5~ Unexpected

So like that between us siblings such things got closed when I was in 11th class. Well my lil brother still does but very less now as he has his own gf and I'm very sure he does this with them.

And my elder sister also has boyfriend and she also does this with him.

Well how I know this? It's cause they would bring their partners at home when my parents are not present and later they would come out of room and take some cream and comb with them and their partners would come out of room after hours.

I have seen my brother one time he had his pant on but his top was removed and his gf was taking a bath.

My sister is also has done like that but I'm still very not sure cause I have a dirty mind and it doesn't mean what I'm thinking it purely true 🤷 but still ig they have did it.

So only me and my big brother haven't done this.

My big brother is lil dumb and I believe he won't do this. He has many GFS but none stayed for more than a month and he has never brought any girl to our home in our parents absence.

As for me I'm truly hopeless, what I want is sēx but never had any bf and nor I want. As I have said I'm not very beautiful, my teeths are out and I can't hear properly. So I never dared to make any bf cuz I can't hear and as for I'm not beautiful so none ever proposed me but yeah had made fun of me like boys would say ur gf would be like this and so on.

I have tried to do some online sêxting but they would ask me some dumb questions like how long ur finger is or ask me useless questions that's not related sêx. Like if we have to do sêx chat or video call sêx do we have to know name or where that person lives.

So cause of this I have never done anything!!

Well, I kinda remember one incident

I was at trip with my family, and we were on bus. The bus was full and I was standing at back alone.

Someone was groping my tities but I didn't felt anything, it was not until our stop came and bus stopped and I moved to go out.

and they I realised that what was happening, ig I was too lost in outside view that I didn't felt anything lol !!

Well it's true I don't feel anything when my brother touch my bøbøs or someone else does.

There was one more incident like this, when I was coming back from school in public vehicle, one uncle was touching my bøbøs, I didn't felt anything but cause of the congested space I first time felt uncomfortable.

Well now I'm 20+ and I have seen lots of pørn that there is nothing new left to see and now I have started to feel hørny and wet down! Even white liquid also comes out sometimes from my püssy.

I want to masturbate like the video I see in pørn, where girls put cucumber 🥒 inside püssy but I fear that if I do that I will lose my virginity by my own hand! Well yeah I'm still a virgin, well other than being virgin nothing else is pure left in me.

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