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Right now I'm walking on the street where Saki's house is nearby, it's making me nervous walking all the way here just to meet him, for now I'll search for his house first but I don't know where it is cause I haven't been here before. His social media account was pinned here in this area, maybe it's around here. I'm almost there, but I'm nervous because I didn't contact him before coming here, and its too late to backout, after all I'm already here. It's around here but I haven't found it, maybe it's better if I'll ask that old lady maybe she knows him.

Let's prepare first, my hair?: check!, my clothes?: check!, the gift?: perfect!, food?: maybe this is enough. I didn't use any perfume I hate strong scents. Then let's go, there's no turning back anymore.

I hope she notices me..notice me please

~(uhmm.. Excuse me.. Good afternoon..)

~(Ohh,fresh young man what can I help you?)

She's kind

~(May I ask if you know a man named Saki around this area?)

Hopefully..

~(You mean the teacher Saki?)

~(Yess..)

~(He lives there, in that house in the corner. I heard he has a nice wife.)

~(ohh, that's good to hear, thank you very much madame)

~(No problem young man)

So he live here.. There's no turning back now, all I gonna do is to push this doorbell.

I just finished pressing it but no one's answering huh.

Ohh! the door just opened, a kid? maybe his kid.

~(Daddy there's a man outside!!).

~(Yess baby who's that?!)

They shouting.

~(come here baby! Go to your mommy, ughh I wonder who it is this time of hour!!.tsk. Coming!)

It's Saki!!

~( Uhmm...Go.Good afternoon, I'm)

~(Takato? ...Yamada?)

~( Uhmm.. Yes, sorry for showing up so suddenly, uhmm How are you?)

~( Come here go inside first and sit anywhere you want, I know you're tired walking around this area)

~( Tha..Thank you.)

It's my first time stepping inside of his house.

As I sit at his chair Inside of his house I feel a little ache in my heart, I thought that im ready for this, while I was waiting for him, I saw his wife walking towards me and she smiled, she introduced herself then their child, while she's talking to me I'm focusing on the child's face It's a boy and he have the same eyes as Saki's, and just as I thought it is his child.

As the time goes by, Saki told me everything and how happy he was and I'm happy to hear that but deep inside my heart it hurts so much, too much to handle it. Saki asked me how I am? and how's life, he also told me that he was worried about me cause I didn't contact him after his marriage. And so on we talked about things and anything ,by looking at him, I saw him enjoying talking to me, I'm happy to see him that he's happy in his current life, even though it hurts inside my heart seeing him caring for his wife and child. We talked until sunset and finally, He ask me why I didn't show up on his wedding day, I couldn't answer it, and I don't want to answer it. I don't want to ruin his happiness right now that's why all I did is just to looked down the floor, I thought that he's gonna force me to answer that. I already expect things might get worse but he stopped talking while starring at me, when he start to speak with his low voice I thought that he's angry at me cause all I did was to keep quiet and I didn't answer him, but he

didn't. He told me that he's not gonna force me to answer that, and told me if I'm ready to tell him what's the reason he'll listen to it.

It's already dark, maybe it's better if I go home and also I nearly forgot my laundry hanging outside the house. He invited me for dinner but I declined it,and I told him. that I'm going home cause I need to get up early tomorrow. It's already time to say goodbye to them. I don't wanna go home but I need to. As I walked out of their house, I saw them waving their hands shouting "Goodbye please come back again", I waved then started my long walk.

I arrived in a small grocery store and was buying stuff that I needed in house. While I was picking some items, I can't help remembering the pain, I couldn't help it but to cry while I'm picking. I finished shopping but I don't want to go home yet, I found a bench and sit there for a while. While I'm sitting I can't stop my tears falling from my eye, then suddenly a man who's taller than me blonde hair and wearing a suit approached me and lend me his handkerchief, I accepted it , I'm was going to thank him but he's already gone before I knew it.

I hate this life, its better to go home and have some rest. I need to wake up more early than usual tomorrow.

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