find out what happened. And I didn't want to rain on his parade. So I just told him I missed him and I wanted to finish what we were doing in the car. That was all he needed to know about why I wanted him close to me. He got to the room slower then I thought he would. I was getting undressed, and looking through his closet for something for me to wear. (Still buttcheeks naked, plus my rut ended up starting right then and there) I guess this was his room, it smelled like him. Only making the rut have a greater affect, now i was face down, ass up sniffling his sheets and pillows like a creep. Despite being physically with him for about a few hours my whole body got use to his hormones. Rubbing my naked body on his bed, I knew his step sister would be pissed if she found out, but I didn't care. I looked around his whole room for a condom if I could find one.

Within minutes Otis was walking into the room, unbuttoning his shirt. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw me, pushing the door close and locking it. I got off the bed, walking to find him while in a daze. Trying to wrap my arms around his neck, but I was too short. I tried so hard but still i was not going to reach him, I started to pout. Otis had dropped his jacket when picked me up, placing my legs around his waist. He just stared at me with a sour face, placing me on his bed and kneeling down on his knees. Grabbing my hands, smelling them and my body. Kissing my arms and legs, muttering sweet words on my skin. Before leaving a trail of kisses on my stomach. Sweet and kind, his warm body on mine. Hugging me, holding me in his lap and kissing me on the chest and face. His tail rubbed and rapped around my unclothed thigh. I guess this made him happy.

Then he said something that completely pissed me off. "I truly want too fuck so much that the only thing you'll remember is my dick, but I can't your body is too weak and farglie. It's too risky, but soon my dear." I don't even know if that was all he said. But I do know I did something I would never forget.

(the room was laid out like this: bed on the east wall, nightstand on both sides of the bed, mirror in the corner, dresser on the west wall, photos and posters on the north wall) I grabbed a lamp and slammed it on his head. Before grabbing his coat off the floor, and leaving the room. After roaming the house for my room, and finally finding it with the help of a maid. I banished myself to my room, where i sulked, cried, and scratched at my skin until I exhausted myself and fell asleep.

When I finally woke I discovered someone had changed my clothes and treated my wounds. They had also put some heat suppresses on my nightstand with a bottle of my favourite tea. It had to be Otis, he was the only one I told about anything I liked. Getting ready wasn't a problem, Paradise had already picked out a outfit for me and Kai had made me a breakfast, oatmeal the kind that's still warm after a few hours. And Otis was laying on my bed beside me, doing work on his laptop, under the covers like me. He was shirtless and looked like he just took a shower. I was honestly scared to death of what he might do, now that I was awake. (He would torture people but only when they were awake. So they could feel the pain, and understand the "lesson" that's what he told me at least)

Even though we're lovers there's no telling what he would do. For all I know, that could have been him who shot Oral. He was unpredictable in everything but romance, even then he could surprise me sometimes. Sometimes not all the time but, even then he was still crazy and wild. Not to mention he was as sneaky as a tiger, as sly as a fox and as strong as a bull. Keeping me on edge, looking over my shoulder and around a room. And now that I was awake the pain and suffering would begin.

What I don't know however was how Otis knew that I was awake. As far as I know I don't sore, sleep talk, or sleep walk. So how the fuck did he take one look at me and say in this playfully flirtatious tone, while putting away his laptop.

"Oh my adorable Milky," he said in a overly joyful tone. "Your lips are as pink as a peach. My favorite time in the world, is when I'm with you. Your so cute when you yawn or when you wake up." He said way too close to my face. I could feel him laying my body in a way that was comfortable for me. But he was unbuttoning my shirt, and removing my pants. I could feel him hovering over me. "How is it that despite being away from me for so long," (Working undercover) he was getting more and more close to my face. "you still act the same, and look even more adorable in bed. I still remember the first time we had sex, you were saying sorry for everything you did. I had to deep throat you to get you to shut up. Old times, they were the best times. The best moments of our lives." He whispered in my ear, kissing my neck. the final straw came when he said something I couldn't ignore. "I remember the time I tried to eat you. I was in my wolf form and you were completely naked. My mom -your aunt- walked in and almost had a heart attack from what she saw. My dad spanked my ass, and sent me to military school. You were put in treatment for those who were ripped of innocence. He was so pissed. But you remember this room? This was the room when it happened. My parents are here, do you want to try it again?"

I couldn't deal with it all, so I pushed him off. Once I did he was laughing his ass off, and I was trying not to look around for a weapon to knock whatever of his brains he had out. He finally stopped laughing when i stopped trying to get him off me. He tried to say something, but I cut him off before he could.

Sitting up before he could stop me, I grabbed his neck and kissed him. But it's not like I was trying to get some sex time, it's just I noticed that someone was watching us. And god they were persistent, cause they didn't leave for a while. I thought I had to continue our loving act when a maid came in.

"sir you- um... I... I'll... Just leave" the maid said. Before leaving the room with dare I say a slight smile on her face. And the most quiet giggle I've ever heard in my life. Before she left, she said something without looking back at us. "Sir Leo and Theo have asked to meet you for coffee" she said in in a rushed tone like she was scared to say. Before practically running out of the room.

"god damn it, they had to come at a time like this." He muttered looking as if he might be thinking of killing someone, before he looked at me, smiled the sweetest smile in the world. "Baby you have to wait for me for a little, I have to tie up a few loose ends. Ok?" He was so sweet and kind, but I could see through his fake carefully crafted character of normalization. "Wait for me ok?" He asked getting closer to my face.

I wasn't standing for this bullshit anymore, covering his mouth with my hand. "If your meeting anyone i'm going with you, no questions asked. End of discussion, ok? Now let's get ready to meet your friend. Shall we, Mia more?" I said while gently pushing him off me and getting some clothes off the floor. While I was trying to find a tie, A pair of strong arms grabbed me from behind holding me on his lap. "Hey~ come on I told you, there is no changing my mind. You already know that i'm stubborn as a bull."

I said trying to loosen his grip on my waist but he wasn't budging. And his morning wood was pretty hard debating weather or not it should enter. His one hand was firmly around my waist, while the other was grazing my ass. Tracing the lines on my ass, and kissing my back. I wanted to push him off, but he just pushed me down face first on to the bed. Grabbing his phone, making a phone call. After a few minutes of him keeping me pinned down on his bed, with kisses and sweet words.

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