not the love love kinda love
it wasn't sudden...it always happens...the stomach punching and heart clenching...it happens for so many things..like stuff I have to encounter every living day of my life
I do not know anything about love...it's not like a love love kinda love I had for yoongi
it was a distraction for myself...from others...having crush on someone benefits you in ways that you couldn't possibly get rid of
but that doesn't mean I'm using yoongi and all...he doesn't even know about this tiny crush I had for him...
he was perfect...perfect in a way I can't explain even to myself...perfect in a way I couldn't find the exact words to describe...perfect in a way he makes me feel like illiterate the moment I see his face
he...he helped me on the first day of my college...I was a mute kid back then...I was an easy target to people...I made it easy for them...I let them hurt me make me feel the burn that sting...that is how it has always been...pain doesn't bother me much...the efforts I have to put to avoid as silly as bullying bothers me...
That day..just like always a group of boys gathered around me....one certain guy kicked me on my knees so that I could fall...I let that happen I fell not a flinch not an expression was on my face though the pain shoot right to my senses...maybe that pissed those lil boys....I looked down trying to prepare myself for the next pain shot...but it never came instead
A guy walked in all black outfit a black t-shirt with a leather jacket on don't forget those ripped jeans classic..his hair falling on his eyes almost covering his vision..while his left ear has an earing...his boots making intimidating sounds while walking....he looked at me briefly for a second and launched a hard punch on the guy who kicked my knee...
I was staring....staring only at him...I don't even know how all the people around us or the Lil boys who bullied me left...I was too busy checking this man out than bothering about others..but he didn't even look at me once...he just started walking away without saying a word
that was my first impression on him....he..he just..the help he did..no one bothered to do that for me before...
but anyways now I have jk..my bestie..he doesn't know how much he means to me and how much he placed the pieces of some part of my heart together...tho he didn't make them glue to eachother..atleast he did something while others did nothing
though i prefer drowing in my thoughts my college can't so i started preparing to go to university....walking into the university looking everywhere for some certain eyes....it has been a routine for me to seek those eyes look straight into them but never initiating the talk...his eyes...they were intoxicating...they held depths inside them...that always gets me but somehow I was never the one to interpret them....where is he...why can't I find him
As I was walking around I found jk who just arrived...I went to him
looking all whiny and sad
Park Jimin
he didn't come..even today
Jeon Jungkook
we'll look around and ask his friends huh?
I don't think I need to do this much just cause he didn't come to college one day right...okay not a day but a week but still if I do that..won't I seem like some clingy boyfriend of his...
Jeon Jungkook
U sure about that?
Jeon Jungkook
it's fine you know
Jeon Jungkook
*smiles assuring*
Park Jimin
yeah, it's fine
the class was done everyone were packing and moving
I looked at jk..he seems weird these days..always blanking out not minding himself nor the people around him and I myself also am a messed up case right now so
Park Jimin
why don't we find something to distract ourselves
Jeon Jungkook
distract u say *acts like he's thinking*
we said it at the same time...of course...the reason why we're besties in the first place
Jeon Jungkook
let's go to our usual bar ok?
the bar has always been our little adventure place..,we drink we dance and do stuff God knows what...somehow it will always make our heads stable on the next day..the reason why drinking is the best and only option for our hangout
we kept on drinking and talking and bitching about every living person on earth
but still both of us are not that drunk to begin
Park Jimin
we have to walk back
Jeon Jungkook
right *groans*
Park Jimin
we can go to my house
Jeon Jungkook
ur parents then
jk hates my parents...I understand that...I hate em too yet can't help
Park Jimin
business trip *smiles mischievously*
Jeon Jungkook
niceeee *smiles*
Jeon Jungkook
why don't we walk through yoongi's house alley
Jeon Jungkook
it's long way but it's worth it to see your man right *smirks*
Park Jimin
he's not my man for godsake *rolls his eyes*
yet we move just the way jk said right into his alley..
it was all dark here don't know why do they still have those street lights if they never work..anyways as we were walking we reached yoongi's house..
Jeon Jungkook
why don't we just go inside and say hi *giggles*
Park Jimin
dude stfu ur drunk
Park Jimin
*drags jk to hide behind a tree*
why is he walking all suspicious looking all around and checking
I do NOT want to follow him omg I should not
Park Jimin
let's follow him k?
Jeon Jungkook
*drunken voice*
we went behind him....making almost a 20 steps gap between us...yoongi is clever..very clever than one can think...he could sense us just from the deep breathe that we take...
I was extra conscious about our little stalking business and I just hope this drunken idiot won't mess things for us
we passed through all the houses in the neighborhood and finally reached a deserted area...I've never seen this place before
it looks like those used alleys that are now abounded...yoongi walked straight until we reached a dead end to the street...there was an old car probably an useless one it screams 90s
we hid behind that car I made jk sit there..I think all the drink was out of his system he seems more conscious now...we sat down hiding
while I moved a lil bit so that I could see what was happening...another man was already there standing and they both shared a handshake...the place is soo dark that I couldn't see that man's face..he is tall..taller than yoongi..he has a vey big body with broad shoulders he took something from his jacket
yoongi holds it up to have a clear look...he made it easy for me to have easy access..
wait...is that a blood bag
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