Only dream i want to have again

✧{ In my dreams}✧

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I came back usually from school and my mother and brother went to market for shopping vegetables and fruits .We eat dinner and goes to sleep usually . I rarely dream but when dream i always have dream about where I am with my friends in school talking , laughing and it's goes to dark and every one is gone except for me .I go straight to the room and when i opened the door where little light is coming from and it was the class where i used to study and I look every thing inside the room there was nothing and when i turn to look at other side i saw my old friend Tara she was sitting in the window seat she looks at me and smiles . I was just little step away from her she smile at me We were childhood friends . We use to do everything things together ,we were like sister but time pass and she left and moved to new city and we lost our touch. Simply from that day onwards i never saw her except from my dreams we play, talk , walk to corridor and lay around the class but when i ask her why are you away from me i miss you . That's how my dream end . Day finally end sky look beautiful from the class window but I am so tired sometimes I wish my school collapse . Well let's just sleep . It's dark again but i only enjoy this dream it's feel like i am stuck in time loop but why I am alone today it wasn't supposed to be like this wait is that me why i am doing i need to stop myself i can't move at all (stop please don't do this Stop Stop you can't do you are hurting Tara please don't kill her please stop)Why i feel like i am enjoying this i kinda like it the feeling of killing but why i am crying :Tara don't close your eyes oi open why the blood won't stop coming out . It is dark my and is all covered with blood please wake up . I am sweating like hell i was straching my hands it made me relax my anxiety but it is not the solution my doctor told to me . That time onwards I had no dream . Summer holidays finally started i can't wait to go home . Many week pass i was roaming around the village and suddenly someone calls me i turn at the back but i look at the other side also but there was no one i feel i know that voice i finally reached home my mother was talking with some aunties and one of the aunty who was outside call me she says : Omy how tall you have been well you must felt very sad when you heard the news i remember first of you only when i heard the news too every one of the village people thought about you . I had no idea about news that my aunt was talking about . I replied her aunty i have not heard the news . Aunty told me about Tara died due to the car accident . Just when i heard i can't stop myself from crying i felt that my heart just break into pieces and i don't know the feeling i am having but i know that the dream i want to have again will not come and last dream about her was seeing her smile when i kill her and the finally i heard from her was thankyou.........

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