Even If Heaven Doesn't Take U In, I Will
"Mommy" he called as he smiles upon seeing his mom
His mother smiles back, grateful to see him son
he's back from school, he was a bright student, a bright child, full of hope and kindness
His future looked bright but instead, he was rejected by society
He was hated by his neighbors for absolutely no reason
He was laughed at, looked down upon
but he didn't care, his mother was all he needs to get through everything
[SCENE 1] - Tears worth more than millions
He's at school, crying after someone broke the drawing he made, the adults looked at him with annoyance and frustration "you again?"
As he continues crying, no one came to console him all they could think in their minds were "you always make everything worst", "why are u like this?"
Poor baby, with no one to console him at school, he wipes his own tears and silence himself. He hugged loneliness like his own mother, silent in his corner
Wanting to be home and be with her mother, but he knows that even that won't work, time doesn't let anyone disobey
"Why does it hurt even when I'm not the one that made the mistake" he thought to himself
"Why do i feel like crying is a mistake i wasn't supposed to make" he ponders....
poor baby, blaming himself for other's mistake, he sat quietly on his seat, continue drawing in his broken paper...not daring to even ask for more to draw on
His drawing reflecting of his situation, though not the greatest painter, the only thing that matters was that he was trying his best to draw something that people will like
Hoping that a little drawing of his will maybe change them
but little does he know....the world never truly change, no matter how hard someone like him tries, but what does a baby like him knows. He can only do nothing but blame himself
The school ends, evening assembly approached, the only thing he's looking forward to is seeing his mother
[SCENE 2] - The world that didn't want him
After the school ends, he saw his mother waiting for him outside, he ran towards her, as always happy to see her one and only comfort
He hugged her, never wanting to let go, his mother hugged him tighter, knowing how cruel the world is to him, she secretly blames herself for it, but he doesn't need to know
He and his mom walks back home through the village, kids and adults saw him, show him the face of disgust and whispers "Such a burden for his mother"
He heard that but doesn't know what it means, her mother, hold his hands, blocking him with her smile and happiness from the cruel world outside the smile
Yet no matter how hard she tries, something always slips in...the sound of adults telling their kids to not approach him...
"a burden child, nothing good will come from him"
He knows it's something bad about him, and it pains him truly, he sees parents hugging their child, laughing and having fun
He stared for a little, even for a little they felt disgusted, adults pull their child away, not wanting their kids to talk to him... "maybe if i smiled more...maybe if i was better" he thought to himself
but the pain grows, faster than he could ever overcome it....The world was rejecting him, right in front of his eyes. He started believing that he was never meant to be loved, never meant to know what it's like to be loved...His mother all loving and kind, blocked his ears in a playful way making him think of it as a game of some sort, turning the boy mood into one that made both she and her dear child happy
She's shielding him from the world with love disguised as games<3
(To be continue)
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